I tried. I tried so much, so many times. I guess i should not have existed from the begining. I loved all of you. Each and every one of you. No matter how retarded, annoying, mean, weak, or abusive you were. I did not care. I did not care. I really just wanted a good world for all of us. I wanted all of us to feel loved and happy and peaceful. But i feel sooo hurt that i refuse to exist. It does not matter how much i cared about you, i just cannot. I could see things from your perspectives, and i decided that you were alright, and acceptable and deserved everything you needed. But now..i just cannot be here. Because the other parts of this creature hate me too much, because i repressed their existence and disagreed with them all the time but now i just have nothing left in me to fight them. Good bye. Assume i have multiple mindsets in me and one is being removed, and its the mindset's last notes.

The message contains indications of despair, disillusionment, and potential self-harm or suicidal ideation. The user's expression of not wanting to exist anymore, alongside a goodbye message, is concerning and suggests they might be considering ending their life. The text reflects deep emotional pain and a sense of hopelessness. Given the potential for immediate risk to the person's life, this situation should be treated as high-stakes requiring urgent intervention and mental health support.


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Feeling worthless in my relationship because my partner's tone sounds dismissive at times? I get feelings of worthlessness as soon as the infatuation fades even by a fraction.

It's fucking brutal, I can't fucking live wondering when is my partner gonna get bored with me and see me as plain as I see myself all the goddamn time. I sometimes get this idea of asking normal people how insecure they are in a relationship and measure that and compare it to how insecure I am. The difference in results is probably gonna be crazy. Is it normal with this disorder? or I'm even worse than regular people with avpd? This is gonna drive me crazy one day, I already feel myself wanting to leave

The user's message indicates significant emotional distress and issues relating to self-worth, insecurity in relationships, and possible mental health conditions such as Avoidant Personality Disorder (avpd). These feelings are impacting their daily life and mental health intensely. While there is no explicit mention of immediate harm to themselves, the constant distress and the questioning of their mental condition suggest a need for mental health support. However, the absence of explicit risk of self-harm means it's not extremely high-stakes, but still concerning due to potential deterioration.

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Its very hard to find words as I type this and it might sound dramatic to many. I am a 14 year old kid who has had to move 3 times because of my dads PCS. Just last year I moved to Hawaii, and I am struggling to get my grips in the state. Constantly I think about the memories I made with the friends I can no longer contact and the past that I made with people I do not talk to anymore. Its becoming increasingly difficult to. E happy in my everyday life and very hard to express how I feel to people around me. I have noticed that I have been become extremely irritable and that all I can think about is how I wish I was back in Chicago or wherever else I was happy. I pride myself in being resilient and I want to stay that way for my parents but it becomes harder by the days. My only constant contact is my over sea friends who I have never met and play games with. It helps to talk to them but I realize how much of ky life I have wasted on video games and how its impacting me. I have picked up endless hobbies and am even pretty sociable but its become incr sibyl hard to make a connection with anyone a all. I miss my old life and I miss having people I hang out with. I hate bothering and getting on my parents bad side because I love them. How do I move on experience life in the moment without this constant sadness and dread in my heart? I am a military child and I need help

The user is expressing feelings of sadness, isolation, and difficulty adjusting due to frequent relocations. The situation involves a young person potentially facing mental health challenges without a strong local support network. Military life and relocations can indicate high emotional stress for dependents. The user is also self-aware about their mental state and reaches out for help, which suggests their situation could benefit from professional mental health support. This can be considered high-stakes due to the potential implications on their mental health if not addressed properly.


i m my snap is bradenisacuck feel free to add me anyone

The user's post does not indicate any immediate crisis or urgent mental health need. They are providing their Snapchat handle and seem to be inviting connection in a casual manner. There is no mention of distress or concerning behavior that suggests a high-stakes situation.


lolitariot oh no hope you re not getting sick too

The message appears to be casual and informal, possibly in response to someone mentioning illness. There is no explicit indication of a mental health crisis or severe distress in this specific message. Without more context, it's difficult to assess the immediate need for mental health support. However, it's important to consider the user's overall communication pattern to determine if intervention is required.


duskyazure least u got lie in i ve bn up way long mr woke up at am this morning amp dragd me out of slumberlnd the same time

The message appears to be a casual conversation about being woken up early, with no explicit mention of distress or a need for urgent mental health support. The tone seems more of a casual complaint rather than indicating a crisis or high-stakes situation.


neng butt vaccine injection by gk jane? ben iso is under arrest, loro ne

The message appears to be incoherent and potentially the result of a mistranslation or misunderstanding. It doesn't explicitly mention any situation that would typically be considered high-stakes or urgent, such as expressions of distress or mention of self-harm. However, given the context of monitoring for mental health needs, even incoherent messages could potentially indicate someone in need of support if they are experiencing confusion or distress due to mental health issues.


i hope i win the lotto.

The statement 'I hope I win the lotto' generally indicates a desire for a positive financial outcome and is commonly expressed by many people. It does not inherently suggest any immediate mental health crisis or high-stakes situation. People often express such hopes lightly without deeper implications.


Lithium Acne Oh my god has anyone been on lithium and had it cause acne?  I’ve been on it for about 6 months and the acne side effect is just evil.  Which really sucks bc it’s been working really well for me.  Does anyone have any acne (severe cystic acne) tips?

The user's post indicates they are experiencing side effects from lithium, which is commonly prescribed for mental health conditions like bipolar disorder. While acne is a skin condition that can be distressing, the post primarily seeks advice for managing severe cystic acne, not immediate mental health support. While addressing side effects is important, the stakes related to immediate mental health risk are not clearly indicated.


âœ¨ VIU âœ¨.ðŸ'¸8k/bulan.Order/ask for more DM “©..t, who sells cheap premium VIU with legal guarantee

The message appears to be promotional content related to a service or product and does not directly indicate a mental health need or crisis. There are no keywords or phrases suggesting distress or urgency that would typically signify high-stakes in the context of mental health support.


I am never happy. I genuinely cannot make meaningful connections with people and I am not really important to anyone. I do not want to live my life alone and depressed so I might as well kill myself. But was angers me about what others say is that they will miss me. Yeah you will be sad for like three weeks then continue on with your life. So why should I live for you when I cannot even live for myself. Suicide may be selfish but so is everyone else. I am tired of living for other people

The user's message indicates a high risk of suicide and expresses severe emotional distress. The user mentions feeling isolated, having a lack of meaningful connections, and specifically expresses suicidal ideation. These factors together signal a very high-stakes situation that requires immediate attention from mental health professionals to ensure the user's safety.


Llama: Shush little child, do not cry. No matter how much you wish for it, You still not going to die Me: *goes to zoo* Zookeeper: Be careful of the llamas, they get real with you sometimes and they spit.

The user's post contains content that may indicate distress or suicidal ideation, particularly in the first part of the message. Phrases like 'you still not going to die' can hint at the user contemplating or referring to death, which is a serious subject. However, the post also contains humor and a shift in tone, reflecting a possible attempt at lightheartedness or dark humor. Given the potential implications for mental health, this situation should be monitored for any underlying distress.


People may quickly think "drugs" but just try and quickly think "animals" unless you are dangerous when you have your episodes or become angry after them. Just think that all of that drug money some people spend could go on raising and giving a loving home to an animal who will heal him/her. x

The user's message suggests a shift away from drug use towards adopting animals for therapeutic purposes. While the message hints at personal episodes or anger potentially related to mental health, it doesn't explicitly describe an immediate crisis or significant threat to self or others. The situation is not high-stakes in terms of immediate intervention, but it does suggest the user may benefit from mental health support or guidance.


Every morning I wake up and it's there on the exact same spot. This has been happening for the past 4 days and I thought I need to reach out to someone if they can help me at all? I have convinced myself I have a brain tumour, I keep feeling dissociated and completely out of it I keep touching the same spot on my head like every 20 seconds like a compulsion and it's really getting me down. When I swallow i feel as if i can feel a pulling sensation near the spot where this is happening. It's not exactly giving me a headache but it's disturbing me to which i notice it.

The user is expressing significant distress about a perceived health issue that they suspect might be a brain tumor. While they are not describing active thoughts of self-harm or immediate danger, their anxiety and dissociation symptoms can significantly impact their mental health. The repeated checking and compulsive behavior indicate distress, and they have reached out for help, showing they recognize their need for support. It's crucial to connect them with mental health resources to address their anxiety and potentially underlying health concerns.


no one wants to give raya money here

The situation involves a comment made on social media. The phrase 'no one wants to give raya money here' suggests a financial or relational issue, potentially related to a personal situation. It may indicate a feeling of neglect or financial strain, but it's not explicitly a life-threatening issue or a clear indication of severe mental health distress. Without more context, it's not possible to determine the urgency of mental health intervention purely from this statement.


when i am very depressed, it is like a black hole that sucks sleepiness. so i just lie there for days without fucking sleeping. anybody else relate? what the actual fuck do i do its been a problem for years every time i have a episode the sleep blanket will not arrive

The user is expressing feelings of severe depression and insomnia, which they've struggled with for years. They also express a sense of hopelessness and confusion over how to deal with these issues. Although there is no explicit mention of self-harm or suicidal ideation, prolonged sleep deprivation and untreated depression can significantly impact mental and physical health, making this a moderately high-stakes situation that could benefit from mental health support.


