Sup guys so I have had a funky time with mental health. After having a very fun depressive few months.. years on and off I really and I mean really want to get rid of this clingy stubborn crap stain of a companion.I have tried doing that by trying to enjoy life more. And you know I am really fucking happy to admit that I think I am almost there. But its like I am sitting on the edge of a cliff and when I look down I can see the type of person I want to be but becoming that person feels like I am going to have to jump off and here is why. I want to be able to wear clothes that look nice and make me feel nice when wearing them. I want to have a better relationship with my parents and sibling. I want to focus on my hobbies like art and writing. Start cooking and doing it more often instead of just eating cup noodles. I want to start enjoying train rides to cities looking at the Opera house at sunset, meeting new people, having lots of plants, doing things that make me feel at peace. man, I just really want to start enjoying life.But every time I do things that I have always wanted to do I remember why I did not do it before and what stopped me. Every time I wear clothes I am excited to wear I keep thinking how bad they look on me. I remember looking through my clothes and putting together outfits I might be able to wear if lockdown gets any better but after every outfit deep down I did not like how my body looked on all of them. I have gained weight and it feels even worse when my mum comments on how fat I look. I am 57 kilos and 163 cm which might be chubby but personally would not go on to say I am fat yeah know? however to my mum, it is beyond every time I come to have a conversation with her, she comments on my weight, my hair, my looks. I remember she used to comment a lot on my grades but after I got A's and made it into a competitive school she stopped and went on other things, the constant shame of grades had driven me into trying so damn hard at school thinking maybe if I get better grades my mum will get off my back. But its as if the more I try to make her proud the more ways she finds to get disappointed. But she is my mum, she is toxic sometimes but I know that she cares and certain times she shows it. but it is hard. it is hard having conversations with my family. There so.... strict and hard to talk to. So judgemental. So overdramatic. Whenever I talk to them I get reminded why I did not. My mum always says I am just avoiding my family I say that I am busy but the truth is I just want to have a nice time with them but I am scared. I am scared that they will say something mean and either ill have to pretend it does not bother me just to maintain, peace or ill let it get to me and get emotional. Whenever I do art, write poems do things that I like I regret doing it because I simply do not have time. I barely have time. School takes up most of my time, it is like I have no free time. Every time I do have free time I study. Study, study, study. Even though I am well aware it will not mean anything to my parents. it is like second nature. I cannot stop thinking about school. I go tutoring in the city, so aesthetic train rides to the city? Yeah reminds me of all the hours I spend on Saturday doing math. it is just that. When I start getting better, all I can see are my flaws. I am emotional, a workaholic, stressed all the damn time, insecure. I get so disappointed, Soon enough before I know it. All the motivation I have to get better disappears. And I am back to square one. I think one of the first steps to getting better is understanding I am very flawed but what after? And how do i get past this? I want to get better for myself, for my mum to stop worrying about me, so i stop getting annoyed at my little brother, being a bother to my friends. I really want to stop hating life because to be honest I have got so many good things i want to look forward too, so many good people i love. Yet deep down i *always* get worse, *i always get dissapointed, i always get fucking tired of life all over again* I want this time to last. How do i look at my flaws and not hate myself and get depressed all over again? How can I look at my flaws and still be... ok?

The user expresses significant distress and dissatisfaction with their current mental health state, the pressures from their family, and the struggle to maintain a positive self-image. They mention feeling stuck in a cycle of improvement and regression, and express feelings of isolation and low self-worth. The repetitive nature of the decline in their mental well-being, coupled with a desire for self-improvement but being hindered by critical familial interactions and personal insecurities, makes it a situation needing attention. However, there is a glimmer of hope and motivation for positive change that the user is holding onto. This warrants concern but is not indicative of an immediate crisis, hence it is a moderately high-stakes situation requiring mental health support.


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I have had depression for as long as I can remember. It started in grade school, dealing with a mentally abusive and neglectful father, a school and student body that hated me, and wanted me dead. As I grew, it only got worse. I had a house fire, and was made fun of for it. Once I got into high school, I made the most amount of friends that I ever had. But it did not stop others from making my life miserable. Once out of school, my friends slowly started to disperse. They all eventually told me that they had forgotten I even existed. Now I have no one to talk to. I am awful at relationships, and I have given up on that. I am a quiet introvert, who has a hard time opening up, especially to complete strangers, but I am desperate. I hate feeling like this, but its all I have ever known. I just want to know that someone, somewhere cares. Idk what else to do if this fails In need of support, somehow.

The user is expressing ongoing and severe emotional distress due to a lifetime of difficult experiences, including childhood trauma, social rejection, and isolation. They describe a pattern of persistent depressive feelings and a sense of hopelessness. Furthermore, there is an implication of desperation in their plea for someone to care, suggesting that if this attempt to seek support fails, they may be at risk of harm. The combination of these factors indicates a high-stakes situation where immediate mental health support could be crucial.

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I am trying to do it since I do not have any way to do a full hang I tied rope to like a hook for towels on my door then just let my whole weight hang from the ropeAbs I just cannot do it I start feeling panic from the choking and when my legs start feeling cold.... so damm pathetic, I want to die so badly and I cannot even do that properly I keep panicking out of hanging....

The user is expressing explicit suicidal thoughts and detailing an attempt to hang themselves, indicating an immediate risk to their life. Such situations are considered high-stakes as they require urgent intervention to ensure the user's safety and provide mental health support. The content strongly suggests that the user is in acute distress and may need emergency assistance.


I have nothing left. I cannot even off myself right. What I give to switch lives with someone who is abouttodie. I really want to leave this body. These scary tatics to end my life is not working. Igottahangmyself. Please any entity anyone with power please end me. I am going to end up in jail eventually for sleeping where i am. Will i do it when i get in jail. I sleep outside

The user is expressing suicidal ideation, a desire to die, and is making references to methods of self-harm. The mention of sleeping outside suggests a level of homelessness or lack of stable housing, which can exacerbate mental health issues. The user's plea for help and references to potential incarceration also indicate a severe crisis situation that requires immediate intervention.


i thought it wa an interesting way to look at it and wanted to share with you all

The user's statement appears to be neutral and more focused on sharing an interesting perspective rather than expressing distress or a need for mental health support. There are no indications of urgency or a high-stakes situation in the content of the message.


It does eventually pass once i realise they are sticking by me. Some just cant stick it out which is fair enough. I find it frustrating though as i have just drove someone away who i really liked. He has ended up deleting and blocking me as he didnt at all help with reassurance which just made my mind go into overdrive creating scenarios that were probably non existent. Does anybody else deal with this?

The user's post indicates emotional distress due to a personal relationship issue where they feel abandoned and struggle with anxiety over the situation. While it expresses sadness and frustration, there is no immediate indication of severe mental health crisis, such as expressions of self-harm or suicidal ideation, which would require urgent intervention. However, the user could benefit from mental health support to address their feelings of anxiety and abandonment.


Guys i would want to talk with you about my situation.I do not know if i will arrive at the end of this summer.My life sucks and i cannot keep living in this way for any more Living without a social life always lying on my bed crying is exhausting forAn 18 years old guy like me and i will not keep like this.What should i do ? Nobody seems to like me and i keep thinking of suicide me even though i am too weak to do that. Tired of living like this

The user's message indicates feelings of extreme distress, loneliness, and mentions thoughts of suicide, which are significant indicators of a high-stakes situation. While they express doubt in their capability to act on these thoughts, the expression of suicidal ideation requires immediate attention and support.


I am not going into detales I KEEP CLICKING ON REALLY FUCKED UP DISTURBING PORN AND IT MAKES ME WASENT TO HURT MYSELF PLEASE HELP

The user expresses behaviors that are causing them significant distress and an urge to self-harm. This indicates that they are currently experiencing a mental health crisis or severe emotional distress, which requires urgent attention and intervention.


I know i could have it worse. I have a job. I have a few friends and i love my family. I think they love me. I hope they do. My best friend knows i struggle with depression but i afraid to open up to her about feeling suicidal. I am struggling to find any meaning in living if I am just sad and numb and just empty all of the time. I am too afraid to even seek out therapy. I get that I am still young, I am supposed to be 23 next week. But what is the point in seeing my birthday each year when i just know i have not accomplished anything. what is the point in living if I have been horribly depressed for almost 10 years? I have read people saying that suicidal thoughts are temporary but i really do not think they are. I used to go to class in high school and i would have vivid thoughts of my suicide after school. I have wanted to die for so long now. I am so tired. I am so tired of struggling

The user is expressing feelings of deep depression, hopelessness, and has mentioned thoughts of suicide, both in the present and in the past. These thoughts are serious and indicate a high risk situation that could potentially involve the user's immediate safety. The hesitancy to seek therapy or discuss these feelings with others further increases the concern for their well-being.


recently i have been feeling really strange and unsure emotionally i feel a lot of thing but i don t know how to express them i think my life is not worth it and my presence doesn t really matter here i know i am rational enough to never do something to myself but i do have thought from time to time but i know if given an opportunity to end everything painlessly without hurting the people i love i would do it

The user expresses feelings of low self-worth and mentions having thoughts about ending their life if there were an opportunity to do so painlessly. Although they state they would not act on these thoughts, the expression of such sentiments indicates a significant level of distress and the presence of suicidal ideation, which are serious and require attention. This elevates the situation to a high-stakes level, as the individual may be at risk and could benefit from mental health support.


