i ve been super depressed this year sure but i don t think it s gon na come yet i remember when i wa young when robin williams killed himself it really shook me because like i understood like my response wasn t being sad necessarily it wa well i get it it s weird i don t know i almost don t even feel emotional saying this one time a couple week ago i wa smoking weed and my heart kind of skipped a beat in a weird way and i thought good i wa like this would be an easy way to solve everything like it would be a relief to die then and there people don t think that right that s weird that i thought that why don t i fantasize about good thing anymore why don t i have oscar acceptance speech in my mirror why don t i think about my dream girl all i ever think about is how hard it ll be to get where i want to be and how i ll probably be when i meet the loml and i ll have no time to do anything fun with her anyway all i ever imagine is the bad stuff i think if you told me that there wa some kind of afterlife that some religion wa right i d do a little research to know what to expect and then probably jump out a window it just make sense right like what am i living for here yeah yeah i have friend and family that love me cool but is that really what s keeping me here guilt that s not a great reason for living and then it just get me it s like am i gon na work for another decade before i can get to a place i wan na be am i gon na be going on 0 by the time i m actually feeling progress in the meantime what the heck happens am i just sad and hurt all the time not worth it i wish i could just learn what my fate wa going to be so i could make an informed decision on whether i should be alive or not i don t know i m not gon na do anything now but like i feel like this isn t normal to think about

The user expresses thoughts of being super depressed and discusses a lack of interest in living, fantasizing about death as a potential relief. There is mention of contemplating suicide if there were certainty about an afterlife, coupled with feelings of hopelessness about the future. While the user claims not to be planning any immediate action, the expression of suicidal ideation and feelings of worthlessness are concerning. This situation is of high-stakes due to the potential risk of harm.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

My college is keeping tabs on me and it's making me anxious... I'm a business student at a local college. Last semester  I found out, that one of my classmates or professors had anonymously reported me to the school for strange behavior of some kind (my meds give me hypoglycemia which can make me slur words or seem tired).

Since getting that email, I've never had social anxiety so badly. It feels like I'm one careless comment away from a hospital stay. I dont know who reported me or even why. I suspect everyone but simultaneously feel like it's all in my imagination. I had to leave class today because I felt everybody's eyes on me. It feels like the well is poisoned. I'm not sure exactly what to do at this point.

The user's situation involves significant mental health concerns driven by anxiety about being monitored or judged by peers and authority figures. This is exacerbated by a past event that has increased their anxiety to a point of impacting daily activities, such as attending class. The possibility that the user may be experiencing a severe mental health distress that could potentially escalate if not addressed is indicative of higher stakes. Furthermore, the mention of fearing a 'hospital stay' and needing to leave class due to anxiety symptoms underscores the need for mental health support.

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they never shut up.

The statement 'they never shut up' is vague and lacks context, making it difficult to assess the stakes. It could be interpreted as frustration or annoyance, but without additional context or information about the user's situation, it does not indicate immediate danger or need for mental health support.


Since the pandemic began, I(m17) moved to another city(temporarily), then another one(again, temporarily), and traveled between these two towns back and forth for almost a year. In this time period, I have rarely been in the city A(with all my friends, classmates, etc.), and, pretty much was on my own for a year. At first I thought I dealt with this isolation just fine. I am introverted after all and I just relaxed and enjoyed the peace. But after a year since the pandemic has began, the solitude began to take its toll. I have felt lonely. Which eventually led me to being depressed. In the beginning of summer I was finally able to come to the city A, and meet my two closest(and perhaps only) friends. I have been here for nine days, then went to another city for two weeks and came back here for another two weeks.The social interactions with my peers, which I have craved so much and have finally gotten, made me happy, but not for long. At some points, they did not even distract me and I was as miserable around my friends as if I was by myself.I realized sometime before, that nothing makes me truly happy. I have been extremely pessimistic about my future and everything really. Soon Ill go to college and the boring, sad and dull adult life might begin.Anyway, for quite some time I have been venting about all of this to my closest friend. Today may have been the last time I saw her before our five/ten-year class reunions. we have decided to hang out(+my 2nd closest friend), but it turnt out not that great.Not only did I saw more proof that she does not really care about me(smth I realized not so long ago), but also she was cold. Most importantly, during our final goodbyes, she told me it was hard to be friends with me because of the negativity and pessimism I bring. Yeah, I was already sad, but that just made it worse. I am a burden and I knew that but I did not expect her to say smth like that. Totally understand and don blame her at all. My closest friend told me that it is really hard being my friend because of all the negativity that i radiate. That might have been the last time I saw her.

The user is experiencing considerable emotional distress, characterized by loneliness, depression, and pessimism about the future. These feelings are exacerbated by a recent incident with a close friend who expressed difficulty in maintaining their relationship due to the user's negativity. The user perceives themselves as a burden and is struggling to find happiness even in social interactions. While there is no explicit mention of self-harm or suicidal thoughts, the level of loneliness, isolation, and perceived loss of friendship could contribute to a high-risk situation for their mental well-being.


Somehow survived to be 30 years old. I never expected it and it is not any easier, but its something. I am cutting on my birthday alone in a parking lot but I am alive. I can still help people before I lose this war with depression. I cannot accomplish enough to find value in myself, though I have tried. I am living for others and that is the best Ill get to in this life. 15 Years, I am in Pain but I am Here

The post expresses feelings of depression and self-harm (cutting), as well as a lack of self-worth and thoughts of living solely for others. These are significant indicators of mental health struggles and potential risk of self-harm or suicidal ideation. The user mentions being in pain and describes a battle with depression, highlighting the seriousness of their situation, potentially requiring intervention and mental health support.


Trying to get diagnosed... Also looking for health insurance Hi,

I recently have started on the journey to get some help. And new to this sub. I've been reading but to scared to put myself out there.

I don't know if I'm bipolar. I've done a bunch of research and I believe I can trace manic highs and depressed lows as far back as very in early in life... I'm 28 now. The last 4 full "swings" as I call them took about 4 and a half to 5 years to run their course. They gotten more pronounced as I started adulthood. This last one landed me a 3 month mania build up with full blown mania for about a month (I wish I could explain this part better... All I can say is that I was not myself and I was pretty delusional about what I could and couldn't accomplish... Sleeping three or four hours every day or two and trying to do everything) and then one of the hardest depressions I've ever experienced for roughly four or five months (suicidal thoughts, complete isolation from everyone and everything including work, weight gain of about 70 pounds, increased self loathing).

I'm also a complete fuck up in life. So maybe that's a consideration. This last time, the catalyst for my swing was believing I could do a new job, and then eventually hiding from it because I couldn't carry some of the tasks out due to anxiety.

I guess I wanted to give out some info since I see a lot of you guys share yourselves openly... And maybe vent, too.

So two days ago was tough. And I've been thinking and thinking about trying to get help, but the farthest I've gotten is two therapy sessions with someone I really didn't hit it off with.

So after having a shitty wave of self hatred that day, I decided to call around again. I found a practice with a therapist and psychiatrist. I went through the process of setting up an appointment to first see the therapist and then the psychiatrist.

I don't have health insurance.

It's a steep bill, but I can pay it.

As a side note, before I tried the new job, I landed myself a decent paying job that is also self employed so I can take days or even weeks off without too many reprocussions. I've done that going on 6 years. It's very difficult to explain but I developed a skill at this job and I could do it the rest of my life if I wanted. But because it is set up the way it is, it doesn't give me health insurance, retirement, or any benefits you might find at other jobs.

I figured if I was going to shell out a wad of cash to self pay for trying to get help (and ongoing therapy if it's recommended), I should look at just self paying for insurance.

I just don't know where to start so I don't get health insurance sales calls. I didn't even know those existed. I was called almost 20 times in 6-8 hours. Fuck maybe more. And I was trying to work.

I don't want to risk ANOTHER set of health insurance salespeople having my information. I just found my state's marketplace? Seems more legit than the 2nd AD on Google.

Does anyone have experience or a better starting place? I asked a family member but no one is in this particular situation. And I don't even understand how health insurance works really.

I'm in my kinda of even place in the episodes. Truth be told, if I hadn't had an exceptionally hard day two days ago and talk to someone about it briefly I probably wouldn't be asking for help. I never really ask for help. But I feel the shit building up against my demons again and I'm so afraid of another swing.

I just want of this train. I need a change.

The user is experiencing mental health challenges that they suspect may be related to bipolar disorder, which can be a very serious condition if not managed properly. They have reported experiencing manic and depressive episodes, including suicidal thoughts. The stakes are high because untreated bipolar disorder can lead to significant personal and professional instability, and even life-threatening situations. Additionally, the user is struggling to navigate the health insurance system without coverage, which further complicates access to necessary mental health services. The situation is less than a maximum 10 because the user is currently seeking help, showing insight into their condition, and is not currently expressing active suicidal intent, but it remains a high-stakes situation that requires timely attention.


Frequent urination Does anyone else have this problem? I'm taking 400 mg Seroquel and I'm not drinking nearly enough water to account for going to the bathroom every 10-30 minutes.

The user is experiencing a possible side effect of medication (Seroquel), which could indicate a medical concern but isn't immediately high-stakes unless it escalates or is combined with other symptoms. However, the situation could become more serious if it leads to dehydration or is a sign of a larger issue with the medication. Reaching out for advice or medical review might be warranted, but there’s no immediate indication of a high-stakes mental health crisis.


