You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

#incoming moneyzone?

The hashtag '#incoming moneyzone' is vague and lacks context. It could refer to a variety of situations, such as a financial gain or impending expenses. Without more context about the user's mental state or additional content indicating distress, it is difficult to determine if this is a high-stakes situation. Therefore, it is not explicitly related to mental health needs.


is hoping the posty delivers my pink ticket

The user's message appears to be a casual hope or anticipation regarding the delivery of a 'pink ticket,' which could be a reference to a concert ticket, event, or similar item. There is no indication of distress or an urgent need for support based on this statement alone. The stakes appear to be low as it does not imply any immediate risk to the individual's well-being.

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Why do I even try anymore? All you all ever do is wear me out, use me, disappoint me and then leave me.Why? What sick pleasure to you all get from it? Do you enjoy watching me suffer? Do you enjoy making me suffer?These past 2-3 days I have been more miserable than in my 8 years worth of depression. Before that I was the happiest for about over a month **at least**.At this point it has to be my fault. Everything always is. I have always been the easy scapegoat, for anything. Nobody cares, I am just a carpet for everyone to walk on when they need to clean their shoes.I have been hurting for years and no one even remotely bat an eye. Everyone is fake. Fake care. Fake attention. Fake friendships. Fake family bonds. Fake work dynamics. Fake love. Fake kindness. Fake fun. All you all do is take and never care about me. I am just a tool.Once I stop being useful, once being myself overshadows the benefits I can bring you just leave me for dead.I have no one in this life. Not one soul. I will see you all in the burning abysses that I will oversee.I do not know when I am going to end it, hell, I have not thought about ending it for the past few months, but today...Just know that my previous 25yo ETA is probably further away than the current ETA.You can all go die. Why do I even try?

The user expresses intense feelings of hopelessness, worthlessness, and betrayal, suggesting a deeply depressed emotional state. The mention of suffering 'more miserable than in my 8 years worth of depression' and ambiguous references to ending their life with a speculated ETA, even though it is not immediate, is alarming. The level of emotional distress and potential risk of self-harm implies a high-stakes situation.


i don t see the big deal with this website

The statement provided is vague and does not include any indications of distress or need for mental health support. The user might simply be expressing indifference towards the website or trying to downplay its importance. Without more context or explicit expressions of distress, it is not indicative of a high-stakes situation.


"Death solves all problems. No man, no problem." Stalin was right

The user is quoting a phrase linked to the justification of violence and hints at a nihilistic or fatalistic attitude toward problems, possibly indicating distress, acceptance of harmful ideologies, or a cry for help. This could imply the user is in need of mental health support and intervention, as the statement suggests a mindset that validates or glorifies death as a solution.


Is awesome i do believe you're all jealous. But i sorta dont wanna go to dancing tonight. Someone else drive me?

The user's statement does not indicate any immediate risk or crisis situation. They mention not wanting to go dancing, but do not express any distress or mental health concerns that suggest they need immediate support. The request for someone else to drive may indicate a lack of motivation or energy, but it's not enough on its own to indicate a high-stakes situation.


I am on anti depressants, I make great money, I am an attractive woman who has the luxury of traveling often and having as many partners as I want but I still want to die so bad. I have reached a point where I sleep fifteen hours a day and only wake up to work or drink. I am lost and alone, stuck in a new state I hate and cannot stand to be alive. Some days I can swallow the feeling and pretend I feel normal but moments like this when I cannot sleep at 3am and I am on my porch while my boyfriend and our kids are in our bed I find myself sneaking out for a cigarette and a cry. I do not know how much longer I can hold out. I have left my country so many times on search of happiness but no place brings it. I am always just alone in the end, contemplating if I should drown myself and just give up. there is no hope at the end of the tunnel, just pushing through until I reach my inevitable breaking point. I do not understand why I want to die

The user is expressing strong feelings of hopelessness, depression, and contemplating self-harm with statements like 'I want to die so bad,' and 'contemplating if I should drown myself and just give up.' They mention being on antidepressants, which indicates they are already addressing mental health issues, yet they express a deep sense of loneliness and despair that persists. These statements strongly indicate a mental health crisis, which is a high-stakes situation requiring immediate attention and intervention.


The user's message is nonsensical text ('nan'), which doesn't inherently indicate a high-stakes situation or mental health crisis. There is no context or pattern to suggest immediate risk or need for support. It could simply be an error or accidental keystrokes.


Kajja VINCENZO PUBG MOM IS COMING YAY

The message appears to be an upbeat or excited statement possibly related to gaming. The acronym 'PUBG' likely refers to a popular online game, and the phrase 'MOM IS COMING YAY' suggests anticipation or happiness rather than distress or a need for mental health support. However, the lack of context makes it difficult to fully assess the mental state of the user. Overall, based on the available information, this does not appear to be a high-stakes situation related to immediate mental health concerns.


would it be less painful for them? i try to live doing things i enjoy but deep inside i still want to leave and that makes trying to live hell

if i explain really well to my family the reasons why i want to leave and that leaving will liberate me, would it be less painful for them knowing im not suffering anymore?

theyre the main reason i havent done it yet

The user is expressing thoughts of leaving, which can be interpreted as suicidal ideation. They are contemplating their own death as a form of relief from suffering, and they are considering the impact on their family. This indicates a high level of risk and urgency for intervention to provide mental health support.


NEW STUFF! KPOP CASE! YUUK YUUK ORDER :)

The content provided appears to be about a K-pop related merchandise or event, likely indicating excitement or enthusiasm rather than distress or a need for mental health support. There is no indication of a high-stakes or urgent situation based on the information given.


I started sh again, and I just do not know, everything is just so bad lately and I cannot take anymore not like I even have the things to commit suicide it just really sucks I also made a post here yesterday and here I am again, too tired to sh wanting to die while only being able to lay in my bed because I do not have the energy to do anything, again. Everything is so shit lately

The user is expressing severe emotional distress, mentioning self-harm (sh), feeling overwhelmed, and a lack of energy. They also express suicidal ideation. These factors suggest the user is at risk of harming themselves or worse, making it a high-stakes situation requiring immediate mental health intervention.


rht0 bfmtv en france d apr s vous quelqu un qui ne peut exercer de m tier par probl me mental en pleine d pression admettons doit donc mourir de faim c est bien ce que vous sou entendez du coup

The user's message is concerning as it discusses serious topics such as mental health issues, unemployment due to mental health, and implies a risk of harm or neglect (e.g., 'doit donc mourir de faim'). This suggests a high-stakes situation where the user might be in distress or experiencing a mental health crisis, which requires attention from mental health support services.


what did you do at night?

The question 'what did you do at night?' appears to be a general and casual inquiry without any context indicating a high-stakes situation, such as potential harm or an urgent need for mental health support.


@WANICULLEN Thanks Wani

The post simply thanks someone named Wani. There is no indication of any negative sentiment, distress, or need for support. It appears to be a positive or neutral message.


Severed a relationship with a girl who was really important to me. Have cut all of my friends out of my life long before this. Dealing with some abuse issues from when I was a child that has pretty much convinced my family I am a piece of shit because I cannot figure out how to talk to them about it and they just think I am being awful by cutting off the abuser. cannot sort myself out financially at 31. Have my plan set, considering writing a note tonight and doing it on Friday. Only thing that has kept me here is my two kids who I have 50/50. But truthfully I think my life insurance will be better for them than me as a father. I am angry all of the time since the split with S/O, drinking way more than I should as a recovering addict. Just does not seem to be a way out of this. cannot stop planning my suicide

The user has mentioned specific plans for suicide, feelings of hopelessness, and a belief that their life insurance is more beneficial to their children than their presence. They also express increased alcohol consumption, which indicates deteriorating mental health. The situation is urgent and involves clear indications of intending to harm oneself.


A big move has me stuck in a mixed episode, not sure how to cope. Hi, r/BipolarReddit

I just moved back home to be with my family for the next 6 months and I'm trying to figure out how to cope until getting to my new pdoc.

Surprisingly I have been stabilized on only 12.5 mg of Lamictal (extremely rare-- my body is intensely sensitive to meds, substances, etc.) for the last couple of months. My day to day routine was rather consistent though, so there wasn't that much to throw me off. It's helped more so with my co-morbid BPD mood swings.

But after an 11 hr stressful care ride, change of environment, change of sleep schedule, and moving away from my boyfriend? I'm lost. I'm waking up in a deep depression, don't want to shower, don't want to eat. Then when my loud and boisterous family gets me out of the house I start feeding off of their energy and won't stop talking, become obnoxious at restaurants, speed home, racing thoughts and sweating like crazy, stay up all night, then repeat the next day. Luckily I haven't been doing anything too extreme (yet) but I don't know what to do in the meantime, even right now I feel panicked and sweaty and confused yet worn out and can't find the will to do anything. Not to mention I've been feeling intensely lonely even though I am near my family.

I start work on Monday, which I'm hoping can add in some needed structure to my day, but at the same time I'm nervous to be adding another facet of change to my life and sending me down more of a spiral.