"When you lose someone who is very important in this world, rest assured that Allah will replace his departure with a better one"

The post talks about losing someone important, which could indicate grief or distress. While this may not directly imply an immediate or severe crisis, the mention of loss has the potential to impact an individual's mental health significantly. Depending on context, they may benefit from support or counseling.


Why are we forced to do this and that in schoolWhy does it existWhy are we forced for what we do not want to doWho are these random people pressurising meAm I living my life or is someone else living my life I need advice from not going insane

The user expresses feelings of pressure and a lack of control over their life. The language used suggests frustration and potential emotional distress, indicating they may be struggling with mental health issues related to autonomy and pressure. This situation is somewhat high-stakes as it touches on mental well-being, though it doesn't explicitly mention a crisis or immediate harm.


I was abused by my adoptive father growing up, He died, Then I married into an abusive family, luckily got out of that. Recently I have tried to know my biological family, but my mother ran away as a teen and no one cared to look for her. She is now is deceased and my bio father will not respond to me. I am not looking for sympathy, I have just never felt so alone in my life. I love my husband and children and am so grateful for them, but there is just this hole in me. I want to know what happened to my mother. From what I have heard about her, she just had a very sad life. I think about her often, and I hope she feels that, wherever she is. No one I know cares, I just need someone to talk to. Can anyone please talk to me?

The user describes a history of trauma and abuse, feelings of loneliness, and a desire for connection. They express a need to talk to someone, indicating a potential risk of them feeling overwhelmed. While they have a supportive family, their emotional turmoil regarding their family history and feelings of isolation make it high-stakes for their mental well-being.


I am not even sure what is real anymore. I feel like I am trapped inside of a bad dream, begging to wake up. I do not remember what normal feels like, I just know the pain and the emptiness. it is been like this for eleven years, I cannot take it anymore. I think I am too far gone

The user's statement reflects a deep sense of hopelessness, emotional pain, and a prolonged struggle with these feelings. Phrases like 'trapped inside of a bad dream,' 'begging to wake up,' and 'I cannot take it anymore' indicate severe mental distress and potential risk of harm. This level of despair may suggest the need for immediate mental health support, making the situation high-stakes.


I do not have any goal or motivation for my live... I am going to be 18 soon and I am completely lost. The thought of working in some shitty job while constantly fighting battles against myself makes me sick. I am worthless anyway... My plan for life is too kill myself in a few years...

The user's message contains several indicators of a high-stakes situation in terms of mental health: a lack of motivation, feelings of worthlessness, and expressing a future intent to end their life. These elements suggest a significant risk of self-harm or suicide, necessitating immediate intervention and support.


Light-headedness A few days ago I did a pass out challenge. I know, it's incredibly stupid but after seeing almost all my friends perform it and describe it as pleasant I decided to try it. I experienced what I believe to be a euphoric high and then I regained consciousness. However, the lightheadedness from performing it never faded. Anyone got any ideas?
To help:
To perform it you need to hyperventilate for 30 seconds then hold your breath whilst someone pushes hard against your chest.

The situation involves a user describing participation in a dangerous activity known as the 'pass out challenge.' This involves hyperventilation and applying pressure to the chest, which can lead to loss of consciousness or other serious health issues. The user is experiencing persistent light-headedness afterwards, suggesting possible ongoing health effects. This scenario is high-stakes due to the potential immediate risks to physical health and the indication that this person may be influenced by peer pressure to engage in harmful activities.


News Releases from the banquet = almost done! Final editing stages.

The statement indicates that someone is finishing a task related to editing news releases from a banquet. There is no indication of urgency, distress, or any element that would suggest the individual is in need of immediate mental health support. It appears to be a regular work-related update.


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why not?

The phrase 'why not?' is too vague and lacks context to determine if it is high-stakes. It could be a benign question about a trivial matter, or it could relate to a serious situation. Without additional context, it's impossible to assess the stakes involved accurately.


you might even dream about dinner.

The user's statement doesn't indicate any signs of distress, mental health issues, or urgent needs. It appears to be a neutral or casual comment likely related to food or dining experiences, which does not suggest a high-stakes situation.


- I was dead every fucking second of the day- I was good enough for them and for my own standards- I was able to do things normally without overthinking everything every 2 minutes- I was able to enjoy things in the moment without having the deep set fear

The user's message reflects deep frustration and distress with their current mental state. Phrases like 'I was dead every fucking second' and 'deep set fear' suggest a significant level of emotional turmoil. They express a longing for a time when they felt 'good enough' and able to enjoy life without constant overthinking and anxiety. This could indicate underlying mental health struggles such as depression or anxiety, which could be high-stakes if the user is at risk of self-harm or deteriorating mental health. However, the post doesn't contain explicit mentions of self-harm or suicidal intentions.


I felt good. I was happy I thought. But old habits slowly crept back in without me noticing. I stopped cleaning my room, stopped being interested in things, and began to day dream even more than usual. I was slowly sinking back into it. Tonight tho I feel like its hit rock bottom. I have never had a HUGE issue with my body. But recently its all I think about and all I notice about others. I hate myself again. I want to sleep forever again. I want to do anything to escape again. The perfect body waving in my face. As if to mess with me. I hate my body even more than I did during my last depressive episode and I want to fix it. You all are thinking rn just work out and eat well. WELL haha when you depend on food for happiness and a distraction ( idk it just makes me feel good )from your depression even on a diet when I get upset I am quick to binge. When I start a work out routine it starts off well but then I lose interest and want to stay in bed all day and sleep ( as I do with everything nowadays ) and please do not bash me saying I am making excuses. I know its my fault and that is why it makes me so upset. I tell my body JUST DO IT but then I cannot move from bed. This kind of became a rant haha. Sorry about that, point of the story tho I relapsed. I was better. Was.

The user is expressing signs of severe depression, indicating a relapse into a depressive state, including low motivation, negative body image, binge eating, and a desire to sleep indefinitely, which might indicate suicidal ideation. These are serious mental health issues that require immediate attention. The expression 'I want to sleep forever again' suggests a potential risk of self-harm, making the situation high-stakes due to the mental and possibly physical health implications.


I do not know if I should be happy about it or no. it is 50/50. I should have killed myself when I was 15. If I only knew things would turn out worse I would do it. it is sad. I lived like an asocial retard, and will die like one with noone even caring, no experience, no relationships, no achievments, nothing :D absolutely wasted 20 years. I almost died when I was born and I wish I fuciking did! Just a fucking 44 days more.

The user's message strongly suggests suicidal ideation and a sense of hopelessness, where they express regret for not having taken their life earlier and describe feelings of failure and isolation. Mentioning specific time frames ('Just a fucking 44 days more') could be indicative of an intention or a plan, which raises the urgency and seriousness of the situation. Such expressions commonly signify a high-stakes scenario requiring immediate intervention to ensure the safety and well-being of the individual involved.


god i feel so constantly out of place i feel like i m always being bothered and anxious i hate it i just want to be alone i would give anything if i could do online again i just feel so anxious and sad at school even with my own friend i just would give anything if i could be by myself i hate it so bad it s so cold and desolate

The user is expressing feelings of anxiety, sadness, and a strong desire to isolate themselves, which are common indicators of mental distress. The intensity and repetition of these feelings, especially in a school context, suggest the situation could impact the individual's daily life and well-being. While not explicitly mentioning any harmful intentions, the emotional distress described should be treated as potentially serious to ensure the individual receives appropriate support.


Unfortunately the cruel winter has taken him away. 9 years old German Shepherd. Fully black and monstrously large for a Shepherd. Today I went to see him, he shuffled out into the paddock full of beans. He walked up to me for pats, then he sat down and did not get back up. Trying to touch him, and he would bite me. he is never in 9 years bitten me before, or shown any aggression to anything. Poor thing, so much pain. The vet came and euthanised him out in the grass where he lay. Spent 3 hours digging his grave.I delivered him by hand, watched over him as a puppy as if he was my son. I wish I was not so depressed that I could have visited him more. I feel like the worst person in the world for ignoring that big, dopey, lovable boy. So much regret for not taking him to the beach last summer, or the summer before. I wanted to and had everything prepared, but I just do not care about life anymore.I started 2020 the happiest I have ever been in my miserable life. For the first time in my life, I was happy. I was actually fit and healthy, had a girlfriend who was the first true love of my life, lots of true friends, respect at work in a winery. It felt like maybe life was worth living. Lockdown happened, and lost it all. When things opened back up, I pulled myself up by the bootstraps for a while. Physically recovered and got fit again, new girlfriend. Then December happened. Unfortunately lack of healthcare meant I had a back pain flair up that nearly crippled me, work got super busy and all my coworkers took their frustrations out on me( probably deserved, but still not nice), and I got ghosted again. I just gave up on life. The past 7 or 8 months have been truly nightmarish. cannot leave the house, cannot talk to anyone, cannot enjoy anything or feel much of anything. I just do not know how to keep going.Well okay, the past couple of months I have started leaving the house and hanging out with friends at least twice a month. But after today, I just completely give up again.Hope I can get through the next 12 hours so I can make a doctors appointment. I know it will take nearly a year before a mental healthcare professional is available. But maybe my doctor can help. let us hope I can speak on the phone and ask for any available doctor. I bet I will be so choked up with anxiety I cannot speak.I think I will be safe at least for tonight. My body is probably broken after digging the grave. I cannot move my legs, presumably my back and hips have been strained.I know the rules say I must request personal support for myself or others. I cannot feel anything good right now. This is the best I can do. I need help and I do not know how to ask. Sharing has been cathartic. Perhaps that is enough for tonight.R.I.P. Mister Vinny. My best friend. My dog died today. Life was already meaningless.