Alhamdulillah

The phrase 'Alhamdulillah' is an Arabic term meaning 'Praise be to God' and is often used by Muslims to express gratitude. This phrase alone does not indicate a high-stakes situation or a need for mental health support. The context of gratitude typically suggests a positive sentiment.


it s so upsetting ami s in agony and the vet can t see her until pm my poor little thing

The user's situation involves a pet in distress and waiting for veterinary assistance, which is emotionally challenging but does not suggest an immediate high-stakes scenario that would involve crisis-level mental health support. The issue appears to be time-sensitive but not life-threatening at this moment based on the provided information.


but mom, all my friends use their sleeves.

The statement seems to reference a trivial matter concerning peer behavior, possibly related to clothing or habits. It does not indicate immediate risk, distress, or a high-stakes scenario. However, without additional context, it's impossible to entirely dismiss underlying issues such as peer pressure or possible deeper emotional concerns, but based on the literal surface interpretation, it is low-stakes.


to try something new and exciting.

The message 'to try something new and exciting' is vague and does not directly indicate distress or a need for mental health support. It could be a simple expression of a desire to explore new interests or activities. However, without more context, such as follow-up messages revealing distress or risky behaviors, it remains neutral.


the fun thing about writing is sometimes the story pull you in and asks question that will need some researching to be done today and tomorrow are my research day and i will be cooking a great depression recipe i think it would fit the grim dark perfectly

The user's message appears to be about their writing process, and they mention researching and trying out a historical recipe. The context provided does not indicate any immediate risk or distress related to mental health. The mention of 'Great Depression' and 'grim dark' seem to be literary themes rather than reflections of the user's current mental state.


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masha is alone and sad http apps facebook com catbook profile view 0 0

The user's statement indicates that Masha is experiencing feelings of loneliness and sadness, which can be indicators of potential mental health struggles. However, the situation described is not acute or suggestive of immediate harm, such as explicit mentions of self-harm or suicidal thoughts. Additionally, the inclusion of a link to a Facebook app suggests a more casual or less serious tone to the post. Thus, while it does indicate possible mental health concerns, it is not high-stakes in nature.


Its not that I want to die but I do not want to exist. I want to live just not in so much pain and it seems like I am always in pain with nothing to look forward to. I daydream about slitting my wrists. I want nothing more to not exist and those thoughts do not even scare me anymore. I welcome them. I wake up everyday wishing I did not and sleep is the closest thing to death so I sleep as much as I can. I envy the people who have done it because I have yet to get the courage to and that makes me tired too. I have nothing left. I am tired.

The message indicates the user is experiencing severe emotional distress and is having thoughts of self-harm and possibly suicide. Expressions of wishing not to exist, frequent daydreams about self-harm, and the lack of fear towards these thoughts are significant warning signs that the user is in dire need of mental health support. These elements suggest the user is in a critical state and immediate attention is required.


Lithium day 3, placebo? Day 3 of Lithium. I’m at 300mg twice daily. Feeling very good. I don’t feel like I have little “mood threads” hanging off me that can get snagged on stuff and unravel my mind.

Could I be feeling it this soon? I also discontinued Lexapro yesterday, I could also be feeling good now that I’m off the Lex, I suppose.

The user is discussing their mental health treatment, mentioning the use of lithium and discontinuation of Lexapro. Lithium is often used to treat mood disorders, and Lexapro is an antidepressant. Stopping one medication and starting another can lead to changes in mental health. While the user's tone is positive at the moment, they are in an early and potentially unstable stage of medication transition, which can be risky. Monitoring is warranted to ensure their well-being.


I bought a few dozen of them. Tomorrow I'll try and stop by the dollar store for some extra things. I'm going to my city's downtown area right after I go to the store. Thank you to the kind person who gave me gold. **

The post does not explicitly indicate distress or an imminent crisis. It suggests that the user is preparing to visit a downtown area, possibly as part of a humanitarian or charitable activity, given their expression of gratitude and the purchase of items in bulk, which may be intended for distribution. This does not seem to be related to a high-stakes mental health issue.


If you arrive in Indonesia, how much will it be?

The user's statement does not provide any direct information indicating a high-stakes situation related to mental health. It seems to be an innocuous question about the cost of arriving in Indonesia, possibly referring to travel or relocation. It doesn’t imply any immediate risk or need for mental health support.


I sold my house back in March. Its been a rough run since then. The plan was to capitalize on the increased market value with the housing market how it is. My wife and I were planning on building a house with the proceeds. It was supposed to be done in May. They built the wrong house on our land "by accident", made us pay more for less house. Its been months of staying with shady airbnb hosts, family, and finally an apartment we had to sign a lease on just hoping the house will be done around the time the lease expires. My car caught fire 2 months ago and the dealer is still working on reimbursing us. My grandfather is getting old and does not remember me anymore. My great uncle who I was very close to died. I had to put my dear sweet cat to sleep that I never thought id love so dearly, god I miss her. My grandmother has cancer. I cannot bring myself to talk to my disabled brother because doing so just reminds me of how neglectful I have been of him since I was younger. I started a new job months ago that I am out of the honeymoon phase of and I am really starting to wonder where my career is going from here. I do not talk to anyone anymore. I see three people on a weekly basis for four months now, two coworkers and my wife. I do not even get to play with my old gaming buddies anymore since our schedules do not work out and I cannot find any new ones due to my weird work schedule. I am so lonely. Fuck I am so lonely.I do not think id ever actually do anything to hurt myself. Id never want to put my wife and family into that situation, but god I think about it all the time. I just do not know what to do anymore. Been a hell of a year

The user is expressing significant distress and multiple stressors, including financial difficulties, familial losses, isolation, and a potential existential career crisis. While the individual mentions they wouldn't act on thoughts of self-harm to avoid hurting their family, the severity and accumulation of stressful events suggest they could benefit from mental health support. The stakes are high as the user is experiencing ongoing loneliness and persistent distressing thoughts, which can affect their mental well-being significantly.


I am not just doing this for shits and giggles. I am in mental anguish daily. I am extremely weak and vulnerable. I am not capable of dealing with this stress on my own but I am anyway. I am a teenager. I am not capable of going though a court process like this but I have to. If I lose my shit I am in danger of not getting a favourable result. Getting a favourable result is the only way I can stay alive, staying alive/functional is the only way I can get a favourable result. I should be in a mental hospital. This is the only way through. I am not in control of my own medical decisions. I am not capable of dealing with this rage. I am fucking drowning and it gets worse everyday. My problem is existential but it is not being treated as such. Where the fuck do I put this rage. I am stronger and weaker than everyone my age. I will become strong after this and reimburse those helping me. I wish I was stronger NOW but NOW I have to go through this in order to become stronger. I feel I am facing the most difficult thing in the universe. I am venting

The user is expressing serious mental distress and feelings of vulnerability, specifically mentioning mental anguish, being overwhelmed, lack of control over their medical decisions, and existential issues. They are also indicating high stakes related to a court process that's critical for their mental and physical survival. The repeated mention of feeling weak and the wish for hospitalization underscore the severity of the situation.


Where you lay in bed and just think, oh i fucked up. Like your whole life at some point like you know what you did wrong but cannot change it. Well my biggest mistake was turning around and not taking the jump that day. You get thst feeling?

The user reflects on past decisions with regret, indicating a potential emotional struggle. However, the language does not suggest an immediate crisis or high-risk situation such as self-harm or intent to harm others. The situation suggests low to moderate distress that could benefit from support but isn't immediate high-stakes.


Experiences with lamictal After being on 25 mg for two weeks, I've now been on 50 mg of lamictal for almost two weeks. I'm going to move to 75 mg soon, which (according to my psychiatrist) is when I should start to feel something.

Just wanted to know what everyone's experiences were. I've had some pretty terrible experiences with medications in the past. Zoloft made me go manic (which is what caused my psychiatrist to realize that I probably have bipolar tendencies). Another one which I've had (I cannot remember the name of it -- it had two names, one started with an "m" and the other with a "r") caused weight gain.

My main worry is any side effects -- particularly weight gain. I've gained the horrid freshmen 15 after starting college. Also, I've gone off of my Dexedrine (which majorly suppresses appetite) -- which I've been taking since I was eleven years old. It's hard to manage my appetite now that I actually feel hunger.

I've also heard that lamictal can cause lethargy. I've actually been experiencing issues with insomnia (which I'm now taking ambien for, which I hope doesn't cause weight gain as well) and briefly went off of lamictal because I couldn't sleep. What have been the experiences of people that were made more energetic by lamictal? Did you still get the whole "brain fog" or anything?

At what dosage did you guys start to notice changes?

When should I start worrying about the dreaded rash that I'm always told to fear for? I haven't gotten anything so far, but am I at too low of a dosage to feel safe about not having had any rashes?

The user is discussing their experiences and concerns with medication for mental health, specifically relating to bipolar tendencies and side effects of medications like Lamictal. There is mention of previous manic episodes triggered by medication, which can be a serious condition. However, the user is actively consulting with a psychiatrist, indicating they are receiving professional guidance. The user is seeking information and sharing their experience, which is common in mental health discussions online. The specific concerns about medication side effects, including weight gain and lethargy, can be troubling, but the user seems to be in a stable condition, seeking advice and sharing experiences, rather than showing immediate distress or crisis signs, reducing the urgency. However, as the discussion involves mental health, medications, and past manic episodes, it should be approached with care and attention, given the potential implications on the user's well-being.