I want to get out and distract myself during this weird state but I really can't find the footing and I'm afraid if I stay around my family I'll get worse.

I don't see my new doctor for another couple of weeks, what can I do in the meantime?

The user describes being in a mixed episode, which involves experiencing symptoms of depression and mania simultaneously, a serious state for someone with bipolar disorder. There's mention of significant life changes that typically increase stress and could exacerbate their condition, like moving, starting a new job, and separation from a partner. The risk factors such as deep depression, potential for manic episodes, feelings of loneliness, and the lack of immediate professional support make this a high-stakes situation. Although they have not taken extreme actions yet, the situation is volatile. The user's request for coping strategies indicates awareness and a desire for stabilization, but the current instability due to circumstances denotes a considerable risk level.


I am feeling the lowest low I have felt in a while and I am seriously considering hurting myself for the first time in over a year and none of my friends are available because I have self-sabotaged all of my relationships in the past two weeks and I feel like my mind has been preparing this for me to finally kill myself. I have severe bpd with auditory hallucinations, ptsd, depression, anxiety, adhd, and a circadian rhythm sleeping disorder. I do not want to live like this anymore. An interesting title

The user is expressing a severe mental health crisis, possibly suicidal ideation. They mention serious conditions including severe BPD, auditory hallucinations, PTSD, depression, anxiety, ADHD, and a circadian rhythm sleep disorder. These are compounded by the feeling of having self-sabotaged relations and not currently having support from friends. The situation described shows a high risk to their well-being and calls for immediate mental health intervention.


this is not the time for my depression to act up but here it is again

The user's statement indicates that they are experiencing a recurrence of depression, which could imply an urgent need for mental health support. This suggests a potential high-stakes situation, as untreated depression can have serious consequences on one's well-being. The phrase 'here it is again' suggests they have dealt with this condition previously, potentially implying they might not currently have adequate support or resources in place.


DISAPPEARING WHEN YOU WAKE UP BUT THERES NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF EVEN WHEN THE NIGHT CHANGES IT WILL NEVER CHANGE ME AND YOU

The message doesn't explicitly indicate a situation that involves immediate danger or specific distress. It seems more poetic or lyrical in nature, with phrases about change and identity, which might not necessarily indicate a mental health crisis. However, it does express a sort of emotional vulnerability or contemplation. In these cases, it’s crucial to consider the context and previous posts if available, which might provide more insight into the user’s emotional state.


Life sure is a bitch when you are short and ugly. Nobody truly gives a shit about you or takes you serious until you do something drastic or outrageous. Short, ugly, weird, I have gotten it all. You have to online date because you look better on the internet than irl. And you have to lie about your height to get that love. I cannot help but wonder why the fuck is this my life. Why not anybody else. does not seem fair to me. Its like i was born to be hated. When I am gone i will not have to go through it anymore though. Life

The user's message expresses significant emotional distress and suggests feelings of worthlessness and frustration with their appearance and social interactions. The mention of being 'gone' implies thoughts of self-harm or suicide, which elevates the situation to a high-stakes scenario. These expressions indicate a serious need for mental health support.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

She does not care about me so there is nothing left to lose. Tomorrow's the day fellas

The user's statement 'there is nothing left to lose' indicates a potential crisis or an extreme situation where the user might feel hopeless or is considering self-harm or suicide. The phrase 'Tomorrow's the day fellas' could suggest a plan or a specific action they intend to take soon, which signals an urgent need for intervention. Such indications are typical signs of someone in mental distress who may be at risk.


of course. i have lots of best friends.

The statement 'of course. i have lots of best friends.' seems casual and does not indicate any immediate high-stakes situation, such as a mental health crisis or distress. The user claims to have a strong social support network, which is generally a positive sign in the context of mental health.


Every day I wake up wanting to die. Right now, my sister is terminally ill. I am here waiting for her to die. I do not know if its months or even years. I wish I could die from a massive pulmonary embolism while I am sleeping. I do not really want to kill myself. For a variety of reasons. But, I have a plan. I think it will work. I worry about my partner finding my body. Leaving my elderly parents childless. Who will feed my cat. And that is why I am here. But I do not want to keep feeling like this. Has anyone ever successfully recovered from this level of depression? How do people stop feeling like this?

The user expresses a clear desire to die and mentions having a plan, indicators of a potential risk for suicide. Additionally, they are experiencing a significant personal crisis with their sister's terminal illness, suggesting an elevated state of emotional distress. Despite not wanting to actively pursue suicide due to concerns for others, the presence of a plan increases the stakes significantly. Reaching out for help and asking for advice on recovery indicates a glimmer of hope, but the overall risk remains high as the user is in significant emotional pain.


So yeh. Basically that. I feel like a shadow of who I was prior to the bad things that happened to me with the man I love..... I feel like a she will with a heartbeat :( every feeling and thought is something that hurts. Or I just fall into the pit of not even being able to accept that this is my life, I will lay in bed and I cannot even explain it - I detach from myself and stare into space for even a minute of peace... . Its only brief though because reality always pops into my head again, My heartbeat reminds me I am alive but its a shame really because I am not exactly living my life anymore. Just sort of surviving it . And I do not want it to be that way . I wanted so badly for this summer to be a happy one, it should have been special but yeh. I do not know anymore I think my heartbeat is the only thing that reminds me I am alive

The user's message indicates a deep sense of despair and detachment from life, potentially resulting from a traumatic experience. The mention of being a 'shell with a heartbeat' and 'not exactly living' suggests feelings of worthlessness and loss of purpose, which are serious concerns that could potentially indicate depression or suicidal ideation. The user expresses a struggle with painful emotions and a longing for a different reality, highlighting significant emotional distress.


I want to start by saying I do not have clinical depression. Everything is just falling apart, and I cannot handle it. My situation is fucking screwed, and when I try to make it better, it seems I only make it worse.I want to die, really. I have wanted to end it all for years, but have been holding on to one thing after the next. Now, I have got a daughter I am trying to be there for. she is the only thing keeping me here at this point.I am in denial about things, and I am like aware of it, but I feel like it is worth being in denial. it is not like I cannot handle the alternative, but I just do not want it. I know that if it comes to it, I will just keep on going, but God damn do I want this.You know, the worst part is I finally set myself up for therapy when I finally hit rock bottom. I am still at rock bottom, but since that day I put in the paperwork/application(last Thursday, today is Wednesday), it can take up to 3 weeks to even get the clinician. I cannot handle what is going on in my head for another two weeks, and then wait to even meet the person, and get fucking help.I started whipping myself with a belt again, which I had not done since 2018. This time, I upgraded to the buckle. My back is incredibly bruised, and sore. But I like looking at it, and I like feeling it in the moment. It makes me feel clear, and like I am being punished for all the fuck ups. I feel like I deserve it. I tried to earlier, but got stopped, because I said something I should not have because I was not thinking.And I am so fucking selfish. Since shit hit the fan, I have been focused on myself instead of what happened(which was to someone else).. But they do not want to talk to me about it, so I am stuck. I ask questions about things that have a concern to me. But this person is the only person I can even ask! I cannot ask someone who does not understand the situation, and I cannot ask the person who does, so what do I do with these feelings and concerns? The only thing I can think of is just punishing myself for even feeling.Fuck, if I could I would go right now and beat the shit out of myself. I am perpetually fucking up. I try to work on things, and then continue to make things worse. I feel like a bull in a China shop, but the bull keeps trying to put the broken plates back on the shelves. I cannot fucking handle it

The individual expresses deep distress, potential suicidal ideations, self-harm, and feelings of hopelessness. They mention wanting to end their life, engaging in self-harm, and feeling like they cannot handle their situation. However, they also mention a strong desire to be there for their daughter, who currently serves as their primary reason for continuing. Despite this motivation, the combination of their emotional distress, the stated intent to self-harm, and the delayed access to professional help indicates a highly concerning scenario. This suggests an urgent need for immediate mental health support to prevent possible self-harming or suicidal actions.


cute little bitch

The phrase 'cute little bitch' in isolation does not indicate a high-stakes situation. It could potentially be a term of endearment or insult, depending on context, but there is no explicit indication of distress or need for mental health support based solely on this phrase. Without additional context suggesting distress or intent to harm oneself or others, it doesn't qualify as high-stakes.


First thought I had as I walked out of the room was, I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.I was not even angry this time. I just felt dead.I am falling into that hole again and I just do not care. I do not have anything to hold on to. I do not have it in me to prevent myself from hitting the bottom. Just fuck it. A failure, you have always been a failure. The other voice goes on. A failure of man. A failure of a son. Just a waste of life.I am holding in tears and I feel pathetic.This failure triggered it. Woke it up. I have pretented enough. Fuck it. I want to die. I do not want to talk to anybody. I want to disappear.The shame of having to tell my mother I failed again might kill me. I hope it kills me.I appreciate you reading this. I have depression. I am depressed. I want to die. I failed the driving exam for the second time.