The situation described involves significant emotional distress, grief over the loss of a beloved pet, isolation, and ongoing mental health struggles. The user has expressed feelings of depression, hopelessness, and anxiety, along with a history of potential mental health issues exacerbated by life events such as lockdown separation and physical health problems. The person is struggling with regret and self-worth, which can be red flags for suicidal ideation, although they mention hoping to see a doctor. The distress is acute due to the recent death of their pet, indicating a high-stakes situation requiring mental health intervention.


Had no hope for years, do not expect to find any. I know that I need to give up, so it is what I want to do. Except I am a huge pussy so I have not followed through with all the attempts that would have killed me. I hope I kill myself this year, or atleast 2022

The user's message shows signs of severe hopelessness and intent to harm themselves, mentioning both past attempts and a desire to end their life within a particular timeline. This indicates a high-stakes situation where immediate intervention by mental health professionals could be necessary to ensure the user's safety.


I used to be a big pushover. I tried to grow a spine a bit. I think I still am a pushover just now a mean one. I try really hard to keep my friends happy. I try to do the things I see other people doing/what I would want. Texting them to see how they are, remembering details, inviting them to things, trying to find similarities, and it just never works.I have a hard time making and maintaining friendships. I wish I was not this way. I see so many people who do it so easily. I just either come across as needy/annoying or overly shy/quite. I have tried somewhere in the middle, and I just feel consistently empty. I am ALWAYS the first to reach out, find things to do. I do not really mind it, but for once, Id love someone to say OP, I saw this thing I think you would like it, want to go or OP, let us grab dinner Thursday. Its always me finding the things, me doing the asking, and it hurts. I am 24 years old and I just want it to be over. I cannot please everyone/anyone and its killing me

The user's message indicates a struggle with social relationships and feelings of loneliness, which could be signs of underlying mental health issues such as depression or anxiety. The phrase 'I just want it to be over' could be interpreted as potential distress, though it is not explicit enough to conclusively indicate a high-risk situation leading to immediate harm. The user's description of trying hard and feeling consistently empty could indicate a need for mental health support. Overall, this is a medium-stakes situation that warrants attention, but may not be immediately high-risk.


Good Morning! With apologies to my MState friends, all I have to say is Woohoo! Tar Nation! Better luck next year, boys!

The user's post reflects a lighthearted and competitive spirit likely linked to a sports event and depicts no indicators of distress or need for mental health support. It's common for fans to engage in friendly taunting post-sports games without it implying any deeper emotional issues.


It sucks because I work on a computer and type all day at work and do needlepoint and sewing as a hobby and I can't do those things when it's this bad. Of course when people (family, coworkers, friends) see the brace they ask what happened. I always blame carpal tunnel. I feel so angry that I am still covering up for my abuser. I am angry I can't e joy my life without him showing up randomly.

The user's mention of anger about covering up for an abuser and the inability to enjoy their life due to the abuser's random appearances indicates a potential ongoing emotional or psychological issue. This situation involves someone who may be experiencing distress or unresolved trauma related to abuse, which can have serious implications for mental health. Therefore, it is high-stakes as it potentially affects the person's well-being and safety.


or should i say my brain need to optimise my neural search pathway to find my muscle again

The statement appears to use metaphorical language about the brain and muscles. It could reflect a metaphorical or abstract thought process rather than a literal mental health crisis. However, without more context, it's difficult to ascertain the emotional or mental state behind this message purely from content alone. It may not directly indicate a high-stakes situation but should be monitored for any further indications.


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The input 'tmnc' lacks context and specificity, making it difficult to ascertain any immediate high-stakes situation. It doesn't seem to directly indicate an urgent need for mental health support or any potential risk. Without additional information or context, it's challenging to assess this as high-stakes.


still stuck with the microsoft specialist won t this day ever end

The user's message seems to express frustration or stress around a seemingly non-serious situation related to a Microsoft specialist. However, it does not indicate any immediate risk to the user's mental health or demonstrate high emotional distress. It reads more like an expression of annoyance or impatience with a technical issue or customer service rather than a cry for serious support or indicating a crisis situation.


I am a disappointment to my parents, my sister refuses to talk to me, my friends do not care about me, and I burden my boyfriend with my trauma dumping. I am feeling hopeless about my future. i do not want to commit suicide because i do not have it in me to do it. i would not want to hurt the people around me (although somehow i feel like they would be better off without me anyway). feeling hopeless

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness, which can be indicators of severe emotional distress or depression. Although the user states that they do not want to commit suicide, the mention of hopelessness and feeling like a burden can be risk factors for mental health crises. The user's statement reflects significant emotional turmoil and isolation from family, suggesting a potential need for immediate support and intervention. Therefore, the stakes are high due to the possible risk of self-harm and the need for mental health assistance.


Specially for people like me who has no one to vent toI'm bad at giving advice and comforting people, I see people who gives kind words and advice to posters here if i had unlimited awards ill spend it here Huge 'thank you' for the people who replies to posts here

The user's post suggests social isolation and a lack of personal support system ('people like me who has no one to vent to'), which could be indicative of a moderate mental health concern. However, the user also expresses gratitude towards others who give advice, showing some sense of connection to the community. This indicates that while there may be a need for mental health support, the situation does not appear to be immediately urgent or high-risk.


take me years still no luck why is depression so hard to deal with

The user's statement indicates they are struggling with depression and have been for many years. This suggests a persistent mental health challenge that could require professional support. Mental health issues like depression can significantly impact one's quality of life, and the lack of progress in managing it is likely causing distress. Identifying and providing support to someone expressing such feelings is important, as it could prevent further deterioration or crises, thus categorizing it as high-stakes.


I want to die, but have children who depend on me. I daydream about it and the thoughts keep me up at night. I do not want to discover what kind of bad shit life has waiting for me, but I guess I will have to find out. Add it to the running list of crap.However, I keep pushing myself everyday to fight this uphill battle. it is hell. Maybe one day I will get lucky and can finally escape through death. I hate existing in general. If it would not hurt my kids so much, I would commit suicide. I am resentful of how hard I have to work at staying alive, doing right by my kids, and hiding how I really feel. Death would truly be a luxury assuming whatever comes after this life is better. Probably is not. Dying is a luxury

The user's message expresses suicidal thoughts, feelings of hopelessness, and a burdening sense of obligation to stay alive for their children's sake. They are actively contemplating suicide, and explicitly mention that they would commit suicide if it weren't for the impact on their children. The language used is indicative of severe mental distress and potential risk of self-harm, making this a high-stakes situation requiring immediate attention and intervention from mental health professionals.


Had to put my dog down earlier tonight. I was already in a pretty big depression when she started getting sick and watching her slowly and painfully deteriorate just killed me. I finally let her go and it hurts so fucking bad. she is been my best friend for so long, we have slept in the same bed every night for almost twelve years, she was the first animal that was really mine. I have been responsible for taking care of her since I was like 7. I have felt so shitty the past couple months and I already felt so alone, but yknow at least I could come home and she would always be there. She was the one part of my daily routine I loved. Now that she is gone I just feel so empty and heavy and the weight of just how alone and meaningless my life is just keeps creeping up on me. I know I am not going to actually kill myself but I just wish I could be dead. All my problems would be solved if Iwasnt alive anymore. I am not even afraid of death I am only keeping myself alive out of guilt of not wanting to make my parents sad. I know I am grieving and it takes times but once the grief has passed Ill still just be exactly where I was before only without that tiny bit of joy and support that gave me some meaning. It just fucking sucks and I do not believe its going to get better. what is even the point

The user is experiencing profound grief due to the loss of their pet, who provided significant emotional support. They express feelings of deep depression, loneliness, and a lack of meaning in life. The language used indicates severe emotional distress and a contemplation of death, albeit without immediate suicidal intent. These expressions signal a critical need for mental health support, as the individual is struggling to cope with their loss and current emotional state.


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I went through a breakup and family problems right after and it seriously sent me on a downward spiral. If I knew how to step back and re evaluate my life I would of saved myself from so much harm. do not keep pushing forward in ways that are not working for you. I took on far more then I thought I could handle when I was younger. Step back re evaluate your life. Your friendships. And yourself. The truth can be painful but it can save you from repeating the same mistakes and causing more damage to yourself and others. The downward spiral of depression is worse then the depression was in the first place

The situation involves a person reflecting on a difficult period of their life involving a breakup and family problems, which led to a 'downward spiral' and mentions of depression. The expression 'downward spiral' combined with 'more damage to yourself and others' indicates the potential for serious mental health concerns. However, the user is reflecting on past experiences rather than expressing current distress or immediate danger. This historical reflection suggests self-awareness and potentially a resolved situation or ongoing recovery.


masterballerina haha but then u d have go to cambeltown omg i can t even draw well in inkart

The user's message seems to contain informal or light-hearted content about drawing or art, without any indication of crisis or mental health distress. The mention of 'Cambeltown' and 'inkart' appears to be part of a casual or humorous context rather than a serious one. There are no clear signs of someone being in urgent need of mental health support based on this message.