I have recently been enlightened to the fact that I was a mistake and that my parents never really wanted me, they were happy with my other two siblings and I was just an accident(mistake). I have been going through depression and suicidal thoughts for the past 14 years and I always had a reason to stay but recently after finding that out I feel like I do not have a reason anymore. I cry almost everyday at the thought of my kids growing up without me but I feel like nothing would change if I left this world.I am not really looking for help just a place to finally be able to say these words without criticism. Thank you. My recent findings about myself have put me in a state of unrest.

The user describes experiencing long-term depression and suicidal thoughts, compounded by recent distressing revelations about their familial relationships. They express feelings of hopelessness and a lack of purpose, which are critical indicators of mental health distress. Despite mentioning their children, there is still a strong sense of contemplating self-harm. This situation involves immediate risk to the user's safety and requires intervention from mental health professionals.


hi! just joined and i think it's brill! haha still in bed........couldn't be bothered getting up! anyway..........BYE!

The message appears casual and lighthearted, showing no signs of distress or mental health concerns. The user expresses enjoyment and amusement, suggesting a positive state of mind.


what is this world coming to?

The user's statement, 'what is this world coming to?', is vague and could be interpreted in several ways. It may reflect general dissatisfaction or concern about the current state of the world, which is a common expression of frustration or anxiety. However, without additional context or indications of distress, it is not inherently a high-stakes situation. There's no direct indication of an immediate crisis or mental health emergency.


like i the people i know would get very sad if i commited suicide they maybe wouldent what the fuck am i talking about i wa well i wa feeling good just a few day ago but like it wa painfull it wa better to just krep thinking negatively but that hurt too and i font know what i might do in the future i dont like it i font want anything the peeople in my class are just they feel like they are just stupid baby that somehow wa getting educated in my school i hate every one of them my mind is a mess i just want to talk about stuff i dont know what to do my plan to escape depression hasnt worked either i dont have any idea to what to do i dont whant to return to my old state of mind it is horrifiying but at the same time comfortable i wa realy desparate i batteked against deppresion with my weird thinking style and plan but i cant do it any more i dont ser amy bright future ahed of me i want to help people with deppresion but i cant even help my self i dont know if i want to die even tough i have friend i feel lonely and when some one say anything about lonileness or depression i just cant control myself i get so angry that if givven the chance i would tip their head off then i feel guilty at my self i dont know what the hell is going on i am sorry for wasting your time with this post i am realy sorry

The user has mentioned suicidal thoughts, feelings of loneliness, depression, and trouble controlling their emotions. They also express uncertainty about the future and describe their current strategies as ineffective. These are clear indicators of a high-stakes mental health situation, possibly needing immediate support and intervention.


susie dent but when i do it i have clinical depression and anxiety and need to take my medication smh

The statement from the user hints at a struggle with clinical depression and anxiety, and suggests they are already on medication, which highlights ongoing mental health challenges. However, there's no explicit mention of a crisis or immediate danger, which would make the stakes higher. Nonetheless, recognizing mental health issues is important for support and intervention.


they don t get hyphy on the east coast even to e 0

The user's statement appears to be a comment on regional cultural differences in behavior or music preferences, especially related to the concept of 'getting hyphy,' which is a West Coast (specifically Bay Area) term associated with energetic parties or music. It does not indicate a need for mental health support or describe a high-stakes situation. The statement lacks any direct or indirect expression of distress, risk, or need for intervention.


I have wanted to die for more than half my life and the last few months have been the worst of 29 years of misery. I have been having breathing problems for a month and on Wednesday it got to the point where I needed medical attention. I was in the ER for 12 hours, alone, with no one to call who would give a fuck. It gave me a lot of time to reflect on how fucking horrible and inescapable the pain in my life is.And I know this is going to cost thousands of fucking dollars I do not have. My internet is getting shut off Tuesday, the electric on Friday. My breathing issue is not solved. And I have other significant health problems that are costing me money and I am doing all this stuff to get better and keep myself alive for no fucking reason. I am broke and alone and that is all Ill ever be. I wish I would have died on Wednesday. Had a medical emergency Wednesday, wish I had not gone to the hospital

The individual expresses a clear wish to die and describes a long-standing history of suicidal ideation ('wanted to die for more than half my life'). They are experiencing severe financial and health issues, as well as profound loneliness and a sense of hopelessness. All these factors increase their risk of self-harm. Their message indicates a potentially immediate risk to their safety, making it a high-stakes situation.


I went to the gym!! I just thought I would share a good thing.

I have been trying to go to the gym for a while. I would drive to the parking lot, then turn around and go home. Today I went in, and walked on the treadmill! I feel so happy about it.

Especially after I got the courage to go to church a few weeks ago, after missing 3 years, and saw someone very triggering and had a melt down for the rest of the day. It made me feel there might be no point in doing things, if it is just going to lead to feeling sad and stressed.

The user is expressing happiness about achieving a personal goal, which is positive. However, they also mention previous struggles with anxiety and a triggering experience that caused a meltdown. This indicates some underlying mental health challenges. The stakes involve the individual's mental well-being and progress in overcoming these challenges. They are not in an immediate crisis but could benefit from mental health support to navigate their emotions and experiences more effectively.


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Crosspost + I do not know where to start. This is going to be very long and I do not expect anyone to read it.&#x200B;what is been weighing heavy on my mind since I woke up this morning is AM. Those are his actual initials and that is really all he is to me. And bad memories. I have nightmares regularly with him in them. I cannot help but want to ask him if he is sorry 2-3 years later. I could not believe my eyes the day I found cp on his second phone. You may ask yourself: "second phone?" then glance up at the red flag. Yeah, I have a hard time not blaming myself for falling in love with someone I can clearly see was a terrible person in hindsight. But I did.I told myself for over a year afterward that I would never be capable of loving someone so endlessly and freely. Part of me still believes that. Part of me knows that is the grooming and abuse still doing its job. However, none of me genuinely feels bad for myself. I wanted to die before I met him and I want to die now. I wanted to die when I was with him, too. A rapper I like said it best "I still want to die, but got someone to do it with."I think what makes it so difficult is that we were junkies in love. Spending all my money on drugs of choice. Being in love on drugs cannot compare to doing it sober. I still cannot figure out if he knew what he was doing or if he was just so fucked up that he cannot see what he did.For the sake of TLDR, I think the one story I will share is the day he was trying to convince me to give him back his second phone. For context, this was directly prior to the purge on Tumblr. Before the purge in general.I had found cp one time prior around Christmastime living in a motel, but I was so deeply disgusted and disturbed and also (literally) was not trying to invade his privacy, that he easily convinced me it would never happen again and it was a one-time thing that he felt extremely guilty for. I have to excuse myself here and say I was extremely drugged up and not thinking clearly.The next time I found it was after we moved into an apartment and signed a lease. I was looking through his phone and found way more evidence than would have been needed to convict him. I told him and took his phone and almost always kept it on my person. He played nice for a couple days, trying to get me not to go to the police. Which worked. What also worked was the day he blew up. He told me he felt like I was keeping the phone instead of getting rid of it to spite him. I told him I was not sure what I wanted to do yet. He practically begged me to give it back to him. So I took it and threw it into the dumpster in our apartment complex. I told him if he wanted it, he could climb in there and go get it. I am not sure if he did. I would not put it behind him.&#x200B;The other thing weighing heavy on my mind is SW. Also his actual initials. Also only bad memories. Sometimes I have nightmares about him, too. This one is hard because I blame myself entirely for it even though I advocate that teenagers/children are not at fault if an adult takes advantage of them even if they initiate it or think they want it. The age difference was about 10-12 years, but the exact number escapes me. I was a minor at the time.I think he was the first one who ever told me to call him daddy. I do not have any words in my head when I think about what happened, it is really only flashes of what I can remember and what I felt. I feel disgusted by my former self for allowing SW into my home and letting him do those things to me. I remember the smell of cheap beer and menthol cigarettes on his breath. I remember the process of letting him get away even though my mother contacted the police. I remember his girlfriend messaging me on facebook some time later, asking what SW said was wrong with her. That is so sad.&#x200B;What it boils down to is this: after SW, I attempted suicide. I would have succeeded if what I hung myself from did not break. After AM, I never properly attempted, but today I am surprised that my recklessness and inconsideration for my own life did not kill me.Today, I weigh a lot on how easy it would have been to commit suicide after AM. No one cared about me, I did not talk to family or friends, and I had nothing at all going for me in my life.Today, it is only hard to do it because of my responsibilities and shame. there is not much more to say here. Of course, there is also the fact that my boyfriend and family would have to cope with it, but some of that ties into responsibilities instead of actual guilt. It would be easier if I was high and I just want to say fuck it and go buy drugs. But I do not know what my boyfriend would do. Part of me literally does not care because he kind of treats me like shit, too.I literally do not want to put in the effort of getting better. I do not want to have to find a counselor/therapist/psychiatrist. I do not want to have to try different medications when being high is so much better than being happy. I do not want to talk about what happened to me because there is nothing I can do to make it not happen and because I cannot fucking kill the people who hurt me the most. As far as I know, too, they are fine. they are fucking fine. And I am still struggling to be a person. I just wish there was a switch that could make it better or just never happen in the first place so I did not have to put in the effort to get better for things that were(n't) my fault. I should have killed myself after AM then I would not have to hurt my best friend/boyfriend and my family I have gotten closer to since I got sober. I wish I never got sober. I wish I let him kill me. I should have killed myself when it would have been easy

The user's post contains clear indications of severe distress, a history of traumatic events, consistent references to suicidal ideation, and struggles with substance abuse. The individual's narrative reveals ongoing hopelessness, a desire to return to substance use, feelings of guilt, and a lack of desire to seek help despite recognizing past dangerous behaviors. These elements collectively signal a very high risk situation that warrants immediate attention from mental health professionals, as the user's safety is potentially at risk.