Fuck it, I am done with this. I do not want to go through this anymore. I want a change. I want to cry my eyes out until I pass out. Tomorrow I might take all my antidepressants and see what happens. I do not know. Fuck. Help me. What do I do. I do not want to do this but I do not want to do anything else. Fuck it

The user is expressing a high level of distress, contemplating taking all their antidepressants, which indicates potential self-harm or overdose. This suggests an immediate risk to their mental and physical well-being. Additionally, the user is actively seeking help, which indicates they are in a crisis situation that requires urgent intervention.


#incoming moneyzone?

The hashtag '#incoming moneyzone' is vague and lacks context. It could refer to a variety of situations, such as a financial gain or impending expenses. Without more context about the user's mental state or additional content indicating distress, it is difficult to determine if this is a high-stakes situation. Therefore, it is not explicitly related to mental health needs.


Anyone else have trouble verbalizing their thoughts and feelings? I used to be quite eloquent when I was younger, despite not talking to anyone. I always had the right word or description for what I intended to say. If only I wasn’t an asshole and actually practiced conversation..

Not sure where it all started to escape me. Could be when my mental health went downhill, or when I got off my meds, or when I got high almost every day for a year. But nowadays it’s not uncommon for me to struggle to write simple sentences. Sending an email or text takes me way longer than it should.

It really interferes when I’m trying to talk with others. So often I feel like I know what I want to say but the words are just out of reach, and instead of adding to the conversation I’m just like “yeah.. uuuh I feel you”

The user is expressing difficulties in communication due to past experiences with mental health issues and substance use. While they mention having gone off medication and abused substances previously, they do not explicitly indicate current self-harm or dangerous behaviors. However, the struggle with communication due to past mental health issues can indicate underlying issues that may benefit from support. Since they do not describe a current active crisis, it does not reach the highest stakes, but some level of attention or support could be beneficial.


Thinking of going to the beach late night next week. Get some alcohol and go for a swim, allowing myself to drift and drown. I heard after the initial struggle, it feels relaxing. Is this true? What does drowning feel like?

The user's message raises significant concern for their safety and well-being as they describe plans that could lead to self-harm or accidental death. The mention of alcohol combined with swimming at night and contemplating the sensation of drowning indicates a potential risk of suicidal ideation. This situation is high-stakes due to the immediate risk to the person's life.


I took around 60 pills of paracetamol and over a gram of prozac. I understand that this will be a painful death and I may just ruin myself even more but I have nothing left to live for. I hate myself. I want to leave so bad. I did it. I took the pills

The user's message suggests a suicide attempt by overdose, indicating a life-threatening situation. Such situations are high-stakes as they involve immediate risk to the person's life, requiring urgent intervention from mental health professionals or emergency services.


I have just snowballed into an anxious wreck. The job is working in the community for at risk young people.I studied 4 years for this, I have been trying to prepare for the interview over the last few days but anytime I think about it I cannot breathe. Whenever I have lesser job interviews I cannot breathe. I just really cannot handle putting myself out there in any way, I hate trying to sell myself, I am not well spoken and even though i want a job I do not even think I am worth anyone hiring. The irony is in the job I am expected to help young people like myself find jobs yet I have panic attacks whenever I think about putting myself out there to find a job.I am a literal walking contradiction, guess ill continue being unemployed and isolated lol Got an interview for my dream job tomorrow. Think I am going to cancel.

The user is experiencing severe anxiety and panic attacks related to job interviews, which impact their mental well-being and ability to gain employment. This is particularly significant since the user has an upcoming interview for their dream job and is considering canceling due to overwhelming feelings of inadequacy and anxiety. This makes the situation high-stakes for the user's career and mental health, and they appear to be in need of support.


I need help. I am mentally unwell. Help

The user has explicitly stated that they are mentally unwell and in need of help. Mental health situations can be high-stakes due to the potential risk of harm to oneself or others. Given the urgency typically associated with requests for mental health assistance, this situation should be regarded as high-stakes.


At first i wrote to vent. I wanted it all out. that is why i keep coming back here. I do not know what i want right now.I just feel so ... lost. I feel ashamed that i am what i am. I wanted to kill myself. I decided i should not. Just trying so hard to live and just be okay. I want people to talk to me. I want to cry but i cannot. I want to go to sleep but i cannot. I have to study but i cannot. I decide i want to sleep, my head screams that i will not have time to study. i study, my brain screams that I am never going to pass. my eyes say you should cry, i cannot. trying to listen to some minecraft osts to calm myself down, not working. I do not what to do.I guess people have friends to talk to. I just repel everyone away. I do not know what i want anymore.

The user's post expresses feelings of being overwhelmed, lost, hopeless, and shameful about their current state, with explicit mention of past suicidal thoughts. They are struggling to manage daily tasks and to find comfort in their usual coping mechanisms. The repeated references to not knowing what to do, combined with a cry for communication and support from others, suggest that they are in a vulnerable and potentially high-stakes situation.


I have been having suicidal thoughts for about a week now, I just feel horrible. I thought I was getting a little better since I have started antidepressants but I just idk. I cannot help but think it is so easy just ending it, all I need to do is find a place to hang myself and let everything else take it is course. I do not know what is really stopping me .I do not want to be here, I hate the way I am and the way I do things. I hate everything about myself. I do not care what happens to my family when I will be gone, it will not matter since I will not be here anywayI'm just tired of it it is so easy

The user is expressing suicidal thoughts and a plan to take their own life, indicating a high risk of self-harm. They mention specific methods and the intention behind their thoughts, which places this situation in a high-stakes category. The expression of feeling hopeless and not caring about the consequences further signals a need for immediate psychological intervention.


i let this happen i should not have and now I am fucking Paying for it i need this to stop i swear to god I am going to kill myself before the date i gave myself. i feel so unbelievably guilty every single day my body gets worse and i my brain is just on slow mode or some shit help me i am a horrible person

The message indicates a high level of distress, feelings of guilt, and a direct reference to self-harm and suicide. The language used is urgent and desperate, highlighting a need for immediate intervention to ensure the user's safety and provide mental health support.


I am very sad that my motgher did not buy me andy 100 robux same asd my step dad who left me at age 2 when i was little and he is aclh9olic who sdrinks alot of whisky god i hate this world i wish io had bought robux with my stolen moms creidt card and i want to kill myself with a gun from me uncle that touchs me weirdly on me toes when i say no to uno My mom did not buy me 100 robux

The user's message contains multiple indicators of distress, including expressing sadness, mentioning a desire to use a stolen credit card, references to family issues involving alcoholism and inappropriate touching, as well as a statement about wanting to kill themselves. The situation involves potential abuse and suicidal ideation, both of which are high-stakes, requiring immediate attention and support.


yes. i've never been there.

The statement 'yes. i've never been there.' is vague and lacks context, making it difficult to determine any implication regarding stakes. There are no obvious indicators of immediate risk or critical situation related to mental health distress. It could relate to a variety of topics ranging from travel, experiences, or knowledge about a place. Without additional context, assessing stakes related to mental health is challenging.


i'm going to buy my slam dunk ticket today

The statement expresses excitement or anticipation about purchasing a ticket to an event, likely referring to a basketball game or a similar event. It does not indicate any distress or need for mental health support.


nope, and it drives him crazy.

The statement 'nope, and it drives him crazy' is vague and lacks context. While 'drives him crazy' could imply some level of distress, there's insufficient information to determine the severity or stakes of the situation. Without further context, it's challenging to assess whether this is related to a mental health crisis or just a benign expression of frustration.


Constantly “checking” for signs of brain problem Hey, guys. So this is a little difficult to explain, so hopefully I can describe it as cohesively as possible. So, a couple months ago I developed a little obsession with misreading things. I misread a couple of words and immediately began to think “there is something wrong with my brain”. Well now, it’s manifested itself in just about everything. In a bizarre way to prove I do/don’t have a problem, I’ve begun subconsciously “checking” every thing I read and hear to see if I made a mistake. For instance, I’ll skim a headline really fast online, then get frustrated when I misread it (even though I didn’t carefully read it). Because I’m now “checking” every single word I read and hear, I’m constantly misreading, mishearing and misunderstanding things, because I’m focusing on each individual word and not the sentence as a whole. It’s mentally exhausting and is effecting my reasoning skills and memory, which of course, is fueling my health anxiety as it further “proves” I have something wrong with me.

Of course, occupying my mind with this causes me to make many, many mistakes which- you guessed it- fuels it more.

Has anyone else struggled with health anxiety pertaining to a brain problem? This really sucks.

The user is describing symptoms of health anxiety specifically focused on their cognitive abilities, which is causing significant mental exhaustion and distress. This issue is affecting their reasoning skills and memory, indicating a detrimental impact on their daily functioning. While this doesn't necessarily pose an immediate physical risk, the situation involves significant mental health distress and could lead to more severe anxiety or depression if not addressed. Therefore, this situation is relatively high-stakes due to the potential for worsening mental health and the immediate negative impacts on the user’s well-being.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

SSRIs? i have been struggling with health anxiety and general spiraling lately, along with a host of other mental health issues. my psychiatrist recommended i try getting back on an antidepressant as they can sometimes help with anxiety (and my healthy dose of depression needs to be managed). we are thinking of prozac since i responded well to it when i was younger.

anybody on here who responded well to SSRIs specifically in terms of their health/general anxiety? prozac in particular? would love to hear some success stories because tbh i am very anxious about starting but am desperate for relief.