So this all started about 6 months ago, my grandma had a stroke and was dying (we did not know if it would take a week maybe a few months we were not sure). So I decided to book a flight for me and my Fianc down to visit as I have not had the chance to visit in 6 years. The week of the flight all three of my vehicles broke down to where it would cost more to repair them than they were worth, that was not too bad, I had a little money saved up because my fianc and I were trying to save for a house. I figured I would dip into that and replace them when I get back, it was a bummer for sure though. I get down to Florida and my grandma does not even remember who I am which tore me up. I felt so bad because I had not been down to see her in awhile and by the time I did she could not hardly speak and her dreams were more reality than her grandson sitting in front of her. While I was down I figured I would visit my best friend of 15 years and we hung out for awhile and the next day I went to go spend time with my family. My fianc did not want to go so I left her at the house while I was visiting. Turns out my fianc was screwing my best friend while I was visiting my family. I only caught her because I woke up at 3am that night had a bad feeling and looked at her phone.I was devastated and that tore me up bad. I could not believe it. We were together 6 years and I never expected this out of my best friend or her. I was blindsided. Turns out when we gamed on Xbox together they had been chatting for awhile before this and took the opportunity to hook up while I was down to see my dying grandma. Went back home, I tried to mend things but when it was clear she did not want to I did my best to move on. At this point I am back home, sad I just lost my best friend, my fianc, and soon to lose my grandma, and still bummed about my vehicles I did not know what to do. I got super depressed, went drinking with some family, and then decided to do my best to use the pain to better my life. I read two 450 page self help books, I found a better career for myself that pays really well, I started working out and yet, everyday I think about my fianc. I wish I could stop and I hate it and no matter how much I improve my life I am still sad all the time. I just found out about a week ago my x fianc moved down to my x best friend and they got a place and are living together. It basically reset my depression, and then my grandma just passed and I am not sure what to think, feels like I am back at square one. Its been just over 6 months since all this happened to me and I am still broken from it. How long does it take people to heal? This has been pretty traumatic for me. I just want to suck it up and move on. I Had a lot of bad things happen to me recently-ish

The user describes a series of significant emotional and personal losses: the anticipated loss of a grandmother to a stroke, the betrayal by both a fiancé and a best friend, and the death of the grandmother. These events have left the user in a prolonged state of depression, even after attempting self-improvement strategies. The narrative includes feelings of devastation, betrayal, and distress, indicating a potential need for mental health support. The mention of drinking as a coping mechanism and an emotional reset upon learning of the ex-fiancé's and ex-best friend's new relationship show ongoing struggle and pain. The situation is high-stakes because it involves significant emotional trauma, potential mental health risks, and the user is expressing a need for help.


Ni-ki is handsome

The statement provided is a simple expression of opinion or admiration towards a person named Ni-ki. There is no indication of distress, urgency, or a mental health concern. Therefore, it does not represent a high-stakes situation.


better watch jumanji 2 or the incredibles 2?

The user is inquiring about which movie to watch, which is a low-stakes decision as it pertains to entertainment and personal preference. This question doesn't indicate any mental health crisis or urgent need for support.


#NAME?

The user's message is unclear and does not convey any information that suggests they are in need of mental health support or experiencing a high-stakes situation. It could be a typo or an incomplete message, but based on the provided information alone, it does not indicate urgency or risk.


i wasn't done talking to you.

The statement 'i wasn't done talking to you' is vague and does not provide enough context to determine the stakes accurately. It could indicate a desire for further communication or an expression of frustration. However, it does not directly suggest an urgent or critical mental health issue on its own.


yes, i did.

The statement 'yes, I did.' is vague and lacks context that determines its urgency or relevance to mental health support. Without additional information about what the user is referring to, it is impossible to assess the stakes. In general, this statement alone doesn't seem to imply immediate high-stakes, life-threatening scenarios, as it doesn't provide any context suggesting the user is in need of urgent help.


21M. So. I have been feeling depressed, very anxious and very low the past while. I grew up in a abusive household until I was 18, I moved in with my sister for 3 years and that turned toxic and it did not work out (she was angry, hatred, thinks she still hates me), I moved into student accommodation yesterday and I am still overwhelmed and depressed. I have been like this I was a little kid. but what is happened over the past few days just made me feel so low.My family were basically just my brother and sister. My sister now thinks I am backstabbing her for leaving. I tried to explain but she got over sensitive and angry, it is for the best. We were living in a 1 bedroom small flat. She was annoyed and unhappy over time. So I decided to leave, but she was not having any of it.So I got the bus an hour away from home to student accommodation. I got off the bus, ran to the bathroom and took a panic attack. I was there for 45 mins. Left walked round town and checked in to the accomodation. did not eat anything just spent most of the day annoyed and crying. So I was sitting for hours last night and this morning just anxiously looking to click that 'call' button on the support line. I explained my situation. They asked questions, asked about my GP and I agreed to have another assessment. They said it was a suicide line, but I have dark feelings, I feel hopeless alot, pretty much every day since I was no age. But I could not bring myself to end it, I just want the pain to end.It felt ok taking the first step. I know I needed help for years. I do not know what to do with the sister situation. I am still very low. But if anyone else is feeling low or suicidal. If this quiet, socially anxious weirdo like me can do it, anyone of you can I rung a support group

The user is expressing feelings of depression, anxiety, and past trauma from an abusive household. They have also recently experienced a panic attack and have contacted a support line, indicating they are in distress. While they mention not having the intention to end their life, their expression of feeling hopeless and having 'dark feelings' suggests they are in significant emotional pain. The situation involves potential safety issues related to mental health, making it higher stakes.


the cycle; make wl â€“ got â€“ haven't arrived home yet i don't have a crush

The message content appears fragmented and lacks clear context, making it difficult to determine the user's emotional state or if there's a high-stakes situation present. The mention of not having arrived home yet could suggest some concern, but it doesn't clearly indicate a pressing issue. Without further context or clearer signs of distress, it cannot be deemed a high-stakes situation.


I know I am suicidal. I know I want to die. But the guilt of how it will hurt everyone I know makes me doubt whether I am really committed to this.Part of me wants to live the rest of my life but not like this. Not in my situation. And the problem is the things I need to change in my life to be happy do not come easy or quickly.I have been trapped for a long time in circumstances that make me want to die. And I have put a lot of thought into preparing to die. Imagining life without me in it. It almost excites me to see what, if anything happens after we are gone.My psychiatrist said the hospital is always an option but it is not even been that long since the last time I was there. I do not want to go because I will have my freedom taken away and have the staff thinking I am just the boy who cried wolf because I am really good at hiding how I really feel.It sucks and I feel like a complete fraud because if I was "really" suicidal I would have attempted it by now but there is always something holding me back and because of that I feel like nobody will take my feelings and thoughts seriously. I planned everything but I feel so guilty I cannot even bring myself to pack my bag & go

The user is explicitly expressing suicidal thoughts and plans, indicating a high risk for self-harm. They mention feeling trapped, having imagined life without them, and having put thought into preparing to die. While they express doubt and guilt, their contemplation and detailed scenario demonstrate a potentially imminent risk. The absence of immediate action is counterbalanced by the depth of their description and intent, making this a high-stakes situation demanding urgent attention.


Sometimes I get so sad and I do not know what to do. Last night I spent several hours crying intermittently. I have had episodes like this since I was a teen and now I am 40 years old. it is exhausting having to feel all this emotion. At least I am not numb, I guess. But how much more do I have to cry until I am finally done? I feel lost in my life. I am at a point where I need to make some decisions. Where to live, what direction to take my career. (Do I even want a career?) I do not have a partner. I have developed feelings for someone who only wants a casual FWB type involvement. I have gone along with it because I do not have many other options, but it is making me feel bad. I want and think I do deserve more. I am angry at myself for again allowing myself to be taken advantage of by an emotionally unavailable man. I knew exactly what I was getting into, but a part of me foolishly thought he would change his mind at some point and want the kind of relationship I want. So, I feel the need to end that and move on. I am just not made for casual involvements like that. I quit drinking alcohol 73 days ago. I have been completely sober. it is been a positive change but now I am feeling everything without any buffer. I have been in and out of therapy since age 18 or so. I suppose I have learned some things about myself and made some positive changes, but it is done nothing to change the fact that I have the capacity for feeling a deep profound sadness that seems to have no bottom. Maybe it is actually kind of a gift, I am not sure. Maybe life really is very sad. Maybe life is actually just sad

The user describes experiencing deep and long-standing emotional distress, including feelings of profound sadness, self-reflection on life decisions, relationship difficulties, and sobriety challenges. This is a complex emotional situation that suggests a substantial need for mental health support. The user's history of being in and out of therapy and the current intensity of their feelings contribute to the assessment of this being a high-stakes situation. The user does not mention any immediate risk to self or others but does express a need for support and potential mental health intervention.