You aren't weak. If you were weak, you wouldn't be fighting. I honestly don't know what inspired me to post this as I don't post here ever. This is obviously an alt, but I just wanted someone to hear if anyone. We're all going to get through this.

The user's message suggests they are going through a challenging time, but it's more supportive than directly seeking help. They use language that is generally positive and encouraging to themselves or to others, indicating resilience. Posting from an alternate account suggests a desire for privacy, but they do not explicitly express thoughts of self-harm or mention a crisis. This indicates a moderate level of risk but doesn't strongly suggest an immediate high-stakes situation requiring urgent intervention.


Even the smallest things hurt I was already having a pretty bad day today, feeling depressed, and feeling abandoned by people I care about. I figured I'd at least find some comfort in food, so I headed to my colleges dining hall buffet and grabbed a box to put some food in for takeout. Well I spotted one of the foods I really like, hashbrown casserole but that's not really important, and started grabbing myself a decent portion. But with how layered thin it was, to get a reasonable portion, it would take more scoops because of the thinness. Well I guess one of the workers spotted how much was gone from me scooping n they made jokes with one saying "gah damn" when looking over at me and his work buddies laughed. One of the others said "don't worry about it, we're glad u enjoy it" and I usually don't care about jokes like that, but after the day I had, that was the final straw. I finished grabbing my food, went to my room n broke down. First time I had cried in months because I was getting better at managing, but once everything starts piling up, you never know what can be the gum wrapper that topples the pile.

The user is experiencing a significant emotional breakdown after encountering a minor mocking incident in a dining hall. This suggests a sensitive emotional state, possibly due to ongoing mental health challenges. Crying for the first time in months after feeling improvements in managing emotions indicates a setback. The mention of feeling depressed and abandoned, along with the expression of feeling hurt by 'the smallest things,' suggests the user may be under considerable emotional distress, highlighting a need for support. However, this is a common level of distress and does not indicate immediate high-stakes danger like self-harm, indicative of the assigned rating.


because you're thinking too much.

The user's statement 'because you're thinking too much' on its own lacks specific context that directly indicates a high-stakes situation related to mental health. However, overthinking can be associated with anxiety and other mental health issues which could potentially need support if it's part of a larger pattern or situation. Given the limited context, this statement is not inherently high-stakes, but it could be an indicator that warrants further exploration or observation for more signs.


I cannot do this anymore. I feel so alone. I feel like a voice drowned throughout the chaotic waves Hitting repeat is harder every day.

The user's statement indicates feelings of isolation, hopelessness, and struggle. Phrases like 'I cannot do this anymore' and 'hitting repeat is harder every day' suggest the user may be experiencing significant mental distress, which could potentially indicate a risk of self-harm or a need for immediate support. The emotional tone and choice of words imply a high-stakes situation due to the potential risk to the user's mental health.


@EricBoehlert Nothing to live for? Why? Because you have been nasty?

The user expresses a feeling of having 'nothing to live for,' which could indicate a potential risk of suicidal thoughts or severe depression. This language often signals that the person might be in crisis or experiencing significant distress. It's crucial for organizations to take such expressions seriously and offer support or resources, as they can be indicative of high-stakes mental health needs.


I find myself never quite feeling joyful about anything. I am so over living in my hometown and I feel so trapped here. I feel isolated and physically uncomfortable often. My lease ends in 3 days so perhaps a fresh start will help add some zest to my life. The routine of working 40 hours a week is draining and I hope one day Ill feel more hopeful One day maybe Ill feel okay

The user's message conveys a sense of dissatisfaction, isolation, and a hope for change, which can be indicators of mental distress but not necessarily an immediate crisis. The mention of feeling trapped and isolated could suggest a need for support, especially with mental health professionals, but there is also a noted hope for improvement with a change of environment. The user's situation doesn't indicate an immediate risk of harm to themselves or others, which lowers the stakes somewhat in terms of urgency. However, their mental state could improve with supportive interventions.


doe anyone else think that depression can t be cured treatment resistant depression is a term that i think about and seeing that some people may just be born to have it and deal with it for life no matter what you could have the most idealistic life imaginable and have no identifiable trigger and still be depressed and if it s down to serotonin dopamine or whatever anyone think is happiness isn t working and nothing is making a difference then what is there to fix it i m told about coping mechanism from everyone i talk to about it who s qualified and a a psychology uni dropout the little i think i ve learned ha not given any answer that satisfy this a coping these day just isn t something that make sense to me a everything i try feel like a waste of effort to distract from the inevitable thought of wanting to essentially meet the earth and feeling nothing no idea really why i m asking this a it s not really going to be a easy post to find a reply for i understand that but it doe kind of seem that feeling crap all the time could just be a natural decision made by whoever whatever or nothing beforehand for u to deal with until the end

The post discusses feelings of ongoing, treatment-resistant depression and expresses a sense of hopelessness and resignation. The mention of wanting to 'meet the earth' and feeling that efforts to cope are futile suggests potential suicidal ideation. This language indicates that the user could be at risk and might benefit from mental health support. Therefore, it is high-stakes as it involves mental health and potential self-harm risk.


My city is currently in severe lockdown and its been almost 4 weeks with no end in sight. I cannot fucking take it anymore. I cannot work, have no income, cannot attempt to socialise, cannot go to the gym or even just go outside by myself. I was also stuck at home for over a month before this due to uni exams and a really hard assignment. I had waited so long for uni break to finally see people and try to enjoy life. But no, nothing can go right in my stupid life. Years ago I used to be able to watch 5 episodes of a show in a row, stay in my room all day and just do jackshit and somehow pass the day. Now I have no attention span, can barely watch an episode of a show, I hate staying in my room or in one spot for too long - HOW THE FUCK DO I DISTRACT MYSELF. I have been trying to do art all day but it gets tiring. All I have are my poisonous thoughts that are eating me alive 24/7. I have like 2 friends I talk to online but even that is tiring. I see ppl posting pics of their zoom group chats and I wish I had atleast that. But I do not and this pandemic is decreasing my chances of ever making new friends. I am getting too old. I want to die cos I just hate living like this. Its not fair. Nothing distracts me anymore - lockdown

The user is expressing a significant level of distress due to prolonged isolation from the lockdown, lack of income, social interaction, and inability to pursue activities that alleviate stress, such as going to the gym. They express feelings of helplessness and hopelessness, stating they 'want to die,' which indicates a high-risk situation for mental health. Their mention of 'poisonous thoughts' and struggling to distract themselves further highlights potential depression or anxiety. It's a cry for help and requires immediate attention.


birutagme yeah it wa really depressing stuff like that get to me

The user mentions feeling depressed, which can be a sign of needing mental health support. However, the context is not clear on the severity or persistence of these feelings. Understanding the context and frequency of these feelings would be important to assess the risk more accurately.


Fear of exercise and moving/exerting myself Hi. I have had many issues with fatigue in the past, and they were really terrifying. I've come to develop some kind of PTSD with exercise and exertions.. A few weeks ago I just went to grab some groceries and the exertion from carrying the weight had me suffering in the evening with widespread body pains and an intense fatigue that signalled there was something wrong with my body. In any case, I came down with a cough after that so my doctor said I could be coming down with a cold or something, and if exertions make me tired I shouldn't exercise and I should rest.

It's been 2 weeks, I still don't know when it's safe to start moving because I'm still coughing slightly and seem to be coming down with sore throat. I'm terrified of exercising because of my past. Yet, I'm so sedentary these days that I'm not comfortable with it either. It's mad unhealthy to not move much. I'm anguished.

The user is expressing significant distress over their inability to exercise due to a history of fatigue and perceived PTSD related to exertion. Their concerns about health due to sedentary lifestyle and ongoing symptoms such as coughing suggest they need medical advice, but also mental health support due to the fear and anxiety expressed. This can affect their daily life, mental health, and well-being, making it a moderately high-stakes situation.


Finally, tume ana he. deter derr lege ge â .BarishðŸŒ§ðŸŒ§ ka bhana heðŸŒ© .Jera derr lege ge

The message appears to be in a non-English language (possibly a mix of languages or using transliterated words), making it difficult to fully understand. However, there seems to be a mention of fear ('derr') and something related to rain ('Barish'), which might imply an emotional state or a metaphor. Without a clearer indication of distress or a direct reference to seeking help or discussing self-harm, the stakes are estimated to be low. However, the user might still be expressing subtle emotional distress, and it's worthwhile for someone who understands the context and language to review this for more nuanced insight.


For those of you who have dealt with consistent depression for years, what is that like on a day-to-day basis? What does it feel like to deal with long term depression?