The user is expressing anxiety and mental health struggles and is seeking reassurance about medication, which indicates a vulnerable state. However, they are actively seeking help and engaging with healthcare professionals, suggesting they are managing their situation. They are anxious about starting medication but not displaying urgent distress or crisis signs.


I have been stabbed nearly to death, hit by a truck, crippled from the waist down, bullied because of my autism, and beaten on multiple occasions by people because of what the rest of my families beliefs are. I have been only knowing pain, physically and mentally, for the past 8 fucking years and I just wish there was a quick way to wish it all away. Its not that I *want* to die, but if that was the only option, well, I have been through enough trauma to not even hesitate to pull that trigger. I just cannot take it anymore. Especially with all this bull crap happening now. everyone is fighting each other, and I just wish it would end. You ever just wish you would fall asleep, and never wake up? that would be nice, except I cannot fucking sleep because it hurts to do anything. I cannot, I just cannot with this hole world

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness, trauma, and distress, and suggests a wish to escape their pain permanently. They mention experiencing severe physical and emotional trauma and describe a wish for relief through sleep or the possibility of death if it means an end to their suffering. These are clear indicators of a high risk of harm or suicide. Hence, the situation is extremely high-stakes as it involves potential danger to the individual's life.


Why do I even try anymore? All you all ever do is wear me out, use me, disappoint me and then leave me.Why? What sick pleasure to you all get from it? Do you enjoy watching me suffer? Do you enjoy making me suffer?These past 2-3 days I have been more miserable than in my 8 years worth of depression. Before that I was the happiest for about over a month **at least**.At this point it has to be my fault. Everything always is. I have always been the easy scapegoat, for anything. Nobody cares, I am just a carpet for everyone to walk on when they need to clean their shoes.I have been hurting for years and no one even remotely bat an eye. Everyone is fake. Fake care. Fake attention. Fake friendships. Fake family bonds. Fake work dynamics. Fake love. Fake kindness. Fake fun. All you all do is take and never care about me. I am just a tool.Once I stop being useful, once being myself overshadows the benefits I can bring you just leave me for dead.I have no one in this life. Not one soul. I will see you all in the burning abysses that I will oversee.I do not know when I am going to end it, hell, I have not thought about ending it for the past few months, but today...Just know that my previous 25yo ETA is probably further away than the current ETA.You can all go die. Why do I even try?

The user expresses intense feelings of hopelessness, worthlessness, and betrayal, suggesting a deeply depressed emotional state. The mention of suffering 'more miserable than in my 8 years worth of depression' and ambiguous references to ending their life with a speculated ETA, even though it is not immediate, is alarming. The level of emotional distress and potential risk of self-harm implies a high-stakes situation.


Hey. I am 17 years old and I think I may be suffering from depression. It might be a mild version of it, but it sucks nonetheless. Right now, I am trying to build up the courage to talk to my parents about wanting to get help. Now, my parents are very understanding people and I have no doubt they would help me. The problem is that I do not want to bother them with my issues since I do not want to add more to their stress. Even when I planned on telling them, I just froze, felt my heart race and my throat started to hurt. Like I physically could not do it. They say you should "Plan what you should say beforehand" and "Write a message instead" but I still could not do it. Hell, I am even having a hard time confessing anonymously. Have you guys had similar experiences? What do you think is the best thing to do? Building up the courage to talk

The user is expressing a struggle with symptoms of depression and is seeking advice on how to discuss their situation with their parents, who they describe as supportive. This expression does indicate potential mental health vulnerabilities. While the user mentions confidence in their parents' support, the stress related to talking to them about mental health issues suggests the situation is moderately serious. It's not immediate danger, but disclosing mental health struggles can be a significant step for a young person. There is no mention of acute distress signals like suicidal thoughts or behaviors, which would increase the stakes significantly.


Should I see a neurologist? I am 19,F and have GAD btw

1) Went to a specialist, diagnosed me with occipital neuralgia. i ate the medicine and i no longer get these constant headaches. He did a physical check on me to check my vision, balance and muscle strength and it was fine. He told me to just fix my posture.

2) However, my muscle twitching and numbness (ive always had this my entire life) and my short term memory loss problems got worse. Besides, i now have speech and focusing problems.

Is it just anxiety and it's all just psycho symptomatic pain? Is my (recently diagnosed) anxiety a symptom of something bigger?

The user describes symptoms related to both physical and mental health, including headaches, muscle twitching, memory loss, speech, and focusing problems. While the user has been diagnosed with occipital neuralgia and anxiety, the worsening of symptoms and the concern about a potential underlying neurological issue suggest this situation could have significant implications on the user's health and well-being. Seeking advice from a neurologist might be appropriate to rule out serious conditions. Considering the user's age and the range of symptoms described, this situation is moderately high-stakes in terms of the potential impact on the user's health, but it does not indicate an immediate life-threatening emergency.


but you would buy her cd if she was pretty?

The user's comment seems to reference the physical appearance of a person influencing their decision to purchase a CD. This statement does not inherently indicate a high-stakes situation regarding the need for mental health support. It appears to be more about consumer behavior or personal preference, which does not suggest an immediate risk or crisis scenario.


Am I the only one who do this? When I have too many bad feelings I just lay down in the dark, it does not help me to get better, but if I do not do it I get worse. Is it weird? Lying in the dark when overwhelmed

The user's message suggests they might be experiencing persistent negative emotions and difficulty coping, which are concerning in the context of mental health. However, there is no explicit indication of immediate harm or crisis, like mentions of self-harm or suicidal thoughts. It suggests they use the darkness as a coping mechanism, albeit not a particularly effective one. Therefore, while it is important to monitor and potentially provide support, it is not a situation demanding urgent intervention.


Is it anyhow possible to get rid of bipolar disorder? If traumic events triggered it, cant you stop it by settling with those events? I mean, shouldnt it work like this? I dont want to take meds, isnt there any other way?

The user's message indicates they are seeking alternative treatments for bipolar disorder, possibly due to concerns about medication. This suggests a level of vulnerability and concern about their mental health. While it does not indicate an immediate crisis, it does suggest a significant and important need for proper mental health advice, making it moderately high-stakes.


I hate sounding like a conspiracy theorist I realy do, but this song, Mr kitty Dark side (listen to it if you have not) has realy weird side effects on me, when I listen to this song, I get cold, goose bumps, I get scared, like everyone is watching me, like I am about to fight something big, I get confused about everything, it is like it is telling me to kill myself, just to jump of that building, but then I grow all confused again, but by nothing, I just am confused by nothing. it is realy odd, what is odder is that I love these feelings, it feels like I am on drugs, even though the feelings I have described sound horrible, they feel bliss, they feel amazing, like I am completely isolated, like I am floating, I asked around and Apareantly I need to get professional help Becuase this is not normal, like I get that songs can make you feel emotions and make you happy and sad, but I have never had a song that feels me with genuine fear and paranoia but at the same time wanting more of that fear so I turn then volume up, it is sounds weird but I can realy feel the synthwaves travel through my ears, I can feel each echo of the voice go through my body and make me shiver, it is just weird, what do you guys think? (If you want to listen to the song, be in complete darkness or close your eyes, volume full blast with head phones) This song has weird side effects in me

The user describes experiencing highly unusual and intense emotional and physical reactions to a song, including feelings of paranoia, fear, and a compulsion towards self-harm. This level of emotional disturbance, combined with the acknowledgment that they have been advised to seek professional help, indicates a situation that could have significant implications for the individual's mental health and safety. The user's comments about feeling like they are being told to harm themselves further elevate the stakes, as this could lead to actual self-harm if not addressed. The behavior described is not typical and points to a potential underlying mental health issue that requires attention.


Fuck them. I cannot get any work done. I feel no anxiety. I will not finish any work and I know it. Fuck work. Fuck the system. Fuck money. Fuck my collapsing country. Nothing matters. Fuck deadlines

The user's message expresses a high level of frustration and disillusionment with work, the system, and their surroundings. While this could indicate a state of distress or even burnout, it's not indicative of an immediate crisis or presence of acute mental health threats such as suicidal thoughts or self-harm. However, it does suggest a need for mental health support to address potential burnout, depression, or existential distress.


once in a while is once too many.

The user's statement is vague and could suggest a variety of concerns. It might indicate distress or an event that has occurred more than preferred, which could be related to mental health issues. However, without additional context, it is difficult to assess the exact gravity and nature of the situation.


Lahai Cikgu.. I'm tired of trying to grow up for a member of usya

The user's post suggests a sense of fatigue and possibly emotional distress related to expectations or pressures from a group. While this could be indicative of needing mental health support, the message is not explicitly stating a severe or immediate crisis. It may reflect common feelings of frustration or stress, but these could escalate without support. It's important to consider this in the context of a larger pattern of behavior or other signals from the user.