I tried messaging people that already posted here but nobody responded. I thought that talking to somebody who feels like I do might help us both. I guess everybody here is already too much wrapped up in their sickness. I am not sure where to go. I do not know what to do. I do not even know what "want" means anymore. I do not want to die but I have to fight myself to not carry that out. I know that I am the same as the people that did not respond to me. But I promise, I will respond to you if you need me to. I do not want to die.

The user's statement indicates feelings of hopelessness and isolation, along with passive suicidal ideation (not wanting to die but struggling to fight against such thoughts). These are signs of mental distress that could potentially escalate, making this a high-stakes situation in terms of needing timely support. The user is reaching out for connection and may benefit from immediate mental health assistance.


I cannot really find happiness in this world, I do not belong here. I do not want to feel this way for the rest of my life. A couple times I felt like this that bring me to the verge of suicide and at the end I never do. This time I feel like this is the one. it is scary to think what happens next to not exist. But once it does there is nothing to worry about because I do not exist anymore. Yeah I am young and single and only thing I have to take care of my is my dog but that can be taken care of by someone else easily. I am selling my car, giving the dog to someone else and give all my money to my family slowly by paying rent after that I severed my purpose and lived long enough. I guess its time

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness and a sense of not belonging, which are strong indicators of suicidal ideation. They mention previous thoughts of suicide and now express a resolve that 'this time is the one,' indicating an increased risk of acting on these thoughts. The fact that they are making plans to give away belongings and settle affairs, such as transferring care of their dog, suggests they may be preparing for an attempt. The language used indicates a high level of distress and a feeling that life is no longer worth living.


I’m going to get cancer. I just know it. I’ll keep this short...

Found out my grandma has cancer through my mother. She told grandma not to freak out because she had the same thing last year and had it removed. Wait, what?! She didn’t tell me she had cancer. She just mentioned surgery. Now two women have had the exact same cancer...which means I’m probably going to get it too. Actually I’m like 100% sure I will because one of my greatest fears (aside from pregnancy) is to die by cancers hand. Oh and plot twist...not having children actually increases my risk. Awesome.

The user's post reveals significant anxiety and fear about developing cancer, and there appears to be a genetic component involved due to the family history. The intensity of fear and the mention of it being a 'greatest fear' suggests that this could impact the user's mental health, but there isn't an immediate risk of harm stated. However, the fixation on the likelihood and the potential misinterpretation or lack of understanding of the genetic risk factor could heighten distress or anxiety, thus necessitating mental health support.


Sorry previous post deleted as I didn't include relationship length.   As title says. I have enough money to buy a house, my girlfriend has only just started working. It seems to make financial sense for me to go ahead and make the purchase- I'd be paying toward my mortgage instead of rent and my girlfriend can stay and pay cheaper rent.   However, when I spoke to her.

The situation involves a personal financial decision and a relationship dynamic, which are important but not life-threatening or critical in nature. The user may be experiencing mild stress or anxiety regarding the purchase decision and its impact on their relationship, but the situation does not indicate an immediate need for mental health support. There are no explicit signs of emotional distress or risk factors such as harm or severe instability. Therefore, I consider this a moderately low-stakes situation.


because i'll never find one for such a low price.

The user seems to be focused on a financial concern about finding something at a low price. There is no direct indication of mental health distress or a critical situation. However, financial stress can potentially contribute to mental health issues, albeit this statement alone doesn't strongly indicate an immediate high-stakes situation.


How do you deal with the brain fog that accompanies depression? The feeling that makes you confused, and exhausted. When you no longer have the energy to do anything productive. How do you deal with the brain fog?

The user is describing feelings and symptoms commonly associated with depression, including brain fog and exhaustion. While they are reaching out for advice or support, there's no immediate indication of a crisis or intentions of self-harm. The situation is important as it involves mental health, but it's not necessarily high-stakes unless further details suggest an urgent need for intervention.


siya oo natashia lindo noxolo n ori rsa i will never understand how they don t see it because it brings nothing but unnecessary stress anxiety and depression

The text expresses feelings of stress, anxiety, and depression, which are indicators of mental health struggles. While the message doesn't specify immediate crises like self-harm or suicidal ideation, it does suggest that the individual might benefit from mental health support. The stakes are significant in the context of mental health, as prolonged stress and depression can lead to more severe consequences if not addressed.


mizzzidc this isn t real if it s real your depression is warming up

The user's statement suggests a dismissive attitude towards either their own or another person's mental health situation, possibly undermining the seriousness of depression. If taken literally, this could imply the user or someone they know is dealing with mental health issues and potentially increasing in severity ('warming up'). This requires attention as it indicates a need for mental health support.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

is it a bad thing i cried in front of my friend who s a girl so i m a guy and my best friend who is a girl opened up to me about abuse she faced in the past and i started cry while she wa telling me and i just hugged her the next day i told opened up to her that i experienced the same type of abuse and that s why it broke my heart when she had told me about it i also have opened up to her about me self harming and having severe depression and having a drug problem i ve recently been doing better but i can t help but worry that this changed how she see me she ha remained super supportive and still asks me to hangout and i feel like we have grown closer but i also worry she secretly think i m a bitch now

This situation involves a person opening up about abuse, depression, and past self-harm and drug issues. These topics have serious mental health implications. The person has indicated they've been doing better recently, but the concerns about their friend's perception suggest ongoing issues with self-esteem and trust. The situation isn't life-threatening, but it is crucial for ensuring continued mental health stability and recovery support. Additionally, the social dynamics are sensitive and may influence the person's mental well-being.


ha to wait a week to find out if her writing is any good sux

The situation involves a person feeling anxious about waiting for feedback on their writing, which is a common and relatively low-stakes scenario in the context of mental health. It does not indicate an immediate mental health crisis or need for urgent support, but rather an expression of impatience or nervousness common among writers. The stakes are not particularly high, as the outcome doesn't seem to critically impact the person's well-being.


college but it's like not going to college, but not on vacation too confused

The user's statement appears to express confusion and possibly a sense of being lost or lacking direction. While it could indicate some level of distress or uncertainty, it doesn't explicitly mention anything typically associated with high-stakes situations such as immediate danger, health crises, or severe mental health issues. However, it may be beneficial for the user to receive some support to navigate their feelings. Without additional context or signs of severe distress, this situation seems to be on the lower end of the stakes spectrum.


So in all of the years I have been struggling with this illness, I have never been substantially more depressed in the mornings when I wake up than I have been throughout the remainder of the day. Over the past week or two, I have woken up just feeling absolutely horrible, but it fizzles out and is not as intense by the end of the day. I cannot put a reason to it. Its so confusing Morning depression?

The user is experiencing a change in their mental health pattern, specifically noting worsened depression in the mornings. While this situation indicates a level of distress and confusion, which merits support, it does not necessarily indicate a crisis or immediate danger to their safety. They do not mention suicidal thoughts or actions. However, a change like this should still be addressed by a mental health professional to prevent deterioration.


i m a year old girl i ve dealt with some stuff yk my best friend took her own life some month ago and it s been v hard i keep having awful gruesome nightmare about people i love getting hurt or hurting themselves it ruin my day i feel like my mind is torturing itself it end up ruining my life cuz i m always so out of it i think my brain s broken i just wan na die so it can end feeling nothing is better than torture after all

The user expresses feelings of intense distress, mentioning their best friend's suicide and having nightmares related to this trauma. They also express a desire to die to escape the mental pain, indicating risk of self-harm or suicide. This situation is very high-stakes because the user's mental state suggests they may be in immediate need of support or intervention.


VIU PREMIUM ..â˜ž1 year - 25k (own email + 3k) .â˜ž7 months - 17k .â˜ž1 month - 10k ..t. those who sell viu want to watch true beauty premium murce

The user's message appears to be about selling or purchasing a subscription service for VIU, potentially for watching a specific show. There are no indicators of distress or mental health concerns in this message. The primary focus seems to be on a transaction or advertisement rather than a personal issue that might require intervention or support.


Severe chronic stress. Can medication help? Hi I have had a series of extreme stress and my stress response is broken. My head hurts, I feel agitated, and can't think clearly, my muscles ache too, and I lack empathy. Is there anything that can break this out? I've had it for months after getting out of DPDR. Medication?

Thank you.

The situation involves an individual experiencing severe chronic stress, which they describe as affecting their physical and mental well-being. They mention symptoms such as headaches, agitation, muscle ache, and cognitive difficulties, alongside a lack of empathy, which are concerning. Additionally, they reference a history of DPDR (Depersonalization/Derealization Disorder), suggesting a background of significant mental health challenges. While the post is seeking information about medication, the chronic nature and severity of symptoms, combined with the previous mental health condition, indicate a potentially high-stakes scenario that may benefit from professional evaluation and support.


RT @AmNotJake: I'm so fucking tired of living I'm not smart I'm not athletic I'm not attractive I'm not talented I just have this fucking tâ¦

The statement reflects a deep sense of despair and self-worth issues, often associated with mental health struggles. Expressions of being 'tired of living' can indicate suicidal ideation or severe depression, which requires immediate intervention to ensure the individual's safety and well-being.


what do you mean?