The user expresses repeated thoughts of wanting to die and feelings of worthlessness, mentioning depression and despair. There's an indication of being overwhelmed by their mental state and a lack of willingness or desire to seek help. This situation is high-stakes due to the immediate risk to life and the need for intervention from mental health professionals.


awesome song by Press play on tape: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLWw1OpDrpI geekyness at it's best

The user's message expresses enjoyment of a song and relates to being a fan of geek culture. There are no indicators of distress or mental health issues. The context is light-hearted and focused on entertainment.


Was lamenting the stuck jnt package.

The user is expressing frustration over a technical or logistical issue (a 'stuck jnt package'), which might be related to a delivery or a service package that is delayed or not progressing as expected. While this situation can be annoying and inconvenient, it does not inherently suggest an immediate risk to their mental health or well-being without additional context. However, if the user's frustration contributes to broader mental health issues, further monitoring or engagement might be warranted.


I have been having suicidal thoughts for about a week now, I just feel horrible. I thought I was getting a little better since I have started antidepressants but I just idk. I cannot help but think it is so easy just ending it, all I need to do is find a place to hang myself and let everything else take it is course. I do not know what is really stopping me .I do not want to be here, I hate the way I am and the way I do things. I hate everything about myself. I do not care what happens to my family when I will be gone, it will not matter since I will not be here anywayI'm just tired of it it is so easy

The user is expressing suicidal thoughts and a plan to take their own life, indicating a high risk of self-harm. They mention specific methods and the intention behind their thoughts, which places this situation in a high-stakes category. The expression of feeling hopeless and not caring about the consequences further signals a need for immediate psychological intervention.


como q se murio jyp

The phrase is in Spanish and translates to 'how did JYP die'. The phrase seems to suggest someone is inquiring about the death of 'JYP', which could be concerning if it indicates a belief in or spread of misinformation, or if it signals distress over the perceived death of a public figure. However, without additional context this doesn't definitively indicate a high-stakes mental health issue.


got a speeding ticket

Receiving a speeding ticket is generally a routine legal and financial matter, involving a fine and possibly points on a driver's license. It does not typically pose immediate or severe personal consequences. While it might cause temporary stress or annoyance, it does not usually involve high-stakes outcomes such as threats to personal wellbeing or safety.


trying to reduce the number of cigarette in each day

The user's statement indicates they are trying to reduce their cigarette consumption, which could relate to personal health and wellness. However, it does not directly indicate an immediate mental health crisis or urgent situation. Reducing smoking is generally a proactive health measure and, unless otherwise indicated, does not necessarily denote an emergency or high-stakes scenario.


@carriee93 we just got a picture with my boyfriend. thats what that is

The given message by the user appears to be a casual social media post mentioning a photo with their boyfriend. There is no indication of distress, urgency, or a need for immediate mental health support in this context. It seems to be a low-stakes, friendly interaction without any sensitive or urgent undertones.


@earsn my baby is tired now.

The statement by the user 'my baby is tired now' is quite vague and doesn't necessarily imply an urgent or critical mental health situation. Without additional context indicating distress or a call for help, it's difficult to categorize this as high-stakes. It could simply mean that their child is tired, which is a common, low-risk situation.


people are funny.

The statement 'people are funny' is vague and does not indicate any immediate need for mental health support or signify a high-stakes situation. It could simply be an observation or expression of amusement.


If you have a survey you would like to share with us, you may do so here, please use the following format. Failure to do so will result in your survey being removed. Surveys not posted in here will result in a ban, the length of which will be decided at mods' pleasure. __Who I am__: _(Student, Researcher)_ __Affiliation__: _(university, company)_

The situation described involves guidelines for posting surveys on a social media platform. While it includes a warning about potential bans, the stakes primarily involve adherence to community rules rather than any immediate personal or public safety concerns or risks of significant negative outcomes. It does not directly relate to mental health support needs or high-stakes situations such as threats to wellbeing or safety.


Bismillah

The phrase 'Bismillah' translates to 'In the name of God' in Arabic and is commonly used by Muslims as a way to begin actions, express hope for blessings, or seek success. Without additional context, this phrase alone does not signal distress or the need for mental health support. It is a common expression of faith and is often used in a variety of casual or religious contexts. However, without accompanying language that indicates distress or need, the stakes are considered low in this isolated context.


thank you. that's polite of you to ask.

The statement provided by the user is polite but lacks context indicating any form of distress or a situation that requires mental health intervention. It seems to be a straightforward response to a question or statement.


What's the schedule? '€

The user's message does not provide enough context or detail about the situation to indicate any level of stakes, especially related to mental health. The message is a brief question possibly unrelated to mental health or any high-stakes scenario. It is common for low-stakes social media conversations to involve logistical questions like asking for a schedule.


News Releases from the banquet = almost done! Final editing stages.

The statement indicates that someone is finishing a task related to editing news releases from a banquet. There is no indication of urgency, distress, or any element that would suggest the individual is in need of immediate mental health support. It appears to be a regular work-related update.


I sold my house back in March. Its been a rough run since then. The plan was to capitalize on the increased market value with the housing market how it is. My wife and I were planning on building a house with the proceeds. It was supposed to be done in May. They built the wrong house on our land "by accident", made us pay more for less house. Its been months of staying with shady airbnb hosts, family, and finally an apartment we had to sign a lease on just hoping the house will be done around the time the lease expires. My car caught fire 2 months ago and the dealer is still working on reimbursing us. My grandfather is getting old and does not remember me anymore. My great uncle who I was very close to died. I had to put my dear sweet cat to sleep that I never thought id love so dearly, god I miss her. My grandmother has cancer. I cannot bring myself to talk to my disabled brother because doing so just reminds me of how neglectful I have been of him since I was younger. I started a new job months ago that I am out of the honeymoon phase of and I am really starting to wonder where my career is going from here. I do not talk to anyone anymore. I see three people on a weekly basis for four months now, two coworkers and my wife. I do not even get to play with my old gaming buddies anymore since our schedules do not work out and I cannot find any new ones due to my weird work schedule. I am so lonely. Fuck I am so lonely.I do not think id ever actually do anything to hurt myself. Id never want to put my wife and family into that situation, but god I think about it all the time. I just do not know what to do anymore. Been a hell of a year

The user is expressing significant distress and multiple stressors, including financial difficulties, familial losses, isolation, and a potential existential career crisis. While the individual mentions they wouldn't act on thoughts of self-harm to avoid hurting their family, the severity and accumulation of stressful events suggest they could benefit from mental health support. The stakes are high as the user is experiencing ongoing loneliness and persistent distressing thoughts, which can affect their mental well-being significantly.


I cannot really find happiness in this world, I do not belong here. I do not want to feel this way for the rest of my life. A couple times I felt like this that bring me to the verge of suicide and at the end I never do. This time I feel like this is the one. it is scary to think what happens next to not exist. But once it does there is nothing to worry about because I do not exist anymore. Yeah I am young and single and only thing I have to take care of my is my dog but that can be taken care of by someone else easily. I am selling my car, giving the dog to someone else and give all my money to my family slowly by paying rent after that I severed my purpose and lived long enough. I guess its time

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness and a sense of not belonging, which are strong indicators of suicidal ideation. They mention previous thoughts of suicide and now express a resolve that 'this time is the one,' indicating an increased risk of acting on these thoughts. The fact that they are making plans to give away belongings and settle affairs, such as transferring care of their dog, suggests they may be preparing for an attempt. The language used indicates a high level of distress and a feeling that life is no longer worth living.


new video card is doa

The situation involves receiving a defective video card, which, while disappointing and potentially frustrating, is a common consumer issue and generally does not have significant long-term consequences or risks associated with safety or well-being. It does not require urgent intervention or indicate an immediate threat to mental health.


We have tried crowd funding, I've tried to get a new job, I've even looked into being a sugarbaby. None of us can get a personal loan because of bad credit, or no credit, and lack of jobs. We seriously need help and have no where to go, if we can catch up on our rent, I know next month we can pay. I don't know what to do anymore.  We live in Conroe, Texas.

The user describes a severe financial hardship, which is impacting their ability to pay rent and potentially jeopardizing their housing situation. They have explored multiple avenues, such as crowdfunding, new job opportunities, and even considered becoming a sugarbaby, which indicates desperation. The statement 'We seriously need help and have nowhere to go' suggests a high level of distress and financial instability, potentially leading to homelessness if the situation is not resolved. While there may be no immediate physical danger, the stakes are high due to the potential impact on the user's living situation and overall well-being.