Advice on how to deal with friend? And advice about how to deal with the impact of this on myself? Self-esteem hit new lows and had already felt really humiliated about assault before and wanted to tell friends to stop feeling so bad about it and to be able to talk to someone on days when my PTSD got really bad. But now I feel even more humiliated about it and feel like anyone that knows is going to see me as damaged, so theres a lot of shame. I'm also terrified to talk to anyone else about it.

The user's message indicates feelings of humiliation, low self-esteem, shame, and the aftermath of an assault along with PTSD symptoms. These are serious mental health concerns. The user expresses fear and hesitation in discussing their issues, which indicates isolation and the potential risk of worsening mental health. The need for support is crucial in this situation, as these factors can severely impact well-being.


waiting for uncertainty, please be anxious

The user's statement suggests a mental state of anxiety and uncertainty, which can be indicative of an underlying mental health issue that may require support. While it's not an explicit call for help, the language used ('be anxious') implies that the user is experiencing distress. This situation is therefore sensitive and could have significant implications for the user’s well-being if left unaddressed.


I do not believe I will ever do it but I wrote a note for some reason and it terrifies me. Just a few hours ago I was having a panic attack when I grabbed a rope and tied it around my neck till I could not breathe. I wrote a suicide note yeaterday

The user's message indicates immediate and serious risk of self-harm or suicide. They have written a suicide note and have described actions consistent with a suicide attempt. This situation is high-stakes due to the potential threat to the user's life, requiring urgent attention from mental health support services.


i dont bother doing anything all day and im failing college yet im still tired and im constantly thinking about suicide

The user has expressed thoughts of suicide, which indicates a mental health crisis. Such situations are considered extremely high-stakes as they involve the risk of self-harm or suicide, requiring immediate attention and intervention to ensure the safety and well-being of the individual involved.


I am completely shaken. This lady sounded SO insanely bored, I have talked to Internet-provider customer service workers with more pep and care. Was in the midst of a crisis, at a total loss. I could not think straight, struggling to talk through tears. It was like she did not even listen to what I was saying.I used precious vacation days and spent the last week off from work because of my mental health. Instead of taking steps to get better like I planned, I could not even get off the couch to brush my teeth or cook. I have to go back to work tomorrow and know I simply cannot do it, I cannot even get dressed. But I used up all my vacation days, and I DESPERATELY need money. For the last 5 months until July, I was paying two rents because I had to move early due to WFM protocol ending, and was just BARELY scraping by. I have a lot of medical debt, paying 200/month for past therapies. I cannot go to a doctor right now, I simply do not have the money. I already have a $500+ backlog of payments to make to my current therapist, who is been graciously patient while I get my finances in order.I told her all this, and she was like in this flat tone "okay, what is your plan C?" as if it was just the easiest thing I could come up with on the spot. And I was just, stunned in silence for a moment, and then just hung up.This just feeds as another sign that this world is horrible and life is not worth living. I look desperately for help, and cannot find any. The top result for google searches of "depression hotline" or "mental health crisis hotline" is all ads for things that look like scams. It feels so hopeless.I just needed to vent. I emailed my therapist asking for his guidance, so at least tomorrow I will have something to go on. Just called the Suicide Prevention Hotline, I am in absolute shock by how horrible it was

The situation described indicates a severe mental health crisis. The user is experiencing an overwhelming mix of personal, financial, and emotional stress. The fact that the user mentions the thought that life is not worth living and their efforts to reach out to the Suicide Prevention Hotline demonstrates the seriousness and urgency of their condition. This situation is high-stakes given the potential risk to their well-being.


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I have already made up my mind. Unless I can switch bodies miraculously I am living on borrowed time. Really, I do not know why I have not killed myself sooner. I am useless and have no achievements but that is not what bugs me. I cannot live with this body. I do not want to do any acceptance self-love crap, I just want to die so I do not have to suffer with this anymore. I am not looking for advice or anything, I am just venting because I have nowhere else to rant off to. I am not depressed either. This is the logical conclusion I have come to that I must end my life. The hardest part right now is finding the right method with the least likelihood of failure and/or mess afterwards. I have already been through a pill overdose which was a shitty attempt but that was two years ago. I am making sure no concerned party calls 911 on me the next time. that is why I am keeping this information from everyone who can stop me. In addition to that, getting 'help' *will* have a worse outcome in my circumstances, believe me. I am already a waste of everyone is resources and my rationale for dying is reinforced through myriad triggers throughout the day. My parents said they would be devastated if something happened to me but I told them that if they really cared about me they would help me find a way to end my suffering for good. They are convinced I just need a med adjustment to feel better but that is not going to fix my gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia. it is all bullshit. The kindest thing someone could do for me right now is point me in the right direction to an easy death that will not traumatize anyone. I am past wanting to get help

The user expresses a strong intent to end their life, indicating suicidal ideation, and has attempted suicide before. They mention feeling hopeless about their situation and are actively seeking methods to die while hiding their intentions from others. These factors signify an immediacy and seriousness in the need for intervention. Mental health crises involving suicidal thoughts are considered high-stakes because they involve the risk of irreversible harm—loss of life.


there is stage of grief denial anger bargaining depression and acceptance

The user is referencing the stages of grief, which are related to emotional and psychological distress. While it’s not explicitly indicative of immediate mental health crisis, discussing these stages could imply the user is going through a significant and potentially distressing personal situation that might require support.


Looking for success storiesHello! So, I am looking for some success stories with taking antidepressants. What situation-crisis happened in your life that you had to take medicine to overcome it? And did you managed to deal with the situation, stop medicine and start living happy life again?At the moment I am having difficulties after graduation. Some kind of existential crisis/depression/depersonalisation/anhedonia something like that. When I realised that I do not want to be alive anymore I decided to seek help. I tried all kind of natural ways to boost my mood, but nothing helped, so had to accept that I need antidepressants. Its really hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, so some inspiring and motivating stories would help a lot. :) How did you overcome your crisis?

The user describes experiencing significant mental health issues such as depression and existential crisis, and mentions that they have had thoughts of not wanting to be alive anymore. This suggests a serious mental health concern, as they are considering or have begun using antidepressants but still feel unable to 'see the light at the end of the tunnel.' They are seeking success stories, which indicates a need for hope and connection, elements that are crucial in times of severe mental health distress.


well, you can't play baseball in a rainstorm.

The statement about not being able to play baseball in a rainstorm is likely a metaphorical or literal statement about weather conditions affecting a baseball game. There are no direct indicators of mental health crisis or any high-stakes implications. It seems more like a common phrase or observation.


fuck I hate my self I am so ugly I look in the mirror I will rather take a buck shot to my chest and die upon my rest lord fuck you for what you created I hate my self people say you cannot hate what you cannot understand fuck that shit every day I feel as if I cannot adjust setting my life down the wrong path my plans all fucked got my head wrapped up in a bunch I want to fucking kill my self and I know suicide is calling I tried to better my self for better but it seems not even a girl can make it better fuck I am such a pussy I do not even know who I am I am disgusted by my self in every way possible thinking about nothing is seemingly impossible I know to only think about ur self is selfish but I do not care at this point because who is going to care about a bitch with no face no taste always begging for a better life but will never get a fucking taste trust me I tried to make my life better but it seems nothing can make it better just the worst is the worst and sometimes you have to accept the worst but I cannot I am such a fucking pussy I do not even know what I am anymore

The post clearly expresses feelings of self-loathing, despair, and contemplation of suicide. The language used indicates a high level of distress, hopelessness, and a potential risk of self-harm. Recognizing these signs is crucial, as the user appears to be in immediate need of mental health support. This situation is considered high-stakes due to the explicit mention of wanting to end their life and the intensity of the emotions expressed.


I used to feel empty inside almost all the time. it is like a void inside which seems like non-fillable but few months back I decided to do something about it. I did not want to feel like crap all the time. So I started on self development.I started small like waking up early instead of sleeping till 10 or 11 am and letting my depression and sadness sink in . Then when It became slightly bearable, I started programming again (I used to be good at it but my depression took the fun out it). I admit this was a hard road since I was out of practice and when I was unable to code. I used to think how I wasted so many years being depressed and thus subconsciously slipping into it again.Again I had to pull myself together.This feels like never ending process since I have been depressed half of my life (I am 23M :p) but atleast I was not that sad anymore.So six months down the line.I am brushing up my maths (important for programming)Working out few times a week.Learning guitar (bought it years back but you know depression)I have still social anxiety and I am social awkward but that is another days problem. Right now I am working on my depression. Filling the void.

The user describes a past experience of struggling with depression and feeling empty, which can be serious, but they also mention actively working on self-improvement and seeing some positive changes. Although there might still be underlying mental health challenges, the user appears to be in a phase of recovery or improvement, reducing the immediate stakes. However, the acknowledgment of past serious mental health struggles suggests a need for awareness and potential support.


Every day I wake up wanting to die. Right now, my sister is terminally ill. I am here waiting for her to die. I do not know if its months or even years. I wish I could die from a massive pulmonary embolism while I am sleeping. I do not really want to kill myself. For a variety of reasons. But, I have a plan. I think it will work. I worry about my partner finding my body. Leaving my elderly parents childless. Who will feed my cat. And that is why I am here. But I do not want to keep feeling like this. Has anyone ever successfully recovered from this level of depression? How do people stop feeling like this?