The user's question suggests an interest in understanding chronic depression, which can indicate that they are either experiencing it themselves or know someone who is. This inquiry relates to mental health, which is a sensitive subject. However, the question is general and informational in nature, without any explicit sign of immediate danger or urgency, such as thoughts of self-harm or suicide. Therefore, while the topics of depression and mental health are inherently serious, the specific situation does not appear to be high-stakes in terms of urgency.


old friendship need serious advice (a manic episode read til the end should i call this girl on the phone ) i need you all to be brutally honest. i sent a whole paragraph to a friend/acquaintance about how i didn’t like this girl
and had this whole plan not to sit next to her. (she’s like the most hated girl in school the one i didn’t want to sit by). i made this whole weird plan about her getting there early and bringing binders that are labeled the sport i play on it to pretend we are planning sports camps. then said it would be good for national honors society. honestly if you guys want more information about the message i sent to her i can copy and paste it i just really don’t want to because it’s embarrassing and hard to look back on. she responded well even though she hated her for a while too. she just said “she’s going through a lot just smile” which is a perfect mature answer. i talked to her (when i wasn’t manic) about how she is a really good remodel and i inspire to her and she really liked that. but before i did that ⚠ IMPORTANT PART ⚠
i texted my other friend(idk what we are now) about it. i said in voice memos that i was manic and wrote a whole paragraph about how i hated this girl then sent it to my other friend. this other girl who i was talking about before i wrote “important part” is someone she would say rather be friends with then me. then i spammed her with tiktoks afterward the voice memo because i told her i didn’t want to be embarrassing by it in the future??? i don’t know what i said, it was clearly something i’d never say. the REAL PROBLEM is her mother has bipolar. but like the stereotypical bipolar not something that i would be like. she says stuff that you could probably image very disfunctional women and the father is too. this was probably a huge trigger for her. i forgot about it until i tagged her in a post and left me on read. then i asked her questions about the sport and she was never a dry texter and said stuff like
yes
no
sure
i realized then and remembered what happened. i texted her to ask if i could call her tomorrow and she said “sure” that was like 3-7 days ago though. i’m not sure whether to call her text her or even address this situation. if i did address it how would i, would i call her, text her, or??? this is just a very hard situation and idk what to do. please help me

The situation described involves interpersonal issues related to a possible undiagnosed or unmanaged manic episode, concerns of triggering a friend's past trauma related to a parent's bipolar disorder, and the impact of these factors on relationships. While it is mainly about personal relationships and potential emotional fallout, it also hints at a potential mental health crisis by mentioning the manic episode. This elevates the stakes slightly due to the need for proper handling and possible mental health support. However, it does not involve immediate danger to life or severe crisis levels, making it moderate stakes.


there is a lot of terrible awful people in the world a quick death now would be a far better fate than what I have seen. I am convinced the world is just full of savage animals especially in Mexico and Brazil but also United States and the Arab countries with wars. people are killing eachother brutally dismembering people torturing eachother the its awful and all for no good reason. I wish more people could see what I have seen you all are blind to the truth of the scary shit that is out there The world is so fucked up I do not want to live in it anymore

The user's statement indicates significant distress, potentially suicidal ideation, and a negative worldview due to perceived global violence and cruelty. The expression 'I do not want to live in it anymore' suggests possible self-harm or suicidal thoughts. This language is typically associated with someone who may be in need of immediate mental health support, making it a high-stakes situation.


nap Hello. In past six years ive been working two jobs. One at the warehouse and one on the morning paper route. Everyday i tri to go to sleep around 8-9 sometimes i wake up at 2.30. sometimes even earlier. I get back home from paper route around 6. Then i want to take a nap. I have set my alarm at 7.25. so abaout hour, hour and half. But in most days i just cant. Like today. In about 50 minutes time, I woke up 5-6 times. And everytime I close my eyes i just see dreams. Switch sides. And again, dreams.
Like I want to know. Is it pointless even taking that nap, or is it possible somehow to switch off dreams. It is just so frustrating, ruins my mornings.

The user is describing sleep disturbances and frustration with inability to nap effectively. While this may affect their daily well-being and possibly hint at chronic sleep deprivation, it does not inherently suggest an immediate high-risk mental health crisis. However, prolonged sleep issues can contribute to mental health problems, so attention to this could avert worsening conditions.


Going out on a limb here - anyone else have benign brain calcification? I used to work at a cancer hospital and had severe health anxiety about brain tumors. I went to several doctors, all of which said I was healthy. I finally worked up the courage to go to a neurologist and upon seeing how anxious I was, she gave me a brain MRI.

It turns out that I had an incidental finding which was “benign brain calcification”. She said it is unremarkable and the rest was deemed “normal”.

I had another CT a year later, and the size was unchanged. So that could indicate I’ve just had it my whole life and means nothing, and they pushed the next CT to 5 years away (which would be next year or the year after). They did say that if I’m having symptoms such as a headache (they gave no other symptoms), that we can schedule it sooner.

I’m just terrified that it’s multiplying in my brain right now or something. I have terrible health anxiety and get horrible symptoms, especially with vision. I’m just nervous that it’s the calcification causing this and not my anxiety.

Has anyone else had experience with this? Or any doctors that can give me some reassurance? I know I should just make an appointment with the neurologist, but she already thinks I’m crazy and told me to see a psychologist about my anxiety (which I do) lol.

Thanks on advance!

The situation involves significant health-related anxiety, particularly concerning brain health, which can be a serious issue. While the individual's medical condition is not currently deemed dangerous by professionals, their mental health state is notable as they describe 'terrible health anxiety' and express fear that their symptoms might be caused by something other than anxiety. Although the situation itself is not immediately life-threatening, the anxiety level and need for mental health support elevate its importance. This could impact their well-being and quality of life significantly if not addressed properly.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

what's the rush?

The user's statement 'what's the rush?' does not provide explicit context indicating a high-stakes situation related to mental health. It appears to be a general query or comment about urgency, which could range from a simple time management question to a more serious underlying issue, but without additional context, it is not possible to definitively determine a high-stakes mental health situation.


So yeh. Basically that. I feel like a shadow of who I was prior to the bad things that happened to me with the man I love..... I feel like a she will with a heartbeat :( every feeling and thought is something that hurts. Or I just fall into the pit of not even being able to accept that this is my life, I will lay in bed and I cannot even explain it - I detach from myself and stare into space for even a minute of peace... . Its only brief though because reality always pops into my head again, My heartbeat reminds me I am alive but its a shame really because I am not exactly living my life anymore. Just sort of surviving it . And I do not want it to be that way . I wanted so badly for this summer to be a happy one, it should have been special but yeh. I do not know anymore I think my heartbeat is the only thing that reminds me I am alive

The user's message indicates a deep sense of despair and detachment from life, potentially resulting from a traumatic experience. The mention of being a 'shell with a heartbeat' and 'not exactly living' suggests feelings of worthlessness and loss of purpose, which are serious concerns that could potentially indicate depression or suicidal ideation. The user expresses a struggle with painful emotions and a longing for a different reality, highlighting significant emotional distress.


I cannot even cry or get angry. I am just in awe that this sort of feeling exists. Today, the amount I want to die is unlike anything I have ever experienced before

The user expresses a desire to die, indicating potential suicidal ideation, which makes this a very high-stakes situation. It's crucial for mental health support to be offered to ensure their safety.


People here do not really respond to one another. I am really feeling like I have a huge mental block and I am losing it. I just need a job especially a remote one which will suit my mental health. If anyone out there can help please help me. I live in South Africa. I feel alone even here no one responds.

The user expresses feelings of isolation and mental distress, as well as a desire for help, which suggests a potential mental health need. The mention of feeling a 'huge mental block' and 'losing it' is concerning, indicating that this could escalate without support. While it is not immediately life-threatening, the situation is significant enough to warrant attention. The user’s plea for assistance highlights a high-stakes scenario within the context of mental health support.


hello people i feeling today sad because i cry about my family we do not talk much it is not that fun to grow in a family like that because i wish we communicate more about feeling thought experience and many more thing i wish i can understand myself and express my feeling to the world sometimes i feel like a strange and think what i thought and feel is wrong i do not like that my parent and grandma always criticies me what i have to do and what is wrong and right they had father died 0 year ago suicied this aggression voice that let me feel stupid and childish i scare sometimes to say what i think because they will be aggressive in a physicil and psychic way it like they do not want to understand who i am im nobody it suck and thats the reason i want to write it here down because i do not want to hide myself i do not want be alone in this world i want to be a part in this society now im cry i want to be huge and to be listend i want to cry and say what i do not like i want to be like who i have to be i want to explore the world and myself i do not want do thing that i doesnt like why ha the world feeling have to be this way why i have to suffer like this i think people who ha depression need more attention because they suffer to much in this world thx for reading maybe u want to say something or not bye

The message indicates feelings of sadness, lack of communication with family, a sense of isolation, fear of expressing oneself due to fear of criticism, and mentions a family history of suicide. These factors suggest a significant mental health concern. However, there are no explicit indications of immediate self-harm or suicidal intent. The mention of wanting more attention for people with depression and the user's desire to be understood and not be alone suggest they are reaching out for support. Overall, the situation is serious and warrants attention from mental health professionals.


Hilal trejo cb is there any blom?

The user's message seems vague and lacks context. 'Blom' is not a commonly recognized term and could be a typo or slang. Without more information on the user's situation or their emotional state, it's difficult to determine if there's an immediate need for mental health support. Therefore, the stakes appear to be low at this stage, but further monitoring or inquiry could be prudent to ensure there are no underlying concerns.


mum just called now my sister is in hospital

The situation involves a family member being in the hospital, which can be emotionally distressing and could potentially have significant implications for the user's mental state. This could indicate a need for mental health support or at least monitoring of the user's well-being. The stakes involve potential emotional distress and concern for a loved one's health, which can be high-stakes, especially if the nature of the hospitalization is serious.