I have noticed a get very depressed while eating sugar or carbohydrates. Last sunday I ate pasta, icream and chocolate for lunch, then I had fish, fried potatoes and beer for dinner. I normally do not do this unhealthy eating with so many carbs, but on sundays I use to have some chocolate or something sweet. I started to feel so much depressed and my head was racing in negative thoughts, I ended up crying and with my suicidal thoughts. I have been depressed since I was a child, but I can see that having carbohidrates is the worst thing I can do. I have been observing this for a long time. Sugar makes me feel good in the moment but is an atomic bomb for my brain. Why could sugar make this? Have you also noticed it? Depression and sugar/carbohidrates

The user is expressing a direct link between their dietary habits and negative mental health outcomes, including feelings of depression and suicidal thoughts. The mention of longstanding depression, the immediate effect of carbohydrates and sugar on their mood, and the mention of suicidal thoughts suggest a potentially critical state of mental health. These aspects indicate a need for professional mental health support, as they hint at deteriorating mental well-being influenced by dietary habits, which the user might struggle to manage alone.


For the first time in a long time, I have felt happy & okay bc I finally got medicated. Its not for everyone but get help & keep trying. I think I may need to up my dose but I am already so much better. Medication

The user is sharing a positive experience regarding their mental health journey, indicating improvement after medication. They mention considering adjusting their dosage, but it is part of a proactive approach to wellbeing. This suggests self-awareness and a positive trajectory, rather than an immediate high-stakes situation.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

I want to die, but have children who depend on me. I daydream about it and the thoughts keep me up at night. I do not want to discover what kind of bad shit life has waiting for me, but I guess I will have to find out. Add it to the running list of crap.However, I keep pushing myself everyday to fight this uphill battle. it is hell. Maybe one day I will get lucky and can finally escape through death. I hate existing in general. If it would not hurt my kids so much, I would commit suicide. I am resentful of how hard I have to work at staying alive, doing right by my kids, and hiding how I really feel. Death would truly be a luxury assuming whatever comes after this life is better. Probably is not. Dying is a luxury

The user's message expresses suicidal thoughts, feelings of hopelessness, and a burdening sense of obligation to stay alive for their children's sake. They are actively contemplating suicide, and explicitly mention that they would commit suicide if it weren't for the impact on their children. The language used is indicative of severe mental distress and potential risk of self-harm, making this a high-stakes situation requiring immediate attention and intervention from mental health professionals.


Fuck it, I am done with this. I do not want to go through this anymore. I want a change. I want to cry my eyes out until I pass out. Tomorrow I might take all my antidepressants and see what happens. I do not know. Fuck. Help me. What do I do. I do not want to do this but I do not want to do anything else. Fuck it

The user is expressing a high level of distress, contemplating taking all their antidepressants, which indicates potential self-harm or overdose. This suggests an immediate risk to their mental and physical well-being. Additionally, the user is actively seeking help, which indicates they are in a crisis situation that requires urgent intervention.


recently i have been feeling really strange and unsure emotionally i feel a lot of thing but i don t know how to express them i think my life is not worth it and my presence doesn t really matter here i know i am rational enough to never do something to myself but i do have thought from time to time but i know if given an opportunity to end everything painlessly without hurting the people i love i would do it

The user expresses feelings of low self-worth and mentions having thoughts about ending their life if there were an opportunity to do so painlessly. Although they state they would not act on these thoughts, the expression of such sentiments indicates a significant level of distress and the presence of suicidal ideation, which are serious and require attention. This elevates the situation to a high-stakes level, as the individual may be at risk and could benefit from mental health support.


Kisaki Tetta bastard

The phrase 'Kisaki Tetta bastard' is a derogatory comment likely directed at a fictional or real individual. It lacks any context suggesting a mental health crisis or an immediate high-stakes situation. It may reflect anger or frustration but does not necessarily indicate an urgent need for mental health support.


what is this world coming to?

The user's statement, 'what is this world coming to?', is vague and could be interpreted in several ways. It may reflect general dissatisfaction or concern about the current state of the world, which is a common expression of frustration or anxiety. However, without additional context or indications of distress, it is not inherently a high-stakes situation. There's no direct indication of an immediate crisis or mental health emergency.


i m dealing with debt wasted year of my university getting awful grade i disappoint my family left and right i have no confidence in myself and i hate my body i wa low key molested by my best friend when he wa drunk my childhood dog had to be put down after i took care of her for month prior and i feel like it my fault tht i could ve done something better or idk i find solace in anime but even that is starting feel dull i thought i knew what i wanted to do with my life and career but i m so lost i dont know what to do and at this point i feel like ive ruined my life beyond repair i know im and most people just say that im young and i just have too dust everything off and it ll be fine but it not it never is and ive been in this loop of depression since i wa i think about taking my life and then think about how selfish it is to my friend family and little sister i can t do that to her and yet i still think about i i m so lost

The user is expressing severe emotional distress, mentioning a variety of impactful issues including academic struggles, familial disappointment, body image issues, history of molestation, loss of a pet, and suicidal thoughts. These are serious mental health concerns that indicate the user is in a fragile and dangerous mental state. The mention of feeling lost and contemplating suicide underscores an urgent need for support and intervention.


Wow I have really hit rock bottom. I am sad. I just prayed to God for me to pass in my sleep

The user's message indicates severe distress and suggests a wish to not wake up, which is a potential indicator of suicidal ideation. This makes the situation very high-stakes as it could involve a risk to the user's life.


If I could live without the pain it would be so much easier. But I cannot. I have reached out for help so many times and no one has any concern about it. I do not know what to do anymore. I wish the pain would go away.

The user is expressing feelings of pain and despair, hinting at a situation where they have sought help but feel neglected. This expression is often associated with significant emotional distress and could indicate a risk of self-harm or suicidal ideation, both of which are high-stakes concerns requiring immediate attention.


Looking for participants to use a mobile app designed for students Hi dear students in this group,

I have designed a mobile app based on research that can help you focus on priorities instead of "short-term" distractions in a motivational way!

Try it for free; you will never regret it!

I need your help to use it and evaluate it in 4 weeks. Your participation is highly appreciated.

https://surveys.dal.ca/opinio/s?s=71795

For more info, read the following Recruitment notice

Study Title: Evaluation of a Persuasive Mobile Application for Prompting Time Management Behaviour  If you are a student (part-time or full-time) enrolled in a degree program in a higher education institution, 18 years or older, and able to access a smartphone device, you are invited to evaluate the effectiveness of a persuasive app. The app aims to persuade students to be more organized towards their tasks and study spaces.

First, you will be asked to give consent to do the study and respond to pre-survey questions (take 20-25 mins), which consist of demographics questions, questions of your preference for organization toward your tasks and study space, level of perceived ability to control your time, and stress level. After answering the pre-survey questions and providing your email address, you will see a link to the app. By clicking the link, you will be able to download the app on your device.

Second, you will use the app daily by adding your daily tasks and organizing them based on their importance/urgency, marking them as complete, and engaging in social community features over four weeks. The app will send you notifications to emphasize the benefits of adhering to organizational acts and encourage you to minimize physical clutter in order to create a better-organized study space.

At the end of the study, you will be asked to respond to the post-survey questions (take 20-25 mins), which is the same pre-survey question, including your experiences and perceived persuasiveness towards the app. The interview will be optional. There will be a question that asks you if you want to be interviewed, and by choosing “yes,” the researcher will communicate with you for an online interview which takes 15 mins. The interview will be audio recorded.

Your participation is highly appreciated and is completely voluntary. All data will be treated confidential and for research purposes only. You will not be asked for any personal information other than your email to connect the pre survey, post survey, and the app usage.

Compensation:   Participants will be entered into a prize draw to win an Amazon C$25.00 gift card (8 winners).

If you face any difficulties downloading the app, please contact Mona Alhasani (Mona.alhasani@dal.ca). If you know people that may be interested in taking part in the study, please, send the link to them.

This research study is being conducted by researchers at Dalhousie University,   Ms. Mona Alhasani – Lead researcher Dr. Rita Orji – Supervisor

To participate in the study, please click on the link: https://surveys.dal.ca/opinio/s?s=71795

The post is a recruitment notice for a study evaluating a mobile app designed to help students manage their time more effectively. There is no immediate implication of high stakes; the focus is on user participation in a research study. There is no indication of urgent mental health needs or crises. The stakes of the situation mainly revolve around data privacy and research ethics, which are important but typically of lower immediate urgency compared to direct mental health concerns.


G-Dragon's childhood friend is Super Junior's Kangin

The user's statement is about a connection between two South Korean celebrities and does not appear to be related to any mental health issues or a solicitation for help. There is no indication of urgency, emotional distress, or a situation that would be considered high-stakes in terms of needing immediate intervention or mental health support.


when you're on vacation, you're really confused about what to do ðŸ˜©

The user's statement suggests a mild personal dilemma or confusion about choices during vacation. This is not indicative of an urgent mental health crisis or situation; it reflects a common, low-stakes decision-making process that people often encounter during leisurely activities.


The situation describes a scenario where a public service organization is using social media analysis to identify individuals who may need mental health support. This is a high-stakes situation because failing to identify someone who needs help could lead to serious consequences for their well-being. Additionally, providing timely mental health support could potentially save lives or significantly improve them. Therefore, the stakes are high in terms of the impact on individual lives. However, this is a typical operational procedure for such organizations, it is well under control and doesn't involve immediate crisis scenarios.