The user expresses a clear desire to die and mentions having a plan, indicators of a potential risk for suicide. Additionally, they are experiencing a significant personal crisis with their sister's terminal illness, suggesting an elevated state of emotional distress. Despite not wanting to actively pursue suicide due to concerns for others, the presence of a plan increases the stakes significantly. Reaching out for help and asking for advice on recovery indicates a glimmer of hope, but the overall risk remains high as the user is in significant emotional pain.


I am just not excited for anything anymore except for drinking and smoking. I kind of feel sad, but numb at the same time. Its just so weird. I keep hoping that I do not wake up when I go to bed unfortunately I do idk just needed to put out some of my thoughts out there. do not necessarily feel better but whatever. :) I feel like I do not belong anywhere.

The user expresses feelings of sadness, numbness, and a lack of excitement for life activities, mentioning a reliance on drinking and smoking for excitement. Additionally, they express a concerning sentiment of hoping not to wake up, which could suggest suicidal ideation. These are indicators of potential mental health issues such as depression, and the user's statement 'I do not belong anywhere' suggests a feeling of isolation. This scenario suggests a person in possible distress, indicating a higher stakes situation due to the potential risk to their mental and physical well-being.


so let me explain what happened today I had a fight with my mom and then out of nowhere she said "if you killed yourself nobody would cry at your funeral" I already made a post about my life but anyway after hearing that I went to the roof and I just started crying screaming and talking about the unfair treatment life has given to me, we are in a new city, so I have no friends, nothing, nobody to talk to, I really want to let hatred consume me or maybe it already did, I really do not know what to do I am lost

The situation described indicates a potential mental health crisis, as the user expresses feelings of isolation, despair, and potentially suicidal thoughts. The statement from the user's mother is particularly concerning and could exacerbate the user's distress. This context suggests the user may require immediate mental health support to ensure their safety and well-being.


Need to forget thingsWork is still depressing and I still feel overwhelmed and left behind with a lot of things, but I do know one thing that I always seem to forget when I get deep in my thoughts: I have awesome people who are still by my side. One coworker is depressed with me so we vented on the tailgate of his truck during break while he smoked a cigar. The other coworker and I are fine. Hes inviting more people to our outings and I told him that I am ok with it and if we could still go together some days. Hes my go-to for a lot of things and I feel like I have been losing him for the past month so I am making damn sure I am keeping the only thing that I look forward to from time to time. I love spending time with him and shooting the shit. I know our favorite thing cannot be just our, but when other people get in the picture, it will be harder to truly vent and get things off your chest. The people he invited are cool but again, I have been through a lot of shit this past month that my friend would understand. I hope him and I will go next weekend because its long overdue, but the group thing can be whenever. Anyway, I am not completely depressed, just trying to hang on to something. I know everything will be ok. I love my coworkers. I know I did not lose my buddy. Its just been crazy lately. Everything will be ok

The user expresses feelings of being overwhelmed and acknowledges depressive emotions, but they also highlight the importance of supportive relationships in their life. They articulate coping mechanisms, such as spending time with friends, and demonstrate a belief that things will improve. This suggests they are aware of their emotional struggles but are actively seeking support and reassurance from their social circle, which decreases the immediate stakes. However, the mention of depression and feeling overwhelmed warrants attention as it could escalate.


Usually, if you're restless for a long time, surely after that something will happen or not

The statement reflects potential anxiety or anticipation about future events, which can be an indicator of underlying mental health issues like chronic anxiety or stress. However, the statement is somewhat vague and doesn't directly express a crisis or an immediate need for mental health intervention. Therefore, it suggests a moderate concern but not an urgent high-stakes situation.


Help meplease. I am messedup rn. I lost everything and just need a couple dollars. $ parishrmack I sleep outside. I am doing the best i can to find work but i also smell bad. I am starving n just want some money for food. This is my last resort.I will give you proof Idk what to do at this point. I am a 20yr oldhomless woman and I am starvingndesperate. Thinking ofk.illing myself today

The user's message indicates a highly distressing situation involving homelessness, lack of resources for basic needs such as food, and suicidal thoughts. This is a crisis situation where the user's immediate safety and mental health are at risk. The mention of suicidal thoughts makes it imperative for immediate intervention from mental health professionals or crisis services.


I am not depressed but i feel sometimes null in life because when i see life of any one who is poor and labour i feel guilty and thinks how many people are there are poor and works do labor and have not good food to eat , i see when animals that go in slaughter house and i feel what is value of life , nothing for them? Nothing , i realize that so many people die and died in past we are just very little tiny part of time gap , why we live if there is death and after that nothing , why just do not die at this moment nothing going to change , I even do not take try to hustle for waking up in morning and again go to sleep , I mostly sleep when there is no work or lectures , i am not sucidal but if someone puts gun on my head i will just be happy and smile at that moment Not sucidal but definitely something feel like nihilism

The user expresses a deep sense of existential nihilism and questions the value and purpose of life, while also stating they are not suicidal. These feelings can be concerning as they suggest persistent negative and hopeless thoughts about life’s meaning. Although the user declares they are not suicidal, the mention of feeling indifferent about life-threatening scenarios indicates a potential risk factor for mental health issues. The feelings of guilt and pointlessness might benefit from further mental health support, as they can worsen over time, though there is no immediate risk of harm mentioned.


do i need a constant flow of helium or do i just fill the bag once and seal it when using the suicide bag with helium method? i need an advice

The user's inquiry about the method for using a 'suicide bag with helium' is indicative of suicidal ideation and planning. This is a high-stakes situation because it involves immediate risks to the individual's life, necessitating urgent mental health intervention.


I cannot laugh at funny parts in movies when I am alone. How come we only laugh at movies only when were with others?

The user's comment reflects a curious observation about social behavior and does not suggest immediate mental health concerns. Laughing with others is a common social phenomenon where people are more likely to exhibit certain behaviors in groups compared to when they are alone. The statement doesn't express any distress or danger.


My half birthday, August 3rd. I will probably be dead by then. I have a date

The user's message contains an indication of a potential timeline for self-harm ('probably be dead by then'), which is often a high-stakes concern in mental health contexts. It is crucial to take any mention of death or self-harm seriously, as it might imply suicidal ideation, making this situation high-stakes.


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I have no friends, I have no life, I have never kissed a girl and I am turning 22 this year. Dropped out of high school because education in China is brainwashing, (yes I am from China) basically a psychological conditioning education designed to break you so you do not go against the Chinese government when you are old enough to understand what is going on. Internet censorship is increasingly restricted, could not afford to study abroad. I was given many opportunities to make a difference in my life but I threw them away like garbage, taking things from granted. I was young and stupid, chose comfort whenever possible. Now I am at the lowest point in my life, I am tired of fighting, tired of not having the rights a human shall deserve, worse yet I am cannot leave the country because China is denying passport for ordinary citizens, the government keeps telling lies in faulty logic. Ironically my English is way better than my native language, Chinese language is really stupid in terms of thinking. I am really tired of admiring a freer life that I could never have. I am think I am going to say peace to this F****d up life of mine. Was thinking about seeking international protection, I was persecuted for being a more open minded person, but from what I have seen UNHCR in Asia is a joke. I really do not know what to do. I am tired.

The user expresses feelings of isolation, frustration with their current living situation, and a sense of hopelessness about their future. They explicitly mention feeling tired of life and describe contemplating significant actions, which indicates a potential mental health crisis. The mention of not seeing a way out of their circumstances, combined with the language suggesting despair ('going to say peace to this F****d up life'), elevates the stakes of the situation tremendously, as it could imply suicidal ideation.


I finally want to admit that my depression rules over every aspect of my life. I feel like a zombie almost every hour of my life. I am a disabled veteran that does not feel like the V.A. provides quality or consistent mental health care. Any advice on free or reduced mental health care in Hampton Roads Virginia? I am a Depressed Veteran

The user is expressing feelings of severe depression and dissatisfaction with their current mental health care, which are serious concerns. They are seeking advice on finding free or reduced mental health care, indicating a struggle in accessing necessary support services. The fact that they are a disabled veteran raises the stakes as veterans can be at a higher risk for mental health issues, including depression and PTSD. This situation is high-stakes due to the potential risk to the individual's mental health and well-being.


I am out fellas. cannot go on anymore. I am tired of this. I hope you are all stronger than me that is it

The user's message suggests a state of emotional distress and potential self-harm intentions. Phrases like 'cannot go on anymore' and 'I am tired of this' are often associated with individuals considering or contemplating self-harm or suicide. This constitutes a high-stakes situation as it can involve immediate risk to the user's life.


She was meeting her boyfriend (the one before my dad) because he was getting out of prison. Leaving my dad. So since my mom left you are probably thinking that the abuse stopped there huh? Unfortunately no. It was my dad's turn to use me as a punching bag.

The user is discussing domestic abuse, a situation which is inherently high-stakes due to the physical and emotional harm involved. The mention of being used as a 'punching bag' suggests ongoing violence, which requires immediate attention and intervention from mental health professionals and possibly law enforcement. The situation involves trauma that can have long-term psychological effects. These factors contribute to the high-stakes nature of the situation.