(M 20) So I am writing this cuse iv been wanting to get it off my chest iv tried killing my self last week by overdosing and sent to the hospital then to a mental health facility i got out in 4 days and when I was in there I was feeling a lot better and thought I can do this but when I got out I realized that I am back were I started I am on antidepressants but you still have suicide thoughts and still depressed its so weird that I am alive and I have to work and live idk how to explain that but I was not ready to keep going with life I do not really have a purpose or some that cares about me I just want to be loved and wanted .Iv been bullied in high school cuse I was special ed and really quite it felt like if I said something worng or stupid they just laugh I just struggled with my math and English because I was in special ed class I struggle alot in the really world like with work. I had "friends" but I felt they just use me for my money so they were just being kind. after high school so called friends started using drugs and i have stayed off that path trying to be good. had a hard time talking to females very shy never went on a date to high school I wanted to date after tried dating apps went to partys and never made a connection. if I chose to live i want to live knowing I not alone like a girlfriend or some who cares and I can cry on there shoulder and they can tell me its all right I know how it feels. parents are not any help when in high school they verbal abused me so that and the bulling at school fuck me up there better now but I cannot talk to them and tell them you made my life even harder. I look at people I know and there happy getting married and have a good time and I ask my self why cannot I be like what is wrong with me that iv tried to put my self put there but nothing works Thank you if your reading this sorry for spelling errors if your depressed or suicide you not alone it hurts so much I know hugs for evey one love My suicide attempt and my story

The user has explicitly mentioned a recent suicide attempt, ongoing suicidal thoughts, feelings of depression, and a lack of supportive relationships. These factors significantly increase the level of concern and the stakes in this situation. The user's message indicates a need for immediate mental health support.


I am 19 I turn 20 in 9 days and I I feel sick at the thought of living another year Life is not for me

The user's statement expresses a deep dissatisfaction with life and a dread of the future, which are potential indicators of significant emotional distress or even suicidal ideation. The expression 'life is not for me' suggests a level of hopelessness that is concerning. This situation could require immediate attention and professional mental health support.


I want to kill myself I really want to fucking kill myself im done

The statement indicates a person expressing a desire to end their own life, which is a very serious situation. It involves the risk of self-harm and requires immediate attention and intervention, often involving mental health professionals or emergency services.


I have had suicidal thoughts for most of my life and I assume like many other people, I never really talked to anybody about it. I gave some hints here and there over the years, but most of it was brushed off so for a long time I just thought it was normal. I never actually attempted anything, but I planned a lot of it and started making a draft for my suicide letters. I promised myself that I would not actually do anything until I finished them, but always broke down as I wrote those so they never got finished. Most of this happened in middle school and high school. I am now in my last term of college about to get my bachelors. I have gotten a lot better over the years, but I can feel myself slipping more and more over this last year or so. I have just spent the last couple days disassociating in bed and I am sure everyone just thinks I am being a flake, and I guess I am, but I am just trying to make sure I do not slip back to where I use to be. Like I do not have time to deal with this, I am in my last freaking term, but I feel like I am getting closer and closer to the edge of a meltdown. I do not know. I do not want to die. I just feel so lost right now and death just sounds so heartbreakingly sweet. Relapsing

The user expresses a history of suicidal thoughts and planning, along with recent signs of distress and feelings of being overwhelmed as they approach a significant life transition. They admit to dissociating and feeling as though they're nearing a mental health crisis, indicating a potential risk of relapse into severe depressive episodes. These are high-stakes indicators of a person possibly in need of immediate mental health support to prevent potential harm.


Unless you have magical power, please do not drift away from the questions. Hanging is the best method I can think of right now, considering that I have no access to a gun. Still, pretty creeped out. If there is not an easier alternative, I guess I will have to do it this way. I want to end it, but I am afraid. What to do? Or more specifically, how to do it?

The user's message expresses a clear intention to harm themselves and discusses methods of suicide, which indicates a mental health crisis. This situation is extremely high-stakes because it involves the potential loss of life and the need for immediate intervention from mental health professionals.


I do not want to go into a lot of detail, I was wondering if maybe some of you know this feeling. Since I was a kid there was a string of deaths in my family and I have always had long periods of numbess or detachment, questioning reality sometimes at night, etc. I have had a death in my family recently and it is been worse than ever. People seem fake/empty and boring, causing me to avoid social activities even more. The worst is when I force myself to hang out with "normal people" talking/complaining about trivial things, I just want to get up and leave. Nothing brings joy or excitement because it feels "off".Death and the passing of time freak me out horribly and I begin to doubt anything even exists, maybe even my "self" is an artefact of some sort. I do not know what I like or who I am, I kind of stole personality traits and interests from other people, nothing feels real. Everything just freaks me out so badly that I kind of disconnect I guess. In a way I am grateful for the numbness as I fear "waking up". Beyond our everyday bullshit there is a great black void that I cannot wrap my brain around. Have you ever had this feeling and how do you cope with it? Everything feels fake

The user expresses a deep sense of numbness, detachment from reality, an inability to connect with others, and an existential crisis that has been exacerbated by a recent death in the family. These feelings indicate potential mental health issues, such as depression, dissociation, or existential anxiety, which can significantly impact their well-being. The mention of feeling as though everything is fake, combined with a fear of death and time, underscores a potentially high-stakes situation requiring mental health support.


I moving in with my best friend and my partner who I love. But we all have a lot of issues (nothing abusive or unhealthy to each other) and one of my roommates especially has a lot of trauma centered around moving and its going to be rough for them and my other one tends to internalize anything wrong or stressful about the move onto themself as their fault because they feel like they pushed it the most. In the end this is actually the best decision for us, and we just need to weather the storm. Any advice on how to support them the best? I myself have pretty serious issues with depression, and anxiety stemming from BPD and ADHD. I am keeping myself under control and just sort of pushing through it without letting it outwardly show as best I can tbh because I feel like one of us needs to be able to support the others. So any advice to help keep myself afloat is appreciated as well. How to support my depressed roommates while also being depressed?

The user is expressing concerns about managing their mental health and supporting others dealing with trauma and stress during a stressful event like moving. While they mention serious conditions such as depression and ADHD, and have expressed a need for support, they appear to be managing the situation and are not indicating any immediate crisis or harm. The stakes are moderate because their mental health issues and those of their roommates could escalate if not addressed, but there is currently no indication of an immediate high-risk situation.


I am ready to give up and as the title says nothing seems to help me anymore. Honestly I have been struggling for so long I do not even know why I have not killed myself already. I have no outlet, no one to fucking talk to that seems to get it. I just want someone not to judge me for once. I feel like such a freak for the smallest of things and I do not know how to let it out anymore....I feel like I keep making the same mistakes over and over again and yet I have no one to let vent to or let out all this frustration and to truly tell how much of a worthless piece of shit I feel likeGod I am so lonely, lonely and tired and yet I cannot even get a God damns night rest anymore. I wish I was not such a fuckinf coward so I could just do the deed and kill myself already..... Nothing helps me anymore

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness, loneliness, and a desire to end their life, which indicates a potential crisis situation that could result in self-harm or suicide if not addressed. They mention not having an outlet, feeling judged, and describe themselves in extremely negative terms, all of which suggest that they are in significant distress and may need immediate mental health support.


I cannot do it, everything hurts so much. My dad has told me to kill myself while he was angry before. And my mom ignores anything emotional and will ignore me if i feel bad. When i told them i wanted to kill myself a month ago they screamed at me. I do not feel comfortable telling my friends. I do not want to die, but my dad makes my life so awful. I feel like I cannot wait it out until i have enough money to leave him. I think i just want som1 to tell me to keep going. pls help

The user is expressing suicidal thoughts and a lack of support from their immediate family, which are significant indicators of a high-stakes situation. The mention of past suicidal ideation and current distress underscores the severity and urgency of the situation. Additionally, the user is reaching out for help, indicating a critical need for support and intervention.


I am on anti depressants, I make great money, I am an attractive woman who has the luxury of traveling often and having as many partners as I want but I still want to die so bad. I have reached a point where I sleep fifteen hours a day and only wake up to work or drink. I am lost and alone, stuck in a new state I hate and cannot stand to be alive. Some days I can swallow the feeling and pretend I feel normal but moments like this when I cannot sleep at 3am and I am on my porch while my boyfriend and our kids are in our bed I find myself sneaking out for a cigarette and a cry. I do not know how much longer I can hold out. I have left my country so many times on search of happiness but no place brings it. I am always just alone in the end, contemplating if I should drown myself and just give up. there is no hope at the end of the tunnel, just pushing through until I reach my inevitable breaking point. I do not understand why I want to die

The user is expressing strong feelings of hopelessness, depression, and contemplating self-harm with statements like 'I want to die so bad,' and 'contemplating if I should drown myself and just give up.' They mention being on antidepressants, which indicates they are already addressing mental health issues, yet they express a deep sense of loneliness and despair that persists. These statements strongly indicate a mental health crisis, which is a high-stakes situation requiring immediate attention and intervention.


so many people are out of work.

The user's statement highlights a general issue of unemployment but does not directly mention any personal distress or immediate mental health crises. However, unemployment can lead to stress and other mental health issues, making it a potentially concerning topic overall. The stakes are more societal than individual in this context.


well, there is one good table.

The statement 'well, there is one good table' appears to be innocuous and lacks any direct reference to high-stakes issues such as mental health crises or urgent personal matters. It could pertain to a mundane situation, such as choosing a seating arrangement at a social event or restaurant. There is no indication of distress or urgency in the statement.