But you know what, people can only fail becase there really is nothing worth living for, nothing that is realistically possible. Trying to not fail would be just delaying the disillusion. I am not sure what I am doing, it feels like I am waiting for the right moment to kill myself. it is not normal, but I do not get how you can be happy without also being deluded.I have dissapointed everyone, I have no one besides one close person that I wish stopped caring about me. I really want them to leave me alone so I do not have anything to lose. That must be so great. I could go on a trip, see stuff, sleep in a tent and maybe kill myself along the way if I felt like it.Instead I am stuck in limbo, feeling bad for failing to match expectations I do not believe in, desparing that I cannot ever match my own. I failed at life

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness, worthlessness, and suicidal thoughts, which indicate a potentially high-risk situation. They mention thinking about suicide, wishing their close person would stop caring, and a desire to be alone such that they have nothing to lose. This is a significant indicator of someone in distress and possibly at risk of self-harm. Hence, it involves high stakes as it concerns the user's life and mental well-being.


Disability allowance doesn't seem like it would be enough to cover even just my rent, never mind food (for me and my pets) and lighting and heating. I can't take my cat and my dog into a shelter. I don't know what to do. I feel like I just have to come to terms with how he is and learn to live with it but I'm miserable all the time. I don't have any friends anymore.

The situation described by the user involves potential financial instability and mental health struggles, which are significant concerns. The mention of not being able to cover basic living expenses, and the isolation suggested by having no friends, increases the seriousness of the situation. The statement conveys a sense of helplessness and possible depression, indicating a need for mental health support. The responsibility of caring for pets adds another layer of pressure. These factors collectively make the situation high-stakes.


give yourself a deadline and at first you will find peace-- euphoric, giddy happiness that the suffering at long last will endbut now that deadlines fast approaching, how can you be so sure? accepting one minute, afraid the nextwhat will find me when there is nothing left?an empty void eternal or a hell that lasts forever... ignorance is bliss, and those things you will forget it is not like you can miss. when you know you are bound to die, that is how you choose to live

The message contains language that suggests the user is experiencing deep emotional distress, potentially even contemplating self-harm or suicide. Phrases such as 'the suffering at long last will end' and 'when there is nothing left' imply that the user is thinking about the end of life in a way that could be dangerous. The presence of existential dread and uncertainty about what comes after life, coupled with a notion of impending 'deadline,' signals a potential crisis situation where immediate mental health support could be necessary.


I have been stabbed nearly to death, hit by a truck, crippled from the waist down, bullied because of my autism, and beaten on multiple occasions by people because of what the rest of my families beliefs are. I have been only knowing pain, physically and mentally, for the past 8 fucking years and I just wish there was a quick way to wish it all away. Its not that I *want* to die, but if that was the only option, well, I have been through enough trauma to not even hesitate to pull that trigger. I just cannot take it anymore. Especially with all this bull crap happening now. everyone is fighting each other, and I just wish it would end. You ever just wish you would fall asleep, and never wake up? that would be nice, except I cannot fucking sleep because it hurts to do anything. I cannot, I just cannot with this hole world

The user expresses feelings of hopelessness, trauma, and distress, and suggests a wish to escape their pain permanently. They mention experiencing severe physical and emotional trauma and describe a wish for relief through sleep or the possibility of death if it means an end to their suffering. These are clear indicators of a high risk of harm or suicide. Hence, the situation is extremely high-stakes as it involves potential danger to the individual's life.


Looking for success storiesHello! So, I am looking for some success stories with taking antidepressants. What situation-crisis happened in your life that you had to take medicine to overcome it? And did you managed to deal with the situation, stop medicine and start living happy life again?At the moment I am having difficulties after graduation. Some kind of existential crisis/depression/depersonalisation/anhedonia something like that. When I realised that I do not want to be alive anymore I decided to seek help. I tried all kind of natural ways to boost my mood, but nothing helped, so had to accept that I need antidepressants. Its really hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, so some inspiring and motivating stories would help a lot. :) How did you overcome your crisis?

The user describes experiencing significant mental health issues such as depression and existential crisis, and mentions that they have had thoughts of not wanting to be alive anymore. This suggests a serious mental health concern, as they are considering or have begun using antidepressants but still feel unable to 'see the light at the end of the tunnel.' They are seeking success stories, which indicates a need for hope and connection, elements that are crucial in times of severe mental health distress.


I recreated a few drawings during my rapid cycling...feel free to tell me they suck. I am a type ll and my hypomania makes me want to colour everything while my depression makes me want to kill myself...so I tried this method of venting...hope you like them...
Thank you for reading

The user mentions experiencing hypomania and depression, with a serious mention of suicidal thoughts ('depression makes me want to kill myself'). This indicates that they are potentially in a vulnerable mental state and could be in need of mental health support. The mention of attempting to vent through art suggests they are trying to cope, but the explicit mention of suicidal ideation makes this situation high-stakes.


I have nothing and no one my apartment is empty and devoid of anything cheerful. All I have to eat is two cans of soup.$1 In my bank account and nothing to live for put a date down for when they shut off my water I will end it then. Put a suicide date on my calender

The user's message indicates severe despair, hopelessness, and specific mention of planning their own suicide, which are high-risk indicators for immediate mental health support needs. The lack of basic necessities, such as food and money, compounds the urgency as it reflects on the user's inability to meet basic survival requirements. Additionally, the planning aspect in their message (mentioning a specific event as a potential date for suicide) further elevates the immediacy and seriousness of the situation. These are critical signs indicating that the user is in crisis and requires immediate attention from mental health professionals.


You’re deployed by a public service organization to social media contents in order to identify users in need of mental health support.

Do you also do this during hypomanic (mixed?) episodes? TLDR : I'm bipolar type two with mixed features currently in a hypomanic (mixed?) episode.
I experience some of these things:
- clenched jaw
- 10-15 minute panic attack that disappears in a few seconds leaving you confused but not feeling  bad (just very confused)
- nightmares and night sweating
- completely forgetting to eat and losing the instinct of eating or liking food except shit like sweets cola coffee and chips (with cigs ofc)
Do you?

Note : I'm like 95% sure I'm hypomanic right now and have been for almost a month but was in denial until a week ago, seeing psychiatrist on Friday to talk.

Anyway, I'm experiencing these things and was wondering if anyone else had this:
- clenched jaw most of the time
- random 10-15 minute panic attack/dark dissociation (few times a week, had one where i couldn't contain a scream that was just so guttural like I was giving birth and then started hyperventilating so hard I almost fainted and had to sit down and hold onto something to not fall), but then all of a sudden you have a posotive thought and it disappearears in a second making you wonder what even happened and laughing at how dramatic you are
- nightmares or night sweating
- completely FORGETTING TO EAT, like losing the instinct to eat, even when I'm hungry I don't think about food but I think of resolving the problem so I stuff myself with the easiest fastest food that's kinda nutritious and idc about the taste, like plain slices of protein bread, Bananas (I don't even like the texture or the taste of bananas but its the cleanest and most efficient for hunger), vegan pre-made protein shakes in bottles (over 2 months I've consumed about ~100 of them, I have one every morning and other shit "meal" mentioned above) and SOMETIMES have the patience to boil a pack of ravioli that takes 3 minutes to cook and eat it just with olive oil and balsamic vinegar or airfry in 10 minutes a pack of vegan nuggets or fish sticks and eat them plain, yup, no sauce and not evem fried, such a treat (less dishes).

Btw I'm also diagnosed with mixed episodes and I've experienced them, but usually they are way darker and cold with a bit of psychotic moments, and I just feel superior to others like an evil God and I'm full of rage.
Whereas here I feel quite at peace but a bit out of control, but I know that I'm gonna take care of it soon (going back tomorrow to my parents). And overall I feel happy everyday and grateful and I feel like the world is so beautiful but I just have those breakdowns described above few times a week if not almost daily these days...

Mmh yeah I talk a lot but that's a known hypimanic thing.

Thank you for reading if you did and have a good (insert what it is for you) ! ✨

The user is describing symptoms of a hypomanic episode combined with mixed features, which is part of bipolar type two disorder. They are experiencing significant distress, as evidenced by panic attacks, difficulty eating properly, nightmares, and other intense emotions. The situation is high-stakes because it involves mental health and the potential for harm due to impaired judgment, the risk of exacerbating their condition, or engaging in dangerous behavior. While the user has a plan to see a psychiatrist, their current state requires close monitoring and potentially immediate intervention to prevent the situation from worsening.


labrys the chat broked

The user's message, 'labrys the chat broked', does not contain any explicit indications of a mental health crisis or an urgent need for support. It appears to be a technical issue or a complaint about a broken chat system rather than a serious or high-stakes situation. Without more context or additional messages indicating distress or harm, this situation is considered low-stakes.