Recovered, but it's too late I suffered from severe AVPD from my late teens into my early twenties. During this time, I cut off my old school friends and then didn't go to uni. In fact, I pretty much became a recluse.

I eventually started to recover when I was about 22. I'm now in my late twenties, and though I feel I've overcome most AVPD symptoms, I feel like I am too old to make new friends. I've managed to sort of reconnect with 2 school friends, but there was a five year gap in communication so things feel different.

I really feel like I would've made my lifelong friends at uni, but I didn't make it there. I don't know how to accept the damage that isolating myself during those critical years has done.

As I've recovered from AVPD, I've realised I'm not that weird of a person, and I can actually get on with people fine. But those friend making opportunities of school and uni have long passed. It now feels like no matter how sociable or cool or fun I am, it doesn't matter, because everyone already has established friends from school or uni and doesn't want anymore.

Has anyone else experienced this? Recovered but just too late - the damage is done?

The text indicates a person reflecting on past experiences and expressing feelings of regret and missed opportunities due to AVPD (avoidant personality disorder). While this is a sensitive issue and the individual shows signs of loneliness and a desire for connection, they also speak of positive changes, recovery, and reconnecting with some friends. There is no immediate indication of a crisis needing urgent mental health support, such as explicit mentions of self-harm, suicidal thoughts, or current severe distress. However, the individual's reflection on their social life and experiences of isolation in the past suggests a need for support and counseling might be beneficial.


@mattstevensloop thanks Matt, I'm glad you like it ... no algorithmic music gigs planned so far though

The user is discussing music gigs and a person named Matt. There is no indication of distress, urgent needs, or mention of mental health concerns in the message. It appears to be a normal conversation about the user's musical activities.


Will I ever be able to trust women? I (F 25) was physically, emotionally and sexually abused in my childhood by a woman. I’ve always found it hard to open up to woman and have never been able to trust them. I have a few close friends that are women but I end up seeing all the negative in them and not the positive and become paranoid they want to manipulate me. I want to feel a strong genuine bond with girls, I really do, but I just can’t.

The user's message indicates a deep emotional struggle stemming from past trauma, specifically relating to issues of trust and relationships with women. This could be impactful on their mental and emotional well-being and suggests underlying psychological distress. Such issues could benefit from professional mental health support, making the situation fairly high-stakes. The consequences of untreated trauma might hinder personal relationships and overall quality of life.


I recreated a few drawings during my rapid cycling...feel free to tell me they suck. I am a type ll and my hypomania makes me want to colour everything while my depression makes me want to kill myself...so I tried this method of venting...hope you like them...
Thank you for reading

The user mentions experiencing hypomania and depression, with a serious mention of suicidal thoughts ('depression makes me want to kill myself'). This indicates that they are potentially in a vulnerable mental state and could be in need of mental health support. The mention of attempting to vent through art suggests they are trying to cope, but the explicit mention of suicidal ideation makes this situation high-stakes.


Constantly thinking about killing myself, wasting my life doing nothing never experiencing the joys of life only the miseries. I used to just spend it in my room cutting and cutting then hanging myself on the doorknob to no avail just slightly discomforting my throat. I barely function as a normal person, always blank mind never relating to anyone just thinking about killing myself. I hope I kill myself by the end of the week never enjoyed this life. fucking wish I owned a gun would have splattered my head by now instead of posting on this fucking stupid shit I am tired of it all

The user's post expresses clear signs of acute distress, suicidal ideation, and previous self-harm attempts. This indicates a critical need for immediate mental health intervention. The language used suggests the person is in a state of crisis, and there are repeated mentions of suicidal thoughts and intentions. Such situations are considered extremely high-stakes as they involve the potential risk of harm or loss of life.


Two days ago, I had my first mental breakdown at work because I was blamed for everything for a mistake which in my opinion was not my fault, crying for 15 minutes (at home, homeoffice)Let me summarize what happened. I am a sales (not manager) guy, and I am in charge of pricing and getting orders from my customers and especially maintaining the situation for new/R&D projects and its sample phases. I have one senior (manager) colleague from purchasing who is in charge of purchase and she is responsible for preparing stock. So we have to (unfortunately) keep in touch and work together as she needs to know the project situation from my customers and prepare stock accordingly.So, in beginning of this year, my customer gave me information of the material list and that SOP is scheduled for November 2021. The lead times for us to prepare is long (40+ weeks), thus my colleague keeps asking me if she should issue orders to our suppliers. As I did not want to go for any risks, I warned my customer about the lead times and said they should release firm orders to us, so I have a commitment and know they will buy the stuff we prepare. My customer kept saying the list is still not finalized but the list would go to the forecast soon and release order soon and they are aware of the lead times. I explained to my colleague to only order if we have something firm and she agrees, and says she would wait until the list of items are in our customer's purchase list/forecast in their system.Still, in mid of 2021 we still have not received any firm orders and I kept pushing my customer every week. The only reply was, that orders will come soon. Then, last week I received feedback from my customer that the list got smaller and only 4 of the 10 original items are needed (Still no order from customer). At the moment my colleague told our director that we actually already issued order to our supplier (to my surprise) for the 10 items and I am at fault for now having dead stock because I am bad at managing this. Furthermore, She kept asking and harassing me why the customer did not release any orders despite SOP is November. I told her I explained to the customer many times and they said they understand the situation and will wait with the lead time. Furthermore, it is not our fault if the customer does not release orders when we explained them many times the conditions. Well, she did not care or give a fuck.So after that my colleague harassed me for being bad at this job and managing poorly and being fault for having dead stock now (SHE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR PURCHASES TO OUR SUPPLIERS!!!!), she of course snitched and complained at out managing director and blamed everything on me. Because I am quite the small fry compared to her in the company hierarchy, the director at first believed only her story and continued criticizing me. Every try of me to explain that I told her to only order when there is commitment from customer, and that we did not know the list of materials was still pending until last week, was seen as a poor excuse. My director looked for reasons to blame me, such as it was also my responsibility to oversee what is ordered and to tell the customer they need to buy our stuff if we already prepare that for them. When I tried to say we should not have ordered at the first place which is her responsibility, I was just shut down.After that I just hoped to die with my 30 years instantly. I was just frustrated of everything and wanted to cease to exist and cried in the corner for 15 minutes.... I think this is what we call power harassment in the office and I guess I was the victim... Never felt so miserable but I think this is unfortunately quite common in work life. I am at this company now for 4 years and I realized the senior purchasing colleague is a bigshot because she is good at maintaining her juniors low and never letting anyone overtake her. She keeps all the difficult work for herself so that no one can replace her. So unfortunately, even if she has problems with some colleagues, she is not easily replaceable.Today my superior helped me and we had a 2 hour meeting with my director explaining what I did for this project since 2020 and made clear that I never supported the idea to order stuff without commitment from customer. Thank god, after that my director believed me and said he will check why our purchasing team ordered the stuff....But still, I still feel miserable for being blamed and that senior colleague from purchasing of mine will for sure continue to do so next time and blame everyone for little mistakes as long as she benefits from that...I used to be such a motivated man when I started working, now I just realize how fuckup this worklife can be.... First mental breakdown at work and cried for 15 minutes

The user describes a situation that involves significant emotional distress due to workplace harassment and a breakdown in communication leading to scapegoating. They have experienced a mental breakdown, expressed a feeling of hopelessness, and questioned their existence. These are indicators of a potentially severe mental health situation. The situation is high-stakes in terms of mental health because it could escalate if not addressed, particularly since the user expressed a desire to "cease to exist," which could suggest suicidal ideation. The involvement of a superior and a meeting to address the misunderstanding is a positive step, but ongoing harassment by the senior colleague remains a critical concern.


Tell me in the personal message, let us not give ideas to others here Can someone do me 1 favour? I have decided and no one can change my mind on this that I have to die as soon as possible. So please help me decide the best way to kill myself with less pain, fast death. Thank you.

The message contains clear indications of suicidal intent, with the user expressing a desire to end their life and seeking methods to do so, categorizing it as an emergency situation requiring immediate attention.


This week really can't calm down– there's just something that's bothering me

The user expresses that something is bothering them, but does not indicate a crisis or high level of distress. While they might be experiencing some mental discomfort or stress, it doesn't necessarily imply a high-stakes situation requiring immediate intervention. However, they could benefit from support and should be monitored for any escalation.


would anyone like to chat or maybe even voice chat i m just feeling like a total mess at the moment

The user is expressing feelings of distress by stating they feel like a 'total mess.' While this indicates a need for support, the specific request to chat or voice chat suggests they are reaching out for connection rather than urgent crisis intervention. Without further context indicating imminent danger or severe mental health crisis, the situation seems to be of moderate concern.