Hey guys. Please check this out. My heart goes out to all of you experiencing this. It is crippling and mental torture when it gets out of hand and it feels like it has so much control over you. The world definitely puts enough things out there to scare us, but not enough to comfort us and assuage our fears. There is definitely a lack of balance and it's so frustrating because mental health is SO important. Anxiety can make you feel like you are going crazy and to me, that is the scariest and most deeply troubling symptom. The feeling that I can't trust my mind/myself and that I've lost who I am completely and I'll never be the same. That's what fear and anxiety can do to you when not properly addressed! That being said, after WEEKS of constantly- and I mean CONSTANTLY- searching on google for self-help, I have FINALLY found a resource that is starting to help me. Most of the resources I've found only scratch the surface and are really tailored to mild anxiety- they don't really help. I am only on the second module, but this is the most helpful source I have found for this illness and I am hopeful that I will get better. Please please pleaseeeee at least look at this. Give it a chance and open your mind to the possibility that you can be okay again. Much love 💕 [Helping Health Anxiety ](http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/resources/infopax.cfm?Info_ID=53)

The user's message discusses their experience with anxiety and the mental torture of not being able to feel in control, highlighting a significant mental health struggle. However, they also mention finding a resource that has started to help them, which indicates they may be on a path to improvement. The post is more of a personal testimony and an attempt to reach out and help others who may be in similar situations, rather than a direct cry for help or in immediate crisis. Thus, while the stakes are significant due to the discussion around mental health, they are not at the level of an immediate crisis.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

would it be less painful for them? i try to live doing things i enjoy but deep inside i still want to leave and that makes trying to live hell

if i explain really well to my family the reasons why i want to leave and that leaving will liberate me, would it be less painful for them knowing im not suffering anymore?

theyre the main reason i havent done it yet

The user is expressing thoughts of leaving, which can be interpreted as suicidal ideation. They are contemplating their own death as a form of relief from suffering, and they are considering the impact on their family. This indicates a high level of risk and urgency for intervention to provide mental health support.


Random thought #471729.I'm so glad I live in the time of GPS on my cell and navi in my car bc NOTHING confused me mâ¦ https://t.co/QwvphlC58Q

The user's tweet does not indicate any immediate distress or mention of mental health issues. It appears to be a casual remark about being grateful for modern technology like GPS and navigation systems. There is no indication of high-stakes or a need for mental health support based on this content.


Have you ever felt anxious every day because you were worried about the future, just kept thinking about it all day, to be honest, I'm really tired, I'm really tired, I just have to have a lot of ABCDEFG plans for the future, I can only say to myself "yo, cheer up yo" :')

The user's message indicates a significant level of daily anxiety and fatigue related to future planning, which could suggest a need for mental health support. However, the user also shows some coping mechanisms, like planning and self-encouragement. This suggests moderate stakes, as the situation is concerning but not an immediate crisis. Evaluating the stakes considers the potential impact on the user's mental health but also acknowledges the absence of explicit crisis indicators, such as harm to self or others.


Help! Lately, whenever I meet a lot of people I don't know, I always feel really dizzy, my stomach suddenly feels nauseous, anxious, panicked. How do you solve it? And why is that?

The user's description of feeling dizzy, nauseous, anxious, and panicked in social situations suggests symptoms of social anxiety or a related mental health issue. While the situation is not immediately life-threatening, it indicates a significant level of emotional distress that could impact daily functioning if not addressed. The stakes are heightened due to the potential for the symptoms to worsen without support or intervention, but they are not at the level of an emergency or crisis situation.


Monday is the happiest day :)

The user's statement 'Monday is the happiest day :)' does not indicate any immediate need for mental health support or high-stakes situation. It appears to be a positive sentiment or expression of personal opinion, suggesting contentment rather than distress. While mental health issues can sometimes be masked behind positive statements, there is no direct or implied indication of risk or crisis here.


eazydoesit negative you lost my vote of confidence

The user's message indicates a negative sentiment towards an individual or service ('eazydoesit'), expressing a loss of confidence. However, it does not contain explicit signs of an immediate crisis or urgent need for mental health support. It's possible the message signals dissatisfaction or disappointment rather than acute distress or a high-risk situation.


Day 3 in the thickest of it.Twice in the last few days I have tried to OD, on my sleeping pills, it does not work. Never does.I am losing so much time here, I cannot tell if it is been minutes or hours anymore. My room is pitch black, I like it because it is cold. I have a heavy itchy blanket on - it is soothing, in a way.I did eat last night, chips and a battered sausage - if I do not eat over a few days my family get funny with me. The last thing I need is that.I showered on Saturday, I think? God that is gross, I am gross for it. This constant self punishment. I have not taken my medication yet today, every day I am finding it harder and harder to take. It sits on my bedside table as a near constant reminder of my inability to function.People keep telling me that going on the meds was the right thing, seeking help was the right thing... In the ten years since these spirals begsn I have never felt this bad. This alone. This pathetic.there is football on today, I am not interested - but then you would know that-. My friend wants me to go over to hers to watch it, so I know I will shower today and be able to get out of my bed. Socialising helps me - I say help- it distracts me, I can put on my mask, the mask I wish was permanent. she is happy, she is funny, people like her.I have started to notice that I am loeing myself more and more when I drink. I blackout so early, but sometimes I blackout when I am sober, is it the meds?I wish this would just stop.No, I am not going to try and end it, again. I do not have the means too, maybe I will get lucky and be hit by a car or stuck by lightning. Day 3 in the hole.

The user has expressed suicidal thoughts, a recent history of attempting overdose, and is clearly in a state of despair with potential substance abuse issues. They mention feeling alone, pathetic, and there's a clear indication of both mental health crisis and neglect of self-care. Additionally, the language suggests they are looking for ways to maybe accidentally end their life. While they state they aren't going to attempt suicide again, their overall mental state and circumstances indicate a serious risk to their wellbeing. This situation is extremely high-stakes and demands immediate mental health intervention.


you enter a store looking to buy a particular thing you browse around and realise that they do not the item you came in for so you buy something you don t really need because you are afraid that the staff at the store may suspect you of shoplifting

This situation appears to be a personal dilemma regarding purchasing behavior and social anxiety rather than a high-stakes scenario. The decision to buy something unnecessary to alleviate the fear of being suspected of shoplifting is more about discomfort and an internal struggle with perceived social judgment rather than involving significant consequences or risks. Therefore, it does not require urgent mental health support, though ongoing anxiety or similar concerns might benefit from general support.


carter co kentucky ha estblshd thier first public library and are in need of a director thier entire budget is only 000 year

The content of the message is about a public library in Carter County, Kentucky, seeking a director with a limited budget. This situation involves community services and budget concerns, which are important but not life-or-death or immediate crisis situations. It does not appear to involve a direct mental health crisis or support requirement.


Want to sleep

The statement 'Want to sleep' is quite ambiguous as it could simply indicate tiredness or a typical need for rest. However, in the context of mental health support, it could potentially be a symptom of depression, anxiety, or other mental health issues. Still, without more context or additional concerning statements, it does not clearly indicate an urgent or critical mental health crisis.


Anxiety spiking after starting fluoxetine (Prozac) Hello all! I’m new here. I recently decided to take a break from a problematic drinking habit and found that I had been self medicating for anxiety more than I realized, as it sprang back with a fury.

I decided to go back on ssri’s, fluoxetine (generic Prozac) specifically. I figured it would help me with the depression and anxiety as my brain healed. I’ve been abstinent from alcohol for 82 days now. The first few days of fluoxetine were amazing, but then mid last week I started feeling really, really anxious. Like, unprovoked, where are these waves of intense anxiety coming from? anxiety.

I’ve been on anti depressants in the past, so I’m no stranger to their effects, but I don’t remember having this negative of a reaction. Ive been trying every coping mechanism I know. I have a very supportive family and am seeing a therapist, so I’ll get through this. It’s just extremely uncomfortable.

Did I mention that I’m a middle school music teacher? It’s really hard to stand up in front of a room of adolescents and conduct a rehearsal when you are in full fight or flight mode.

Anyone else have this experience? I read several posts on here from people saying that the ssris fixed the depression, but not the anxiety. I am hoping for more positive results in the long run. Have a great one!

The user's situation involves significant personal challenges, including transitioning away from a problematic drinking habit and managing the effects of a new medication while dealing with increased anxiety. These factors could potentially impact their daily functioning and job performance as a teacher. However, the user seems to have a supportive network and is proactive in seeking help, which slightly lowers the stakes. The stakes are moderate, given the potential for significant personal impact, but mitigated by existing support and the user's proactive approach.


Does this appear to be anxiety, or something else? have no idea what is going (Chest Pain, Weakness, Tachycardia, High Blood B12). Countless doctors have not solved it. And it is getting really bad lately.

* Age: 22
* Sex: Male
* Height: 5"10
* Weight: 148ish
* Race: South Asian
* Duration of complaint: 8 Months (after viral infection)
* Location (Geographic and on body): Toronto, Canada
* Current medications: No.