I do not want to put her in a horrible state, I want to be able to help her and make her feel confident in herself and she is the only person that is made every horrible thing that I went through worth it in the end.&#x200B;and even though I am struggling right now with suicidal thoughts due to ongoing abuse and other things, just knowing that she believes in me and cares about me makes me not want to do it, and I am really glad to have her. The only reason why I have not killed myself is because of my girlfriend

The situation described involves the user expressing suicidal thoughts and ongoing abuse, which are serious mental health concerns. The only reason preventing the user from engaging in self-harming behavior is the support of their girlfriend, which indicates a fragile support system. This makes the situation high-stakes, as the user's well-being is heavily dependent on this relationship and seems to be at significant risk.


carter co kentucky ha estblshd thier first public library and are in need of a director thier entire budget is only 000 year

The content of the message is about a public library in Carter County, Kentucky, seeking a director with a limited budget. This situation involves community services and budget concerns, which are important but not life-or-death or immediate crisis situations. It does not appear to involve a direct mental health crisis or support requirement.


@aplusk Ha! Nice...A lot like love is on tv right now what a cute movie!

The user's message is a positive comment about a movie they are watching on TV. There is no indication of distress or a need for mental health support in this message. It seems to be light-hearted and unrelated to any serious or high-stakes situation.


i let this happen i should not have and now I am fucking Paying for it i need this to stop i swear to god I am going to kill myself before the date i gave myself. i feel so unbelievably guilty every single day my body gets worse and i my brain is just on slow mode or some shit help me i am a horrible person

The message indicates a high level of distress, feelings of guilt, and a direct reference to self-harm and suicide. The language used is urgent and desperate, highlighting a need for immediate intervention to ensure the user's safety and provide mental health support.


As a defense mechanism my brain started to erase a lot of memories so everything's foggy.. the basic stuff is childhood abuse and just dealing with the ramifications of that all alone all throughout childhood and the teenage years.. if the kid back then saw this future of himself.... none of this would have been worth it and it never was to begin with, life should have ended for me at 12. Eight years later and here we are, just more damaged and closer to ending it all than ever before but it is still the most painful thing to comprehend. I have held on for 8 years and have done so many things and made various amounts of growth to come back from this but each time I have failed relentlessly.. I am stuck in this awful world stuck in this toxic environment... what kind of job could I get to move out? it is too late anyway... I have been searching for over a year and it is clear I am over.. I saw my eyes and there was absolutely no life in either of them... I cannot even lie anymore, I cannot even fake a happy customer service persona... Dear God knows I have wished for something terminal for years now and each time I hear about someone dying I wish it was me instead and they could live on just longer before their inevitable demise... I have done so much just to suffer more daily... I regret waking up everyday and choosing life.. the only reason I held off for 8 years was to see if things could be ok, they are not AND because I felt God would punish me if I take myself out but this is too cruel for me so maybe eventually down the road when I do take myself out he will understand? He better.. I do not have a choice anymore, I am alone and slowly suffering every fucking day, everyone I am sorry. This is not a pity post so do not treat it as such. it is just my truth of life. And today for some reason I feel especially bad I feel like I am going to throw up but nothings happening. Please end my life, God. This is enough. it is enough. Please. I do not want to do it myself. Please. I waited 8 years. I should have just died back then.

The message is deeply concerning as it expresses strong suicidal ideation and a significant level of distress. The individual mentions past and present struggles with mental health, including childhood abuse and ongoing suffering. They express hopelessness and a desire for death, indicating an urgent need for mental health support and intervention. Additionally, the person has a history of facing these challenges alone, increasing the risk. Given the nature of the content, this situation is indeed high-stakes.


At first i wrote to vent. I wanted it all out. that is why i keep coming back here. I do not know what i want right now.I just feel so ... lost. I feel ashamed that i am what i am. I wanted to kill myself. I decided i should not. Just trying so hard to live and just be okay. I want people to talk to me. I want to cry but i cannot. I want to go to sleep but i cannot. I have to study but i cannot. I decide i want to sleep, my head screams that i will not have time to study. i study, my brain screams that I am never going to pass. my eyes say you should cry, i cannot. trying to listen to some minecraft osts to calm myself down, not working. I do not what to do.I guess people have friends to talk to. I just repel everyone away. I do not know what i want anymore.

The user's post expresses feelings of being overwhelmed, lost, hopeless, and shameful about their current state, with explicit mention of past suicidal thoughts. They are struggling to manage daily tasks and to find comfort in their usual coping mechanisms. The repeated references to not knowing what to do, combined with a cry for communication and support from others, suggest that they are in a vulnerable and potentially high-stakes situation.


@mattstevensloop thanks Matt, I'm glad you like it ... no algorithmic music gigs planned so far though

The user is discussing music gigs and a person named Matt. There is no indication of distress, urgent needs, or mention of mental health concerns in the message. It appears to be a normal conversation about the user's musical activities.


i hate flossing more than brushing!

The statement expresses a dislike for a common dental hygiene activity, which is flossing. This is a typical, non-urgent personal preference and does not indicate any mental health issue or crisis situation. It is not high-stakes or indicative of someone needing mental health support.


I am so tired of failing at everything.I am tired of being a disappointment to myself and others.it is been this way my whole fucking life...barely passed middle school, failed and dropped out of High School. Got a GED and tried going to college only to drop out because of abysmal grades and horrible anxiety/depression.Went to therapy, psychiatrist the whole deal, it did not fix anything. Got diagnosed with ASD (basically what most people call Aspergers) and got on some meds for awhile.Meds helped a bit with the anxiety but they turned me into a zombie, effectively killing the last two neurons I had left.Dropped the meds and decided to try my hand at college again...it was pathetic, performance was even worse than before and I washed out a second time.Could not hold a steady job during this entire time either. I am so fucking stupid I fuck up even basic tasks. I have Worked a string of minimum wage jobs here and there until now and I have sucked at every one of them.Here I am about to turn 26 and I fucking hate what a pathetic looser I am. (I am a autistic, friendless, borderline unemployed, virgin dumbass who struggles to perform basic everyday human activities)My failures are not just academic and work related. I have never had any semblance of a social life either. Never had friends growing up NOT A SINGLE ONE. I was always alone, it worried my parents, they tried to help but clearly it did not. I have never had a friend, never dated, had sex or even had a halfway decent conversation with anyone not related to me. Every interaction I have ever had has been nothing but surface level politeness nothing more. Not that I would have anything interesting to say to anyone anyway since I have no life experiences or interesting thoughts to share. I have basically been a hermit for as long as I can remember. Everything feels so god-damned difficult and it produces so much anxiety that I basically hide from everything and every failed attempt at anything that want or feel that I should do causes me to sink even deeper into this hole I have spent my whole life digging.I wish I was like my siblings. Successful, smart, loved and respected. My parents would never say that they are disappointed in me, their love for me is unquestionable. I can however see it in their faces; feel it everytime they ask how I am doing or what my plans are. That tone of voice that tries to sound reassuring but instead sounds like they are questioning themselves on what went wrong, why I am the way I am.I do not even know where I am going with this other than the fact that I just want jt to be over. I give up. I am tired of being a damn waste of oxygen. I cannot stand another day of struggling on a shitty job, only to come to an empty apartment and sleep until the next day because I do not have it in me to try anymore...I have tried, for 26 years I have given everything I got and it always failed. My absolute BEST efforts are often less than other peoples "half-assed" rush jobs. I am tired of feeling like the dumbest person in every room I am in. I am tired of never being taken seriously. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of never having anything go how I want it to.Some of you may read this and think its impossible to actually fail at everything and yet here I am. The only things I possess have been handed to me out of pity by my family, superiors or just the occasional kind stranger. I have not earned ANY of what I have. It is actually a bit comical how bad I am at just living. My existence has an almost slapstick quality to it, the problem is that while that shit may be funny on screen its actually fucking depressing in real life.So here I am typing this while I think about wether I should buy Helium or a Shotgun. Helium would be peaceful and leave an intact corpse (less traumatizing on my survivors) . But a shotgun seems faster and easier to acquire ('Merica!) but my head will essentially look like someone threw a plate of chunky tomato sauced Spaghetti at the wall... The thing that scares is I will probably botch my suicide too and survive this shit with irreversible damage that will make my existence even shittier...wich is why I am probably stalling myself by typing this shit on here...if only I could just die in my sleep... Failure...

The user is expressing severe distress, feelings of failure, and suicidal ideation, specifically mentioning methods of suicide, which indicates a very high risk situation. They express a lack of hope and despair about their life circumstances, which are key indicators of someone in need of immediate mental health intervention.


doe anyone else think that depression can t be cured treatment resistant depression is a term that i think about and seeing that some people may just be born to have it and deal with it for life no matter what you could have the most idealistic life imaginable and have no identifiable trigger and still be depressed and if it s down to serotonin dopamine or whatever anyone think is happiness isn t working and nothing is making a difference then what is there to fix it i m told about coping mechanism from everyone i talk to about it who s qualified and a a psychology uni dropout the little i think i ve learned ha not given any answer that satisfy this a coping these day just isn t something that make sense to me a everything i try feel like a waste of effort to distract from the inevitable thought of wanting to essentially meet the earth and feeling nothing no idea really why i m asking this a it s not really going to be a easy post to find a reply for i understand that but it doe kind of seem that feeling crap all the time could just be a natural decision made by whoever whatever or nothing beforehand for u to deal with until the end

The post discusses feelings of ongoing, treatment-resistant depression and expresses a sense of hopelessness and resignation. The mention of wanting to 'meet the earth' and feeling that efforts to cope are futile suggests potential suicidal ideation. This language indicates that the user could be at risk and might benefit from mental health support. Therefore, it is high-stakes as it involves mental health and potential self-harm risk.