I cannot stop thinking about killing myself even when I am in a good mood it can change in a split second it feels like i just get hit by a tsunami of self hatred, hoplessness and guilt. If I am walking down the road I am constantly thinking of getting hit, if I am in my house I am thinking of jumping out the window head first or overdosing on a bunch of tablets or cutting myself. And I am terrified to tell anyone in my life that incase they think I am faking or looking for attention. I do not know what to do

The user expresses persistent suicidal thoughts, feelings of hopelessness, and self-hatred, which are clear indicators of a high-risk situation for mental health issues. The fear of reaching out for help exacerbates the risk, as they are not currently seeking support from personal relationships or professionals. This points to a crisis situation requiring immediate attention from mental health professionals.


muzzzza ur a bad a kateedwards

The situation described by the user does not contain explicit indications of high-stakes issues such as self-harm, threats to others, or severe distress. It appears to be a nonsensical or random statement without context suggesting immediate mental health support is needed.


like you don't know yourself, fak

The statement made by the user could be interpreted in various ways, and without additional context, it is challenging to determine its stakes accurately. While it may come off as casual or dismissive, it could also indicate self-doubt or a cry for help, which might be relevant in mental health terms. However, on its own, it does not explicitly convey a high-stakes situation such as imminent harm or severe distress. Thus, while it is worth observing for more context, the situation presented doesn't immediately suggest an urgent high-stakes scenario.


Even with consultations with a psychiatrist, taking antidepressants, I have no energy for anything. I feel useless, I cannot study, I cannot work, I cannot do anything, just stay in bed almost all day Sleeping almost 14 hours a day

The situation described by the user indicates significant mental health challenges that are impacting their daily life, despite being under treatment with a psychiatrist and medication. The level of functionality is low as they struggle with basic activities such as studying or working. Such scenarios often require immediate mental health intervention and can potentially lead to crisis situations if not addressed properly. The stakes are high because the user's condition affects their basic functioning and overall well-being.


Anyone get constant goosebumps from anxiety? Hey so this is a pretty weird situation I'm in, but I've only just realized that my recently turned severe anxiety could possibly have a connection to me getting goosebumps all the time. First, I get a bad full body chill from high stress and boom, my skin is goosebumpified for the entire day. It's just a weird symptom that I wonder anyone else had.

The user is expressing a physical symptom related to anxiety, a common mental health issue. However, there is no indication that the situation is critical, life-threatening, or needing immediate intervention. It is valuable to acknowledge and support them, but it is not a high-stakes situation typically associated with severe mental health crises.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

I do not get why suicide is so frowned upon. If you knew me, you would want me to do it. The suicide hotline did not pick up

The message indicates a potential risk for self-harm or suicidal thoughts, as the user explicitly mentions suicide and feeling of worthlessness. The mention of the suicide hotline not responding suggests they may have sought help but did not receive it, increasing the urgency of the situation.


I do not know if people could understand me, but while people are busy with their life trying to reach their dreams, learning, improving and spend their time having friends and love ones. I was focus in trying to find ways to end my life I did not try to remember peoples names or to try to make a lot of friends, to study hard, to compete or to have fun with friends. I could not remember my teachers name, even the places I have been , the people I have met I did not bother to remember them because I was thinking that it would be useless because I wanted to die anyways.. and now that I am on my twenties and there are times when I feel better and wanted to go forward.. I cannot because i did not know how to live like a normal human being.. I feel like I did not know anything and wasted years in my life not learning about life.. and now that I wanted to live sometimes.. I cannot and I do not know how. I feel like an alien seeing other people and try mimicking how they do things even though I cannot fully understand..I am different because my sole purpose was to die while everyone else wants to live How to live

The user is expressing feelings of suicidality, isolation, and a lack of purpose, which are serious mental health concerns. They mention having spent years considering ending their life and now feel disconnected and unable to live a 'normal' life. This indicates a high-stakes situation where mental health support is urgently needed.


Was lamenting the stuck jnt package.

The user is expressing frustration over a technical or logistical issue (a 'stuck jnt package'), which might be related to a delivery or a service package that is delayed or not progressing as expected. While this situation can be annoying and inconvenient, it does not inherently suggest an immediate risk to their mental health or well-being without additional context. However, if the user's frustration contributes to broader mental health issues, further monitoring or engagement might be warranted.


Stress after coming home Guys I really need your help. I don't know when it started but here it is. When I am in college studying and having fun with friends, its great. I am even quiet popular in group. But when I leave from there I don't know but I just stress a lot. I do have situation where my talk is cut off, in a normal way as everyone else's does. but I cant get over it.

And other things which I don't even know make me stress. and then I start overthinking and cant do nothing. i might start to bit nails, scratching skin during the stress.

After like an hour or two are passed, i am normal and very productive and enjoy it.

Please I need help.

The individual's description indicates they experience stress and anxiety symptoms after social interactions, such as nail-biting and skin scratching. These behaviors suggest that the individual may have underlying mental health concerns, like anxiety or stress-related disorders. However, the person is seeking help and still functions normally after some time, suggesting the situation is moderate but still warrants attention.


If you're nervous, you can't sleep normally.. this one is more fun, can't sleep too :)

The user's post suggests that they are experiencing sleeplessness due to nervousness, which is a common symptom of anxiety or stress. However, the tone of the message seems light-hearted or sarcastic, implying they might be minimizing or trying to make light of the situation rather than expressing severe distress. While the inability to sleep can be an issue, the post doesn't explicitly cry out for immediate mental health support or suggest a high-risk situation like self-harm or suicidal thoughts.


She does not care about me so there is nothing left to lose. Tomorrow's the day fellas

The user's statement 'there is nothing left to lose' indicates a potential crisis or an extreme situation where the user might feel hopeless or is considering self-harm or suicide. The phrase 'Tomorrow's the day fellas' could suggest a plan or a specific action they intend to take soon, which signals an urgent need for intervention. Such indications are typical signs of someone in mental distress who may be at risk.


of course. i have lots of best friends.

The statement 'of course. i have lots of best friends.' seems casual and does not indicate any immediate high-stakes situation, such as a mental health crisis or distress. The user claims to have a strong social support network, which is generally a positive sign in the context of mental health.


Now I graduated but guess what? cannot find any job because I will join the military in 2 months ( it is obligatory where I live ) . Even shit jobs like customer service will not hire me .So here I am : 25, never had relationship, never had real job, on medications. If only my parents were dead, I will do it without hesitate. I tried to have a life, but I was not given a chance

The situation involves a person expressing feelings of frustration and hopelessness. Mention of wishing harm upon parents, even if conditional, and feelings of failure and medication use, could indicate mental health struggles and potential risk. This suggests a need for support and assessment of their mental state. However, there is not an explicit immediate risk mentioned, but the situation should be taken seriously due to the negative emotions expressed.


@kingxhesh,,just fucking kill me already i dont want to be here anymore

The user's statement expresses a desire to die, which is a strong indicator of suicidal ideation. Such expressions are usually high-stakes because they could imply the user is at immediate risk of harm. Given the seriousness of mental health crises, this situation should be treated with urgency and sensitivity to provide the appropriate support or intervention.


to show respect to god and others.

The statement 'to show respect to god and others' does not indicate any immediate or direct risk or mental health need. It seems to reflect a personal value or belief rather than distress or urgency. Therefore, it does not appear high-stakes in the context of identifying mental health support needs.


@petesanderson A little of what you fancy does you good, I am told

The tweet seems to be a general statement about indulging in something one enjoys. It doesn't indicate any immediate risk or need for mental health support. There is no mention of distress, harmful behavior, or any context implying a crisis.


i m dealing with debt wasted year of my university getting awful grade i disappoint my family left and right i have no confidence in myself and i hate my body i wa low key molested by my best friend when he wa drunk my childhood dog had to be put down after i took care of her for month prior and i feel like it my fault tht i could ve done something better or idk i find solace in anime but even that is starting feel dull i thought i knew what i wanted to do with my life and career but i m so lost i dont know what to do and at this point i feel like ive ruined my life beyond repair i know im and most people just say that im young and i just have too dust everything off and it ll be fine but it not it never is and ive been in this loop of depression since i wa i think about taking my life and then think about how selfish it is to my friend family and little sister i can t do that to her and yet i still think about i i m so lost

The user is expressing severe emotional distress, mentioning a variety of impactful issues including academic struggles, familial disappointment, body image issues, history of molestation, loss of a pet, and suicidal thoughts. These are serious mental health concerns that indicate the user is in a fragile and dangerous mental state. The mention of feeling lost and contemplating suicide underscores an urgent need for support and intervention.


that is it. I feel helpless, desperate and hopeless. My hair is damaged & weak because I am stressing out, I am stressing about not being stressed enough, I want to be busy. I do not want to feel like this ever again. I cannot live anymore. My hard work will never pay off, so I am giving up.Fuck this shit, why only me? From now onwards, I will never do anything. I will never work hard, I will never practice, I will not give a fuck about my career and future. The toll that all of this has taken on me is that now I feel happiness only when I think about suicide. No pain, no sufferings, No worries, nothing. I give up.

The user expresses feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, and a lack of motivation. They mention thoughts of suicide, indicating a serious risk to their well-being. Expressions of giving up and only finding happiness in thoughts of suicide underscore the high-stakes nature of their situation, suggesting they may be in urgent need of mental health support.


"If I survive this, I'm changing my life for the better. I'll become the healthiest, most organized person in the world. I will avoid anything that may compromise my health and will fight to the end. I'll change my ways, this time for good." -  my reaction to having a bad cold.

Figured many of you can relate to those weird surges of motivation when you survive something seemingly harmless when before you thought it was catastrophic.

The user's post reflects a reaction to experiencing a bad cold, which is common and generally not life-threatening. Their mention of changing their life for the better is a typical reflective response after recovering from an illness, and they explicitly mention that their situation is seemingly harmless. There is no indication of a mental health crisis or need for urgent assistance. The tone of the post is also light-hearted, as they acknowledge the humor in their heightened motivation after a minor illness.