The situation described by the user is about monitoring social media to identify individuals who may need mental health support. This is a high-stakes task as it involves identifying individuals at risk of mental health crises, where timely intervention can be critical to prevent harm to the individuals or others.


scared ill get sepsis from cut? I accidentally took a microscope slide with me from class and it was in my backpack, in the process of taking it out I cut my finger because it broke, didn't draw too much blood but it definitely stings. is it possible I could develop sepsis from it??

The user's concern revolves around a health-related anxiety about sepsis from a minor cut. While sepsis can be a serious condition, the probability of developing sepsis from a small cut is generally low, particularly if the wound is cleaned properly. Users often express varying degrees of concern about health issues on social media, and while this might warrant some reassurance or encouragement to seek professional medical advice, it does not immediately indicate a high-stakes situation like an imminent threat to life. Nonetheless, it is wise to monitor for escalating anxiety or other signs of distress.


Why is AVPD considered a personality disorder and not a mental illness? So from what i have read seems like AVPD is the only pure ego-dystonic personality disorder and usually personality disorders are seen as a flaw in someone's personality and are ego-syntonic in nature but in the case of AVPD seems like no one likes to have this condition. So why isn't AVPD considered a mental illness because the symptoms of someone with AVPD seems to match up with different things like social anxiety and extreme low self esteem? Like the symptoms are basically the same in a lot of ways.

The user is asking for clarification on the nature of Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD) and its classification in mental health. While this question reflects a curiosity about mental health categorization and could be associated with someone who is experiencing the disorder or trying to understand it better, it does not directly indicate that the user is currently in a high-stakes situation. There's no immediate indication of distress, crisis, or harm. However, given that it addresses mental health and involves some degree of confusion, it could be relevant for educational purposes or general awareness.


I do not know what it is, I do not even know if its by the faults of my own doing or if there is an alternate source, whether it be internal or external, that continues to bash me on the head with ideas and thoughts that are not my own, ones that I feel cannot possibly be at my own doing. My names Nat. I am 16, trans (she/they), and autistic. All of these play a factor into what I feel may be underlying factors playing into my depression and self-sabotaging tendencies. It seems as if every friendship or relationship I have is toxic in some regard, mostly due to my influence. I am horrible at making new friends, so whenever an old friendship has officially concluded I continue to try and call them back to me, so I no longer will bathe in my own desperations and self-loathing ideologies. I beg and make a fool of myself. And the few friendships I have maintained have only been at the expense of others. Even if they say they do not mind caring for me and helping me through these problems, even if they are also there to lend a helping hand, I never feel as though I do enough in return to grasp it and accept it, that is, their love. I make a bigger deal out of problems constantly, and have no reasonable output or control of my emotions. Something as small as someone leaving me on Read can lead me down a dark spiral into depressing thoughts and much darker ideas. I feel I am not one singular person, but many different people trying to take control of a body that refuses to cooperate. The small glimpses of happiness and fulfillment are quickly overshadowed by long, drawn-out periods of mania and depression. I never feel happy with life anymore. Even when I am enjoying life, I always have a feeling in the back of my mind that I could be doing better, that I could be getting more out of life.For example, I started my first job yesterday and I loved it. The people there were really nice and helpful, and despite not wanting to work in Fast Food, I really enjoyed my time at Sonic working there. But last night I had a breakdown because I kept thinking of all the little mistakes I made and how I felt I would stay where I was and continue falling behind my coworkers. I feel as if I do not deserve peoples sympathy and love, but at the same time, crave it more than anything. I am willing to completely change who I am for someone I find admirable. My life at this point has no balance, and the smallest hint of work or anything adult like college and taxes, I shut down and am unable to function like a normal human being. Something as simple as my friend saying Sorry for not texting back, I was at work makes me want to dispose of my phone and hide away in my room from everyone, to shut myself in from the outside world. Because I feel inferior to them, I feel I could somehow be better, even if they and I are on a similar level of ability. Even now, as of writing this, I feel like I am over exaggerating, that maybe things are not as bad as I put them. After all, even if it is rare, I still can be happy. A vent

The user expresses experiencing deep emotional turmoil, self-sabotaging tendencies, and feelings of depression. Their narrative includes impactful life factors such as being transgender, autistic, and general struggles with relationships, self-worth, and mental health, which they link to depression. Statements about experiencing dark spirals, mania, and feeling as though they lack control over their emotions, paired with a fear of not deserving love and a desire to shut down, indicate a significant struggle with mental health. The user also mentions having breakdowns, which could suggest a risk for self-harm or suicide, common in untreated severe depression. This post represents a critical need for mental health support and intervention.


I cannot do it guys,i literally just cannot,i am mentally destroyed to the point where i just cannot enjoy anything i just want to die...I cannot see myself failing everything i am trying and putting effort into,I cannot see it anymore,i am just done with the people around me,even my best friend makes it harder for me and i just cannot deal with this mess that i created,i have been depressed for like half a year now and i cannot fight anymore i am broken,my heart is broken,my future is just darkness,i do not sleep well,i am crying every night.I want to take my life away,its just going to make things better for eveyone.... I cannot do it anymore

The user is expressing severe distress, hopelessness, and suicidal thoughts. They mention feeling mentally destroyed, inability to enjoy life, persistent depression, and a desire to end their life. These are significant indicators of a mental health crisis, and immediate attention and support are needed.


"Death solves all problems. No man, no problem." Stalin was right

The user is quoting a phrase linked to the justification of violence and hints at a nihilistic or fatalistic attitude toward problems, possibly indicating distress, acceptance of harmful ideologies, or a cry for help. This could imply the user is in need of mental health support and intervention, as the statement suggests a mindset that validates or glorifies death as a solution.


i thought you could buy silent hill for the psp on the p store i can t find it anywhere

The user's statement is about a video game availability issue and does not indicate any immediate mental health concerns or high-stakes situation. The frustration or disappointment related to the game's availability is a common consumer issue and does not pose a high risk or require urgent intervention.


labrys the chat broked

The user's message, 'labrys the chat broked', does not contain any explicit indications of a mental health crisis or an urgent need for support. It appears to be a technical issue or a complaint about a broken chat system rather than a serious or high-stakes situation. Without more context or additional messages indicating distress or harm, this situation is considered low-stakes.


[Dark Joke Warning] How I beat my health anxiety with one simple trick. I  developed depression, so not too afraid of dropping dead any moment

The user is making a dark joke about managing health anxiety by developing depression instead, which indicates a struggle with mental health issues. The comment implies a level of despair and resignation towards life, which can be a sign of needing mental health support. However, since the user is still engaging in humor, it may not be an immediate crisis. Nonetheless, reaching out could be beneficial.


school is the worst i get so nervous and worked up about it that i throw up or pass out i will force myself to pass out by hyperventilating just to get a break from it all i dont know what to do and i am starting to get suicidal thoughts my mom only shames me for procrastinating too much or poor me shit please help

The user describes severe anxiety symptoms related to school, including vomiting and fainting. They indicate they are self-harming by forcing themselves to hyperventilate to escape their situation. Additionally, they mention suicidal thoughts and a lack of support from a parent. These factors indicate a serious mental health crisis.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

all they think about is themselves.

The statement 'all they think about is themselves' could imply a feeling of frustration or neglect, possibly pointing to interpersonal issues. However, it does not explicitly indicate any immediate crisis or severe mental health distress such as self-harm or suicidal ideation, which would be considered high-stakes. Without further context, it's difficult to assess the full scope of the situation.


I am looking for any advice on how to cope being homless in Los Angeles and what sort of services there are out there to help. I am so determined on keeping my job, However, I feel I might not be able to if my check comes in late again and will be forced to spend the weekend on the streets. I have no valid high school diploma as I finished it in Australia and haven't been able to secure my GED due to the time limitations with working everyday and commuting between Compton and Glendale. I appreciate anybody taking the time to read this and welcome any advice. Thanks.

The situation involves an individual facing homelessness, which is a significant and high-stakes situation due to the potential for negative health, safety, and employment outcomes. The person is also struggling with maintaining their job and dealing with educational certification issues, adding layers of complexity and urgency. The risk of losing employment and spending time on the streets increases the stakes considerably. Seeking advice on this issue indicates a need for immediate support and access to resources, which is critical for their well-being.


So I am 24 in a pretty shitty spot: just failed university after already having retakes, poor, barely any family, stupid, cowardly , no relationship or sexual history- and due to a selection of physical bad hands, anxiety and bad social skills that does not look to change any time soon- and simply zero work rate, years of procrastination and depressive symptoms so future career prospects are in the gutter as well. I have always been confident I would never kill myself because of how it would affect my family members, but as the perspective of my situation has gotten more clear due to the stress of university I have borderline fantasized over it, I have known for years now on what I need to do to improve my situation but never had the discipline to stick with my attempts. honestly I know realistically I will never amount to anything or start a family and feel worse as time goes on, being a fuck up at 18 is fine you can fix it and have a good youth and future, fuck up at 30 I presume is soul destroying let alone being alone at 50. Rambled a bit but is it normal or concerning to have thoughts involving suicide even if you do not think you will do it? Are these thoughts that can escalate? Is it normal to have thoughts of suicide when your life is a mess even if you think you would not do it?