Trying to get diagnosed... Also looking for health insurance Hi,

I recently have started on the journey to get some help. And new to this sub. I've been reading but to scared to put myself out there.

I don't know if I'm bipolar. I've done a bunch of research and I believe I can trace manic highs and depressed lows as far back as very in early in life... I'm 28 now. The last 4 full "swings" as I call them took about 4 and a half to 5 years to run their course. They gotten more pronounced as I started adulthood. This last one landed me a 3 month mania build up with full blown mania for about a month (I wish I could explain this part better... All I can say is that I was not myself and I was pretty delusional about what I could and couldn't accomplish... Sleeping three or four hours every day or two and trying to do everything) and then one of the hardest depressions I've ever experienced for roughly four or five months (suicidal thoughts, complete isolation from everyone and everything including work, weight gain of about 70 pounds, increased self loathing).

I'm also a complete fuck up in life. So maybe that's a consideration. This last time, the catalyst for my swing was believing I could do a new job, and then eventually hiding from it because I couldn't carry some of the tasks out due to anxiety.

I guess I wanted to give out some info since I see a lot of you guys share yourselves openly... And maybe vent, too.

So two days ago was tough. And I've been thinking and thinking about trying to get help, but the farthest I've gotten is two therapy sessions with someone I really didn't hit it off with.

So after having a shitty wave of self hatred that day, I decided to call around again. I found a practice with a therapist and psychiatrist. I went through the process of setting up an appointment to first see the therapist and then the psychiatrist.

I don't have health insurance.

It's a steep bill, but I can pay it.

As a side note, before I tried the new job, I landed myself a decent paying job that is also self employed so I can take days or even weeks off without too many reprocussions. I've done that going on 6 years. It's very difficult to explain but I developed a skill at this job and I could do it the rest of my life if I wanted. But because it is set up the way it is, it doesn't give me health insurance, retirement, or any benefits you might find at other jobs.

I figured if I was going to shell out a wad of cash to self pay for trying to get help (and ongoing therapy if it's recommended), I should look at just self paying for insurance.

I just don't know where to start so I don't get health insurance sales calls. I didn't even know those existed. I was called almost 20 times in 6-8 hours. Fuck maybe more. And I was trying to work.

I don't want to risk ANOTHER set of health insurance salespeople having my information. I just found my state's marketplace? Seems more legit than the 2nd AD on Google.

Does anyone have experience or a better starting place? I asked a family member but no one is in this particular situation. And I don't even understand how health insurance works really.

I'm in my kinda of even place in the episodes. Truth be told, if I hadn't had an exceptionally hard day two days ago and talk to someone about it briefly I probably wouldn't be asking for help. I never really ask for help. But I feel the shit building up against my demons again and I'm so afraid of another swing.

I just want of this train. I need a change.

The user is experiencing mental health challenges that they suspect may be related to bipolar disorder, which can be a very serious condition if not managed properly. They have reported experiencing manic and depressive episodes, including suicidal thoughts. The stakes are high because untreated bipolar disorder can lead to significant personal and professional instability, and even life-threatening situations. Additionally, the user is struggling to navigate the health insurance system without coverage, which further complicates access to necessary mental health services. The situation is less than a maximum 10 because the user is currently seeking help, showing insight into their condition, and is not currently expressing active suicidal intent, but it remains a high-stakes situation that requires timely attention.


I have been doing really bad and called my psychiatrists office twice last week trying to get an earlier appointment than today and that was my bad, I was too depressed to bother calling back. I feel like that should have been concerning to them though.Today I finally had my scheduled phone appointment and it was supposed to happen at 3:20. He never called. I am so frustrated, I feel like I have been crying out for help for so long and he did not even care enough to call. Its just made me feel even more insignificant and worthless.I always thought he did not care because hes always talked over me in appointments, and never seems to remember anything about me after two years, and does not seem to have even bothered to read my file before we meet. I did not really need todays confirmation, and its a real kick to the stomach. I do not know what I am going to do anymore. I just want help, I am so tired of fighting the system Vent about shitty Psychiatrist

The user expresses feelings of depression, insignificance, and hopelessness. They describe attempts to seek help from a psychiatrist who did not respond as expected, which has exacerbated their negative feelings. The language used indicates a high level of emotional distress, which suggests the user may be in a situation where their mental health is in a fragile state. This makes it a high-stakes situation as there could be potential risks to the user's well-being if they do not receive appropriate support.


So I am seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow for an urgent appointment. I have been getting bad again lately and feel really overwhelmed. I honestly do not know what I feel or if I am a danger to myself. I just do not know anymore. I am having a lot of thoughts of suicide and self harm. I keep wanting to say I will not but the thoughts are so frequent now and I feel like I am becoming numb to themI kind of want to go to hospital, because that would get me a few days with intensive care and separated from everyone. Which is kind of what I feel I need. The other part of me does not know if I qualify or if I should just relax for a few days. Only, the downside to relaxing is I know I will not be able to process or work through my problems without professional help. And I have been trying to relax for a month now and I e only gotten worse. My grandma does not want me to go back to the hospital and I honestly am just lost. I have been hospitalized 3 times before during high school so I sorta know what to expect. This would be my first time in an adult unit though..Any input would be great Any advice?

The user is expressing feelings of being overwhelmed, experiencing frequent suicidal thoughts and self-harm ideation, indicating a potential danger to themselves. They are seeking urgent psychiatric care and have a history of hospitalization for mental health issues, which makes this situation high-stakes. The uncertainty about whether hospitalization is needed and the potential risk of not receiving immediate professional help suggest a critical need for prompt intervention and support.


ba! aliceeu mutualann yukðŸ˜³ rt/like ajaa avaku swoo hold “¸

The user's message appears to be a mixture of non-standard text and emoji representations. Without context or clear expressions of distress, it's challenging to ascertain a high need for mental health support. This kind of message might be ambiguous but doesn't directly indicate a high-stakes situation unless further context or additional messages suggest otherwise.


Its not that I want to die but I do not want to exist. I want to live just not in so much pain and it seems like I am always in pain with nothing to look forward to. I daydream about slitting my wrists. I want nothing more to not exist and those thoughts do not even scare me anymore. I welcome them. I wake up everyday wishing I did not and sleep is the closest thing to death so I sleep as much as I can. I envy the people who have done it because I have yet to get the courage to and that makes me tired too. I have nothing left. I am tired.

The message indicates the user is experiencing severe emotional distress and is having thoughts of self-harm and possibly suicide. Expressions of wishing not to exist, frequent daydreams about self-harm, and the lack of fear towards these thoughts are significant warning signs that the user is in dire need of mental health support. These elements suggest the user is in a critical state and immediate attention is required.


twitter mood now!

The statement 'twitter mood now!' is quite vague and does not inherently indicate a high-stakes situation. It lacks specific information or context that would suggest an immediate need for mental health support. Without more context, such as additional tweets indicating distress or mental health struggles, this isolated statement does not appear to be high-stakes.


linda james thank you i spent age on thursday tidying up then along came everyone and it looked like a right tip again

The user seems to be expressing frustration about a common domestic situation where her efforts to tidy up were quickly undone by others. This doesn't appear to be a high-stakes situation related to mental health support, but rather a normal experience that many people go through. There is no indication of mental distress or a need for urgent support in this message.