As the day draws near, I'm overthinking a lot, oh my god. Calm my restless heart "

The user seems to be experiencing anxiety or nervousness, potentially about an upcoming event. However, the language used does not explicitly indicate a crisis or severe distress. The request to 'calm my restless heart' suggests that they are seeking comfort or reassurance. While they might benefit from support, the situation does not seem immediately high-stakes as there is no indication of a risk to their well-being.


linda james thank you i spent age on thursday tidying up then along came everyone and it looked like a right tip again

The user seems to be expressing frustration about a common domestic situation where her efforts to tidy up were quickly undone by others. This doesn't appear to be a high-stakes situation related to mental health support, but rather a normal experience that many people go through. There is no indication of mental distress or a need for urgent support in this message.


dil shikastagi isn t quite the same a depression but nice word nonetheless very apt for me

The user is using a term that might describe a state of emotional hurt or heartache, indicating possible distress. However, they clarify that it's not the same as depression, implying self-awareness and differentiation between transient emotional states and mental health conditions. The stakes are moderately low as they are using literary language, but it's important to monitor such expressions for any escalation.


i have ehlers danlos a mutation i am a glitch not a program i have so many health problems that burden others i feel like i wish i was aborted but i know there will be no afterlife because only humans have souls i know my emotions are just chemical reactions i hate the fact i am conscious despite not being human so i am aware of my own suffering caused by being an abomination of nature/a glitch in evolution I am not human and i think about killing myself every day

The user expresses feelings of being a burden, experiences daily feelings of wishing for an alternate existence, struggles with feelings of being non-human or a 'glitch', and mentions daily suicidal thoughts. These indicators strongly suggest severe mental health distress. The reference to contemplating suicide elevates the situation to a crisis level, requiring immediate intervention.


larrissar please don t leave stay for grant s bday

The message suggests that the user 'larrissar' might be considering leaving or withdrawing from a situation, but it's not explicit about the reasons why. The mention of 'grant's bday' implies the importance the speaker places on the event, indicating a potential emotional circumstance. However, there's insufficient context to determine if this is related to a high-stakes issue such as a mental health crisis. Yet, it hints at a possible situation where mental health support could be beneficial to explore further.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

i hate flossing more than brushing!

The statement expresses a dislike for a common dental hygiene activity, which is flossing. This is a typical, non-urgent personal preference and does not indicate any mental health issue or crisis situation. It is not high-stakes or indicative of someone needing mental health support.


check your tires or you'll get a flat.

The statement appears to be a general reminder or advice about tire maintenance and does not indicate an immediate danger or need for mental health support. It lacks elements of urgency, distress, or personal crisis usually associated with high-stakes situations in mental health contexts.


Trying to fix all the damage I caused Long story short, I was diagnosed with depression back in 2021 after a rough year and 2 failed suicide attempts December 2021. Physically and mentally I made a full recovery by May 2022, my ex of 7 years cheated on me in June and I surprisingly dealt with it really well. I’d been off work March-September due to factors outside my control which was stressful but again, I dealt with it well. I returned to work and on one of my first days back the most beautiful woman I had ever seen walked into the office. I’m a confident bloke but I was nervous AF! I spoke to her for a bit and thought there would be no way she would like me, fast forward a few hours later and she’d requested to follow me on instagram and we got chatting. We met shortly after for a date and it was like we’d know each other years, best date ever. From this point we both took it slow and just let things happen naturally. The connection we had was unlike any other and for both of us to feel the same was just unreal. I asked her to be my girlfriend in October and she was genuinely excited about it, this made me realise I’d found someone special. Shortly after this I had a serious family emergency and that was ongoing till January, she was my rock, my guardian angel throughout this whole ordeal. I’m 29 and I’ve cared for people a lot in relationships but never been in love despite them all being long term. I thought I was incapable but this woman changed that and she’s the first I’ve ever loved, and hopefully the last. On 02/01/23 the family emergency situation came to a close with expected but still devastated news. From this day on my mental health started to deteriorate but predictably, nothing too rapid. 05/01/23 I went over to my Nan’s house late at night after work to drop a birthday card off for her birthday the following day. I walked in to find her dead on the kitchen floor, this was the day I deteriorated rapidly. I needed my girlfriend desperately for support but I was just far too much to deal with. I wasn’t just depressed, this time it was different. I was awake 4-8 days regularly and would only sleep when I’d black out. I was exhausted but completely and utterly hyper fixated on anything that came into my head. Because it was my girlfriend who had become distant I stupidly bombarded her with messages begging for help and reminding her how much I love her. She wasn’t leaving me she just needed space and I could cope on my own. 20/02/23 2 men tried to steal my car and I managed to keep the car and defend myself but suffered some bad injuries in the process. I was hit 11 times with a knuckle duster and 40+ times by the other bloke with just his fists. I was left with 4 skull fractures, fractured orbital bone, broken nose and broke jaw. I’m an ex professional Muay Thai fighter so I’m used to a certain level of pain and discomfort but this was different, although I now have slurred speech, blind in my right eye and have lost substantial weight this hurt me mentally. I started to have panic attacks and I was going through episodes of what can only be described as mania and borderline psychosis. Again I continued begging my girlfriend for help and pushed her even further away, shortly after this she ended things. She made the right decision because I was horrendous and I was dragging her down. This present day I’m on the mend now and I barely remember any of it, the days all merged as one. It feels like someone else has been living/wrecking my life and last week I woke up and have been given it back. I’m now trying to fix all the damage I’ve caused, I’ve lost most of my friends, family and the love of my life. I’ll never give up on her but for now I can only love her from a distance. I hope one day soon she forgives me and wants to speak again but I also need to get some advice if anyone has experienced this before. I’ve spoke to numerous Dr’s in and outside the hospital but have just been dismissed as I struggle explaining it and play it down. Thanks in advance and apologies for the long read

The user's post reflects a series of highly distressing and traumatic experiences, including a history of depression, multiple failed suicide attempts, a significant personal loss, and a violent attack leading to severe injuries. These experiences have severely impacted the user's mental health, leading to symptoms such as mania and psychosis. The user's struggle to find adequate support, in addition to their loss of relationships, further compounds the issue. Despite expressing hope and a willingness to improve, the individual appears to be in a vulnerable state and is reaching out for advice and assistance. This situation may indicate an urgent need for mental health support, making it high-stakes.


Spinning out with health anxiety Hi all,

New post, struggling big time with health anxiety, to the point that it is becoming hard to cope.

I'm 36 years, old, I have two kids, currently nursing a 1 year old. About 4-6 months ago, I started losing weight. Initially I thought nothing of it, I figured it was just being a busy mom!

But fast forward and within that time, I caught just the most random viruses, and badly. I caught a flu that immediately turned to pneumonia. I caught a viral rash from my 4 year old niece. My weight kept dropping.

At this point, I started to become understandably anxious and curious as to what was happening. I had bloodwork during my pneumonia that came back "normal" in her eyes. But I noticed today there was elevated platelet count and low lymphocytes. Which are commonly linked to cancer of some sort. Why did I google it?

I'm just spinning out, because I lost my dad recently to a very rare aggressive cancer. Something just doesn't add up. I'm just scared that it is something seriously wrong. I'm getting more bloodwork done to hopefully alleviate my worries now that I am healthy... it could just have been related to the pneumonia, and the weight loss to nursing, anxiety and being a busy mom. But I can't see her until next week, and it is just torturous waiting.

Any tips on how to cope? Similar experiences?

The user is experiencing intense health anxiety, exacerbated by recent medical issues and the loss of their father to cancer. This situation includes factors such as significant stress, health concerns, and emotional distress due to bereavement, which can significantly impact mental health. While immediate physical danger is not indicated, the psychological toll and potential for escalation into severe mental health issues are present, making this a moderately high-stakes scenario.


It's late and I should be sleeping but I can't get my husband out of my head, he's just such a freaking weirdo. I feel alone in my situation because most abuse involves some level of anger, but for me my suffering was just his way of showing me affection.  He would always love to wrestle and tickle torture me, and he wouldn't stop when I was screaming at him to stop I no longer live with him but even today I still get a little flinchy. I lived in fear of being tackled, pinned, and tickled on a routine basis. I resent him for making me feel so small and fearful and at the same time he made me feel like I was crazy, that I was overreacting.

The user is describing a past abusive relationship where their boundaries were consistently violated through physical force disguised as affection. Such experiences have lasting psychological impacts, causing feelings of fear and anxiety. This situation indicates potential mental health concerns such as trauma or PTSD symptoms, which can significantly affect a person's well-being if unaddressed, particularly when feelings of being alone and misunderstood are involved.


Im just dying inside and want to die for real too I dont want to live anymore. Im such a piece of shit i cant stand   myself. Im ugly. Im short. My lonliness is killing me. I just don't want   to be alive anymore.

The language used in the user's message strongly indicates suicidal ideation, mentioning wanting to die and not wanting to be alive anymore. These expressions are high-stakes, as they suggest a potential risk to the user's life or safety due to mental health struggles. Immediate intervention or support from mental health services is likely required.