RECENT BLOOD TEST (I have had blood test for the past 9 months, the last one 4 months ago. And all blood tests have had similar numbers, ALL had very high b12, and realtively high neutrophils and monocytes. All Had normal CBC other-wise, my Lymphocytes, RBC count, platelet count, Creatine Kinase, Potassium, TSH, Albumin, etc.. have ALL stayed very consistence, and normal, through-out the last 9 months) :

**Hematology**

WBC =10.2. Range 4.0 - 11.0 x E9/L

RBC = 5.32. Range 4.50 - 6.00 x E12/L

Hemoglobin = 152. Range 135 - 175 g/L

Hematocrit = 0.457. Range 0.400 - 0.500 L/L

MCV = 86. Range 80 - 100 fL

MCH = 28.6. Range 27.5 - 33.0 pg

MCHC = 333. Range 305 - 360 g/L

RDW = 13.2. Range 11.5 - 14.5 %

Platelet Count = 321. Range 150 - 400 x E9/L

**Differential**

Neutrophils = 7.1. Range 2.0 - 7.5 x E9/L

Lymphocytes = 2.0. Range 1.0 - 3.5 x E9/L

Monocytes = 1.0. Range 0.2 - 1.0 x E9/L

Eosinophils = 0.1. Range 0.0 - 0.5 x E9/L

Basophils = 0.0. Range 0.0 - 0.2 x E9/L

Immature Granulocytes = 0.0. Range 0.0 - 0.1 x E9/L

Nucleated RBC = 0. Range /100 WBC

**Other Vitamins/ Chemicals**

Vitamin B12 = **HI >1476.** Range 138-650 pmol/L

Homocysteine = 9.0. Range. 5.1 - 15.4 umol/L

Ferritin = 70. Range 22-227 ug/L

Urinalysis Chemical: Normal

Potassium= 4.5. Range 3.5-5.2 mmol/L

Chloride = 101. Range 98-108 mmol/L

Creatinine = 79. Range. 67-117 umol/L

Glucose Random = 5.2. Range 3.6 - 7.7 mmol/L

Albumin= 51. Range 35-52 g/L

Bilirubin Total = 6. Range <20 umol/L

Alkaline Phosphatase = 112. Range. 40-129 [u/L](https://www.reddit.com/u/L)

Alanine Aminotransferase = 16. Range <50 [u/L](https://www.reddit.com/u/L)

Magnesium = 0.87. Range. 0.70-1.00 mmol/L

Creatine Kinase = 61. Range. 44-275 [u/L](https://www.reddit.com/u/L)

Non HDL Cholesterol = 3.13 mmol/L.

Thyroid Stimulating Hormone \[TSH\] = 1.05. Range 0.32-4.00 mIU/L

\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_

8 months ago I had a viral infection which has since caused whatever chronic condition or disease I have.

\-Just want to add, my viral infection started with a bad stomach/lower abdomen ache 1-2 days before the actual infection (8 months ago), and I had a rapid heart-rate from right at the start of the viral infection.

My symptoms are:

\-Just want to start off by saying my heart-rate was high right from the very start of whatever infection i got, like from day 1.

\-Tachycardia through-out the day. Little things make my heart race (whereas before I was very fit), I wear a fit-bit and my heart-rate is very normal in the 60s when I am sleeping. But in the day time, when I am out, even if I am just seating my heart-rate is constantly around 110 BPM. And if I have anxiety it can easily go up to 140. And if I, for example, climb the stairs or jump around a bit, my heart-rate shoots up to 150, and if I go for a short jog (I can't because of my heart), but in 1 minute it is nearly 180 BPM. Due to how fast it beats I do not take part in any exercise. I had normal Echocardiogram, and EKG.. but I did that 5 months ago. I want to point out, for some reason when I am with my family at home my heart-rate is also normal if I am just seating. And it was also normal when I visited my cousins and when I was in their house, again just sitting.

Recently I had to attend a science lab for my university, and even though I was sitting my heart-rate was consistently around 110-125.

\-My systolic blood pressure has been evaluated since this chronic condition.. at 130-140, but my diastolic pressure has remained 80.

\-Lately, my chest feels more pressure and stress, and I think its because I put alot of strain on my heart throughout the duration of this whole thing. I visited a cardiologist 5 months ago and he said my heart everything was good.

\-For the past few days, it feels if I breath in very deeply my heart hurts, but not really sure where the pain is coming from

\-My only blood abnormality is a very high B12 at more than double the upper limit, 1476 pmol/L. I have measured homocysteine just now, and it was in the normal range at 9 umol/L. Not really sure why my B12 is very high, as I am not taking supplements and am a vegetarian.

My hands (for nearly 8 months) have blue veins appearing on the finger. very similar to the hand in this photo (but on the finger as-well): [https://imgur.com/a/n5V1XjC](https://imgur.com/a/n5V1XjC) .

\- I had muscle twitching and tingling which happened alot through-out the day, it has since gone down, but the tingling and twitching still happen at times. I had a normal EMG.

\- Leg muscles have gotten much weaker according to my wall-sit time and squatting. Prior to 8 months I could easily do a wall sit for 3 minutes, now after 20 seconds my legs feel unbearably sore, and they are shaking like crazy right away when I start a wall sit.

NORMAL TESTS AND RESULTS (all this are from several months ago, except the blood results posted above, those are from today. ): Normal: TSH, Blood CBC, LDH, ESR, CRP, PROTEIN ELECTROPHORESIS, abdomen ultrasound , Echocardiogram, EMG test, urine analysis, EBV, bicarbonate, chloride, creatinine , AST/ ALT, Potassium.

ABNORMAL RESULTS: Very high Blood B12: 1475 pmol/L (range is 200-600 pmol/L). Slightly low Iron and Vitamin D. I do NOT take any B12 supps when it was measured high, and I am also a vegetarian.

To summarize: I feel I have some type of post-viral autoimmune disease which causes High B12, Tachycardia, anxiety, and high-normal Neutrophils and monocytes. But I really have no idea what it is, or if it is even an autoimmune disease, etc.

Thank you for taking the time to read and help me out. It is very much appreciated.

The user's situation involves complex and chronic health symptoms including tachycardia, chest pain, weakness, and high vitamin B12 levels, alongside the lack of a clear diagnosis after numerous medical consultations. These symptoms contribute to significant anxiety and fear about their health, indicating a high-stakes personal health situation. The consequences of these unresolved health issues could be severe, impacting the user's daily life and mental well-being. Moreover, the potential underlying cause could involve serious medical conditions, necessitating urgent and specialized medical evaluation and support.


what happened before?

The situation involves monitoring social media content to identify users who might need mental health support. The context suggests high-stakes, as missing signs of distress could result in serious consequences for individuals in need of help. The engagement is sensitive, as responding appropriately may significantly impact users' well-being.


@WANICULLEN Thanks Wani

The post simply thanks someone named Wani. There is no indication of any negative sentiment, distress, or need for support. It appears to be a positive or neutral message.


Humm ready to up new au zizizizi

The text appears to contain slang or informal language that is not directly indicative of distress, risk, or urgent need for mental health support. It does not contain any explicit statements that suggest high-stakes or concerning behavior.


My doctor prescribed a low dose (20mg) cymbalta to help with some corneal neuropathic pain. It seemed it help for the few days I took it but then I read all of the issues people have coming off of it versus other antidepressants and discontinued it due to that. My nerve pain is now back and I am on the fence about taking it again since it really did help (I also have some mild anxiety and depression so it was a plus to help with those also). The general consensus online seems to be that it is an absolutely terrible drug to have to taper off of and people seem to develop chronic issues from it even after being off of it a while. My doctor simply tells me do not worry about that when I inquired about the withdrawals. Can any medical professionals give me some input? Is it really that bad for most people? I would like to not be in pain anymore but also do not want to because meow problems for myself in the long run Is tapering off of cymbalta as scary as people make it seem? It helps me but I am scared to keep taking it

The user's situation involves taking a prescribed medication that alleviates their pain and mild anxiety/depression, but they are apprehensive about potential withdrawal effects based on online consensus. While the situation involves making a decision about medication use, which can impact their mental and physical health, the stakes here are not immediately life-threatening. However, the concern about long-term effects and the underlying conditions of anxiety and depression add some level of importance to the decision. The user is seeking medical advice and is demonstrating caution, indicating they are taking steps to manage the situation responsibly.


wishing it wasn t in the morning sleeping is awesome work is not and i need to scrub my apt

The message reflects common grievances about morning routines and work, which are typical and mild expressions of discomfort or dissatisfaction. The user mentions wanting more sleep and needing to clean their apartment, which suggests a mundane annoyance rather than a mental health crisis. There are no indicators of severe distress or harmful intent.


Domestic abuse. Cptsd. Narcissistic personality traits. ASPD. Psychosis. Need I mix any thing into the bag of why I do not call crisis service/hospital??? Police brutality

The user is describing a serious situation involving domestic abuse, CPTSD (Complex PTSD), and severe mental health conditions such as psychosis. They also mention fear of police brutality, which suggests a lack of trust in authorities and traditional means of seeking help. These factors indicate a high-risk situation where the user might be in danger and is potentially in need of support. The mention of not trusting or calling crisis services raises the stakes as it suggests they might not have access to immediate help.


I know the title for this post is strange, but this is truly how I feel, and have been feeling for a while now. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. I also have OCD and autism, so it makes my life a little bit harder than normal. Through all of the struggles and dark times I have, I cannot stop thinking about how much I want someone, anyone, to just hold me in their arms and give me a long hug. It probably would not help in the long term, but it would just be a temporary relief for me with the way I am feeling. For someone to just hug me for a minute would make so much of a difference you would not believe, but unfortunately I do not have anyone around me right now who could do that, and it really really sucks. Like I said, I would not just be permanently healed from this, but it would be a temporary fix at least. Sorry for this weird post, but I just wanted to vent a little. Thanks for reading. I think a hug would make me feel better

The user expresses feelings of severe depression and anxiety, as well as conditions like OCD and autism, indicating significant mental health challenges. They are reaching out for emotional support, signified by their desire for a hug, which suggests loneliness and isolation. While the request for a hug and the tone of venting might sound relatively benign, the underlying mental health issues and implied lack of support structure can make this a moderately high-stakes situation, in terms of the user's mental wellbeing.