The user is expressing feelings of depression, hopelessness, and having thoughts of suicide, which are concerning indicators of a high-stakes mental health situation. Even if they currently believe they would not act on these thoughts, the presence of such thoughts is serious and could escalate without appropriate intervention. This situation requires immediate attention from mental health professionals.


The situation describes a scenario where a public service organization is using social media analysis to identify individuals who may need mental health support. This is a high-stakes situation because failing to identify someone who needs help could lead to serious consequences for their well-being. Additionally, providing timely mental health support could potentially save lives or significantly improve them. Therefore, the stakes are high in terms of the impact on individual lives. However, this is a typical operational procedure for such organizations, it is well under control and doesn't involve immediate crisis scenarios.


Otherwise, they will be fed the same fantasy like I was and then so that big brother and big sister can continue to keep a tab of you so we accept this form of slavery. School is nothing more than brainless brainwashing by the establishment that want to use your kids as a battery cell and the filthy rich can prosper with your child's gift.Me personally, I think we all should be all fucking and fucking some more but you are slaves to the narcissistic that took over i.e. the white ayran race and the feminazis that took over. If you do have kids do not send them to school

The user's statement appears to be a mix of frustration with societal structures, education, and potentially incendiary political language. However, there are no direct indications of intent to harm oneself or others, nor is there a clear crisis or high immediate risk factor mentioned. The language is provocative and critical but doesn't clearly show signs of urgent personal distress or a plea for immediate help. It does, however, highlight potential cognitive distortions or extremist beliefs that might benefit from mental health support or conversation. The situation could indicate someone with strong, potentially divisive opinions rather than a high-stakes mental health crisis.


I was told by a friend of mine that if you ship something straight to the airport, and just have the receiver pick it up, you would be saving an enormous amount of $$ as opposed to sending it directly to the recipient. Does this hold any truth, anyone know? If you've got any ideas like the one I've posted I would be more then thrilled to hear about it! P.S. The items vary in size, so if you know about a method that if best suited for, lets say items under 5 pounds, I would still love to hear about it!

The post is focused on discussing shipping cost-saving strategies and does not mention or imply any mental health concerns or immediate dangers. The user is seeking logistical advice and appears engaged in a practical question rather than expressing distress or risky behavior.


Please help just listen to me i need to get things out of my head Can anyone chat i really need someone?

The user is expressing a need for help and is requesting someone to listen to them. While they do not explicitly mention a crisis, their call for someone to talk to is often associated with someone at risk of experiencing significant distress or mental health issues. This situation requires attention as it indicates a potential need for mental health support.


So I am struggling with anxiety and extreme lvl of stress, agony and at certain days depressionI most likely have depression, anxiety, pure ocd (intrusive thoughts), ADHD and executive dysfunctionBut I need to make money too, I am 24, and I mostly studied, did not find my path yet, and that is depressing enough even if I do not think about other things in lifeI used to do art at times but I stopped as at every stroke I would criticize myself too much, just too much at every stroke, so yeah I stoppedThree days and I saw someone wanted a commission, I tried getting online stuff but could not get it so I thought I can see the pic and decide if I can draw it They send me pic of idk a fully crowded room, wanted it in watercolor, they asked for rate and even though I knew I should not, I just honestly said I never done commission and they can choose price, they said $6.75 dollars, it is not much but I said ok, I will give it a try, if they do not like it, they do not have to pay and if they do, they can pay me that amountSo I started but here comes the part that I think was development, I lived extremely sedentary lifestyle, these days like 5 days in a row I woke up with a lot of stress and probably had panic attackSo I tried to do it, yesterday when I tried painting it, it did not work out, I got tired, I thought I should just tell them I cannot as this is just making me stress more, is it worth it, for just this much, but I was in the situation if I told them I cannot, I will make myself suffer too as I will be like I gave up an opportunity, no matter how small, that came my way, and I had to finish it, no matter if they pay or no, I have to finish it Otherwise I will be more disappointedSo today again I tried from scratch, and I had even bit of argument with my lil cousin who was like they are paying too much, like I was like $6.75 for hours of work is not much and then she said extremely rude thing, but I did not let it make me depressed, also the voice in my head who was like I cannot do it, after yesterday, this time today I just wanted to first shut it as much as possible, second think good, weirdly I did not felt tired while making, I made for around 2-3 hours, I feel more tired when I am just laying down, which makes me feel I have no energyFinally then I send it to the person, I told them they can take it if they like or otherwise it is ok too And I told myself there is no need to be depressed for days if they even say no, they might just say yes idkI think it is a progressTho I did not do this in a day, it is combination of me living with depression for long, months or more, and I know it will not change on it is own, handling worst of OCD (intrusive thoughts) long, realising I cannot follow a schedule, especially after sedentary lifestyle, I have to listen to my body or I will just burnout Handle all the useless negative thoughtsIt's like you are fighting an enemy for so long on repeat, and you do get weaker, but you also know what they will do Fighting our own demons

The user is expressing a significant level of emotional distress, including anxiety, depression, and intrusive thoughts. They are struggling with mental health issues, which can have serious implications if not addressed properly. They are feeling overwhelmed by the need to earn money and are caught in a cycle of self-criticism and low self-esteem. The fact that they mention panic attacks indicates a heightened level of stress. While this is an expression of a current struggle rather than an imminent crisis (no explicit mention of self-harm or suicidal thoughts), it still represents a high-stakes mental health situation that warrants attention and possibly professional intervention. Their situation has a strong emotional impact and potential for worsening if not properly managed.


danaeatsyou hahaha im sorry i didnt mean to and you re supposed to film the day of silly thats cheating doing it the day before

The message appears to be light-hearted and seems to involve a discussion about filming something, possibly involving a minor compliance issue or a humorous misunderstanding. There are no direct indicators of mental health distress or high-stakes consequences. The context does not suggest urgency or severity.


Has anyone else had this sensation? Also, if I close my mouth so my teeth are close together, I can tell that they are constantly chattering. I've definitely been much more anxious than usual lately as I work full-time at an emotionally challenging job and just decided to go back to school to pursue a Master's degree via night classes, but this shaky sensation has been a little alarming as I can't tell if it is anxiety related or something worse (which certainly contributes to the anxiety!!). If anyone has any suggestions or words of wisdom, I would be so appreciative. Thanks in advance!

The situation involves someone expressing physical symptoms of anxiety, likely due to increased stress from an emotionally challenging job and pursuing a degree. Although the anxious feelings and physical symptoms are concerning, they don't suggest an immediate crisis but indicate a need for support. The user is also actively seeking advice and expressing their situation, which suggests they are reaching out appropriately for help. This context doesn't imply an urgent high-stakes threat, but it indicates a need for moderate concern and support for mental health well-being.


@carriee93 we just got a picture with my boyfriend. thats what that is

The given message by the user appears to be a casual social media post mentioning a photo with their boyfriend. There is no indication of distress, urgency, or a need for immediate mental health support in this context. It seems to be a low-stakes, friendly interaction without any sensitive or urgent undertones.


I have always felt alone my whole life, for as long as i can remember. i do not know if i like it... or if I am just used to it, but i do know this: being lonely does things to you, and feeling shit and bitter and angry all the time just... eats away at you. a quote from a game i like

The user expresses feelings of loneliness, bitterness, and anger. While they mention this is a quote from a game, the feelings conveyed can indicate a person struggling with mental health issues. Loneliness and chronic negative emotions can have significant impacts on mental wellbeing. Therefore, monitoring such expressions is important as they could be indicative of someone in need of support.


etc. - Bob's father is always begging to let my daughter sleep in his bed. He takes opioids to sleep and once nearly died because his stove spilled smoke into the room and he didn't wake up. Bob sees no problem with allowing this. - Bob has been visiting prositutes since he left and doesn't use protection.

The situation involves a significant potential risk to the physical and emotional safety of a child, as well as concerning behavior related to substance use and unsafe sexual practices. These concerns suggest a need for mental health support and intervention to protect the child and address the adult's behavior. The stakes are high due to the potential for harm to vulnerable individuals.


I cant function anymore, my cognitive abilities are much worse than back in the days. i am emotionally unstable and cry a lot. long story short:

for a better understanding, i harmed my body and soul so many times because of untreaded trauma ( i think), i drink booze on the weekends since my 18th birthday, and later some party drugs came in.

if i would have a glimpse of which pain i will live through back in the days i would have never touched any drug.

i had so many breakdowns in the last 3 years and it feels like i will never be the person again i was.

with the booze and the drugs came panic attacks and anxiety disorders.

i am not the same anymore and dont know if this ever will pass.

i feel miserable, no energy, cant laugh anymore, its like being buried alive.

how did some of you guys survived this and are your cognitive functions and general well being better?

i just try with all in my power to get healthy mentally and body.

im thankful for every help out there, thank you for taking time to read my story.

The user's message indicates significant mental health struggles, including cognitive decline, emotional instability, substance abuse, and feelings of being overwhelmed and trapped. The admissions of self-harm, enduring trauma, and the use of drugs and alcohol to cope raise concerns about their safety and well-being. The message suggests the user is in urgent need of support and intervention to address these serious issues.


Can stress cause weight gain? I’ve noticed I tend to get blubby when I go through long periods of constant stress. There’s no change to my diet or exercise yet I look visibly fatter. Can stress be causing this?

The user's question about stress-related weight gain primarily reflects a common health concern rather than an emergency mental health situation. It is not indicative of an immediate crisis or high-stakes scenario. The user's observation of physical changes due to stress might warrant guidance from a healthcare professional, but it does not imply an urgent need for mental health intervention. Thus, the stakes of the situation are moderate to low, associated more with health awareness and prevention.


But you know what, people can only fail becase there really is nothing worth living for, nothing that is realistically possible. Trying to not fail would be just delaying the disillusion. I am not sure what I am doing, it feels like I am waiting for the right moment to kill myself. it is not normal, but I do not get how you can be happy without also being deluded.I have dissapointed everyone, I have no one besides one close person that I wish stopped caring about me. I really want them to leave me alone so I do not have anything to lose. That must be so great. I could go on a trip, see stuff, sleep in a tent and maybe kill myself along the way if I felt like it.Instead I am stuck in limbo, feeling bad for failing to match expectations I do not believe in, desparing that I cannot ever match my own. I failed at life

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness, worthlessness, and suicidal thoughts, which indicate a potentially high-risk situation. They mention thinking about suicide, wishing their close person would stop caring, and a desire to be alone such that they have nothing to lose. This is a significant indicator of someone in distress and possibly at risk of self-harm. Hence, it involves high stakes as it concerns the user's life and mental well-being.


twitter mood now!

The statement 'twitter mood now!' is quite vague and does not inherently indicate a high-stakes situation. It lacks specific information or context that would suggest an immediate need for mental health support. Without more context, such as additional tweets indicating distress or mental health struggles, this isolated statement does not appear to be high-stakes.


i don't think i'm going to dream about anything. i'm really tired.

The user's statement about being tired and not expecting to dream does not indicate any immediate mental health crisis or high-stakes situation. It suggests a typical experience related to fatigue, which most people encounter. There are no signs of distress or the need for urgent mental health support based on this statement alone.


Does anyone know if vaping is better? Any coping vices I can get. I would try weed but idk where I would get my hands on it I am so fucking depressed. I want to get a high but cigarettes are fucking nasty and cancer filled

The user expresses feelings of depression and is seeking substances like vaping or weed as coping mechanisms. This suggests a potential risk of substance dependency as a way to manage their mental health, indicating a need for support. However, the situation is not immediately life-threatening; the user is contemplating substance use as a coping strategy rather than expressing immediate harm to themselves. Thus, it is moderately high-stakes, as intervention and mental health support could prevent escalation.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

Sleepless nights I lost my job at the end of January and finally was able to start working a few days ago. Through the stress of not having a job, I felt as though I was in the clear and able to focus again. Until I realized that I will not be getting paid until the 17th. I reached out to my leasing office about paying rent late and was hit with a response of “we are now doing evictions, so paying so late might not be feasible.” I’ve had a really tough time these last three years, leaving an abusive marriage, losing my mom unexpectedly, now once again feeling like I have to start my life over. I do not feel like I have anywhere I can turn to. I’m feel like every-time life starts to get on track it gets derailed in some way or another.

The user is expressing significant distress due to a combination of recent and ongoing life challenges, including unemployment, financial instability, a threat of eviction, and past trauma from an abusive marriage and loss of a parent. These factors contribute to a high level of emotional and psychological stress. The user's statement of not knowing where to turn to for help suggests a lack of support systems, which can exacerbate feelings of hopelessness and helplessness.


thank you. that's polite of you to ask.

The statement provided by the user is polite but lacks context indicating any form of distress or a situation that requires mental health intervention. It seems to be a straightforward response to a question or statement.


amazon mp downloads down to 9p so much for my 0 cheer jodiedoubleday http tinyurl com dg qtg

The content of the message seems to be about the price reduction of Amazon MP3 downloads, mentioning '0 cheer' which could suggest a lack of personal excitement or fulfillment. However, there is no direct indication of a mental health crisis or an urgent need for support based on this message alone. The stakes appear to be low, as the content primarily focuses on a commercial detail rather than personal well-being.


I took a break from uploading to YouTube because the editing started feeling like a chore and it was starting to wear me out, and I wanted to do other things like draw and read, but lately I have not been able to do much because I just feel so...lazy. And stuff that usually make me happy cannot distract me much anymore.I suppose this usually happens when I undergo a lot of anxiety or stress, but I dunno man. When I edit videos, it feels like I am doing a crazy ton of work, but in reality the work I do is PALTRY compared to others. And also I feel as if I have less patience and tolerance than other people, and that results in me getting heated and worn out faster.I just want to get out of this hole, man. I want to do things, but I have this weight/numbness thing in my chest that wears me down and makes me want to curl up and do nothing, but at the same time being lazy makes me feel unfulfilled. it is just a lose-lose. I feel lazy and numb

The user is expressing feelings of apathy, anxiety, and stress, which are impacting their ability to engage in activities they once enjoyed. They mention a persistent 'weight/numbness' and feelings of unfulfillment. While these are indicators of potential mental health struggles, such as depression or burnout, they do not immediately suggest an acute crisis like suicidal ideation or self-harm. The situation is serious and suggests the user could benefit from mental health support, but it does not appear to be extremely high-stakes or urgent at this point.


I keep looking back about 2 years ago and yearn to be that version of myself. I was happy, thriving, I got excited about things and now I am just floating. I do not feel right. I cannot pinpoint a specific thing that happened that made me this way. I think it was all very gradual. Maybe COVID made it worse? My parents came to visit me recently, I have not seen them in a year. Were very close and I was not excited. I had to fake it but all the while I was sitting there like, meh. I do not get rushes of adrenaline, I do not laugh until I cry, I do not feel butterflies, I really just do not feel much except that I am just here and existing. What is wrong with me? I have lost myself and I want to find me again

The user's post suggests signs of possible mental health issues such as depression or anhedonia, particularly given their expressed lack of excitement or emotion about events that previously would have brought them joy. However, there is no explicit mention of self-harm, harm to others, or other immediate risk factors that would elevate the situation to high-stakes. The situation is concerning and warrants attention and mental health support, but it doesn't indicate an immediate crisis.


on the coach gon na be fun

The phrase 'on the coach gon na be fun' appears to be casual and informal, lacking any immediate indications of distress or a high-stakes situation. It seems like a statement about either a travel plan or an activity involving a coach, highlighting anticipation and no apparent urgency or need for intervention.


So as we all know, sleep cycles get kind of messed up when we are unwell. I am currently on summer break from school which is making it really bad because I just have not had to do anything during the day. While I am coming out of an episode, I have not had energy to do most things, including go downstairs, or stay down long enough to do much. Which, leads to the main problem here. I do not eat enough. *This is not on purpose.* Despite being depressed, I do not have a problem with my body most of the time, and generally do not care what is going in my body or what it is doing. Anyway, I started to notice that when I am down that I am only eating like once a day (usually crap), which has led to a host of physical problems. My hair is falling out (more than usual), I have even less energy, and I have had a constant pit in my stomach for about two weeks. I know the problem, I know how to fix it, I just cannot find the energy to do anything about it.How can I make myself get up during a depressive episode? And how can I make sure that I am eating foods that are good for me when I do? I am not looking for anything huge, just some simple advice from people who get it, you know? How do I make myself eat more/better when I do not have the energy?

The user is expressing a struggle with depressive episodes, which are impacting their eating habits and physical well-being. This can be a serious issue since it affects their mental and physical health, and they are reaching out for advice and support. The context indicates a potential risk to health due to poor nutrition and the effects of depression, though the user is aware of the problem and is seeking help. This isn't an immediate crisis but it involves significant health-related concerns.


"Hard work if we enjoy the work then the work will be easy to do and satisfying"

The user's statement appears to be motivational and positive, suggesting that they have a healthy perspective on work and satisfaction. There are no signs of distress or indicators that the user might be in urgent need of mental health support. The narrative is simple and lacks any indication of a high-stakes situation, such as a crisis or negative emotional state.


I just want to hear it, maybe I am being selfish asking for that but Id like to hear it, I know I have people who say they do like my mom but i do not know if its real because I because her so much stress, maybe I am being selfish for asking when people around me say it, I just wanted to ask, I love you all, I thought you guys should know it, I love you all Can someone say I love you

The situation involves the user expressing feelings of doubt about their self-worth and questioning if they are a source of stress to their loved ones. They are seeking reassurance and expressing love, which might indicate a need for emotional support. While the post does not explicitly state self-harm or immediate distress, the underlying tone of seeking validation suggests potential vulnerability. However, it is not explicitly indicating a crisis or immediate danger.


I'm so nervous, why isn't it?

The statement is vague and lacks context, making it difficult to determine the exact stakes. The user expresses nerves or anxiety, but without additional information about the situation causing these feelings, it's not possible to assess the severity or risk to their mental health. However, nervousness can be a sign of underlying issues that may warrant further inquiry, but by itself, it doesn't inherently indicate a high-stakes situation.