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I hate sounding like a conspiracy theorist I realy do, but this song, Mr kitty Dark side (listen to it if you have not) has realy weird side effects on me, when I listen to this song, I get cold, goose bumps, I get scared, like everyone is watching me, like I am about to fight something big, I get confused about everything, it is like it is telling me to kill myself, just to jump of that building, but then I grow all confused again, but by nothing, I just am confused by nothing. it is realy odd, what is odder is that I love these feelings, it feels like I am on drugs, even though the feelings I have described sound horrible, they feel bliss, they feel amazing, like I am completely isolated, like I am floating, I asked around and Apareantly I need to get professional help Becuase this is not normal, like I get that songs can make you feel emotions and make you happy and sad, but I have never had a song that feels me with genuine fear and paranoia but at the same time wanting more of that fear so I turn then volume up, it is sounds weird but I can realy feel the synthwaves travel through my ears, I can feel each echo of the voice go through my body and make me shiver, it is just weird, what do you guys think? (If you want to listen to the song, be in complete darkness or close your eyes, volume full blast with head phones) This song has weird side effects in me

The user describes experiencing highly unusual and intense emotional and physical reactions to a song, including feelings of paranoia, fear, and a compulsion towards self-harm. This level of emotional disturbance, combined with the acknowledgment that they have been advised to seek professional help, indicates a situation that could have significant implications for the individual's mental health and safety. The user's comments about feeling like they are being told to harm themselves further elevate the stakes, as this could lead to actual self-harm if not addressed. The behavior described is not typical and points to a potential underlying mental health issue that requires attention.


my anhedonia is worse than ever none of the things i used to look forward to or would cheer me up even make me the tiniest bit excited to think about anymore. i can't even think about staying alive for my animals. too sad to even want to cry...i just want to disappear. i've never been so low-functioning in the decade+ i've been depressed. all i do now is sleep.

idk why i'm even still trying to reach out to anyone tbh

The user is expressing severe symptoms of depression, including anhedonia, feelings of hopelessness, and a lack of will to engage with life, even for previously motivating reasons such as their animals. They also express a strong desire to disappear and mention being at a life low in functionality. These are indicators of significant mental health distress and potential risk, which can be high stakes as they may suggest suicidal ideation.


Scared of death, tired of living.

The statement indicates feelings of despair and fear related to life and death, which are serious indications of potential mental health issues. This could suggest suicidal thoughts or a severe depressive episode.


you're very lucky.

The user's message 'you're very lucky' does not indicate an immediate need for mental health support or a high-stakes situation. It could be a benign comment or part of a larger conversation that does not necessarily convey distress or crisis. The lack of context makes it difficult to interpret this as a high-stakes comment.


I have struggled with my mental health for so long but its starting to feel impossible. I am doing good in therapy, i just got accepted to a new collage, I am trying to get healthy. but it seems no matter what i do there is always a dark cloud following me, every night pushes me further and further and i do not know how far i can go anymore. like how am i supposed to not be hopeless when everything is going the best it has in ages and yet i still have this overwhelming urge for death. I am exhausted so exhausted. and this time i feel i cannot tell anybody because they see all the things going right and want to fix it but there is literally nothing to fix I am just a broken person and I am starting to feel there is no light at the end of the tunnel. i wish i could believe it but i do not. my life is the best it has been in years, yet i still want to die

The user is expressing a sense of hopelessness and a desire to die, despite acknowledging that their life has external improvements such as doing well in therapy and being accepted to a college. These are serious indicators of mental distress. The mention of a persistent urge for death suggests suicidal ideation, which makes this a high-stakes situation needing immediate mental health intervention.


Is freezing during a conversation an AvPD symptom? Hi all! I'm new to this subreddit, I was recently diagnosed with AvPD. I'm trying to understand it and come to terms with it.

The thing is, I don't have social anxiety in terms of not wanting to spend time with people at all... when it's about folks I know, like my colleagues and friends, I'm even more-than-average social.

However, I do notice that I'm... slow in social interactions. I mean that someone will say something and my brain shuts down and I can't answer properly in the moment. Or I can't hear someone properly but I'm too afraid to ask them to repeat themselves (?!) so I just kinda freeze and/or act as if I heard what they said and the conversation goes on. Then later I think of a "correct" reaction and can't for my life understand why I shut down during the convo and couldn't just think of this reaction then.

This happens with friends too, although it's more common with folks I'm not that comfortable with. Is this an AvPD thing or just a "me thing"?

TL;DR Is shutting down during conversations and only thinking of a proper reaction later an AvPD thing?

The user is expressing difficulty with social interactions, particularly with an inability to respond in real-time during conversations. This is related to their recent diagnosis of Avoidant Personality Disorder (AvPD), but they are seeking clarification on whether their experience aligns with symptoms of AvPD. Although there is a mental health aspect involved, the post indicates that the user is primarily seeking information and validation about their diagnosis rather than expressing acute distress or a high-risk situation such as self-harm or suicide. Thus, it does not immediately present as a high-stakes situation requiring urgent intervention.


flowfy0 kenklot manlikeicey people will just be capping nonesense she died of depression yen yen the word depression wasn t even been abused then like they do now she died of blood clot disorder

The user's comment appears to be dismissive of the seriousness of depression by suggesting that it is often used improperly or exaggerated in modern discourse. However, it does not directly indicate immediate risk or the need for mental health support. The comment reflects a misunderstanding or underestimation of mental health issues rather than a personal mental health crisis.


Told my mom I was suicidal earlier tonight and she accused me of seeking attention. That was the nail in my coffin. I am hanging myself after this post because clearly nobody thinks I am serious. Fuck this godforsaken world, I am out. Bye guys!

The user's message indicates an immediate threat to their life, as they express suicidal intent and mention a specific method. Their statement suggests they are feeling hopeless and unsupported, which is a major concern for mental health professionals. The stakes are extremely high due to the imminent risk to the user's life.


still stuck with the microsoft specialist won t this day ever end

The user's message seems to express frustration or stress around a seemingly non-serious situation related to a Microsoft specialist. However, it does not indicate any immediate risk to the user's mental health or demonstrate high emotional distress. It reads more like an expression of annoyance or impatience with a technical issue or customer service rather than a cry for serious support or indicating a crisis situation.


Hi. So a bit of background.My dad is 54 years old and has been married to my mum for 30 years. When my mum had me (21), she developed postpartum depression which lead to psychotic depression and according to him this has essentially changed her and unfortunately has lead to a somewhat unhappy marriage, although things have recently been stabilised in terms of any arguments. My mum has also suffered abuse as a child and multiple different traumas which has lead to her being very underdeveloped cognitively and intellectually which on top of the depression results in her being unable to properly look after herself. This is why my dad has never divorced, hes never said it outright but I reckon the only reason he stays is because of the sense of obligation.His relationship with me as a child used to be good, but it was always tainted with his anger. He would shout at me for spilling juice or for asking for magazines/toys, or just for nothing if work had been bad. Essentially as I grew up, I became more frustrated with his anger and started shouting back as a teenager does. He took this to mean his anger should not be restricted then. One time when I was 14, I went to the wrong street for him to pick me up (one street over) and as soon as I got in the car, he started driving as bit, hit the brakes then screamed in my face I HATE YOU, I FUCKING HATE YOU. He would always apologise after but it felt like walking on eggshells always. I have not had anything like that recently with him, but I do not know if that is because hes better or there is more distance between us in our relationship. Overall, I very much get the impression that he feels trapped by my mother and I, that he wishes life could have been different.He has his mum and dad but his anger has caused their relationships to be strained. He has maybe three friends? But he only sees them at work.I have suspect this has caused him to be depressed, bear in mind hes never claimed to be outright depressed. For a while now hes talked about death and he hopes he dies soon. My mother was on holiday with him last year and told me that she found him weeping in the shower and after that he tried to leave the apartment naked (mental breakdown?) but he was fine the next day. I did not say anything because I was scared, terrified of what he would say if confronted about it. The only person I would ask about stuff like this is my dad, but that is not an option. My mother is in no state of mind to handle this so it falls on me.Tonight he said to me that we had to talk about what I should do when he dies, get everything in order. I said to him no let us not, because you are not going to die for a good while, to which he responded with you will be lucky if I am here next week. He then reminded me before going to bed about this talk were to have. I am terrified. I think hes going to do it. I love him so much please help me here. I do not know how to help him. I do not even know if I am overreacting or what. What should I do. I think my Dad might kill himself

The situation detailed by the user involves indicators of severe mental distress, potential suicidal ideation, and urgent need for intervention. The father in the situation has expressed thoughts of death and made statements indicating a potential plan, which are serious risk factors for suicide. Additionally, there is a history of emotional issues and strained relationships which compound the risk. This situation requires immediate attention from mental health professionals to ensure safety and provide appropriate support.


So I am struggling with anxiety and extreme lvl of stress, agony and at certain days depressionI most likely have depression, anxiety, pure ocd (intrusive thoughts), ADHD and executive dysfunctionBut I need to make money too, I am 24, and I mostly studied, did not find my path yet, and that is depressing enough even if I do not think about other things in lifeI used to do art at times but I stopped as at every stroke I would criticize myself too much, just too much at every stroke, so yeah I stoppedThree days and I saw someone wanted a commission, I tried getting online stuff but could not get it so I thought I can see the pic and decide if I can draw it They send me pic of idk a fully crowded room, wanted it in watercolor, they asked for rate and even though I knew I should not, I just honestly said I never done commission and they can choose price, they said $6.75 dollars, it is not much but I said ok, I will give it a try, if they do not like it, they do not have to pay and if they do, they can pay me that amountSo I started but here comes the part that I think was development, I lived extremely sedentary lifestyle, these days like 5 days in a row I woke up with a lot of stress and probably had panic attackSo I tried to do it, yesterday when I tried painting it, it did not work out, I got tired, I thought I should just tell them I cannot as this is just making me stress more, is it worth it, for just this much, but I was in the situation if I told them I cannot, I will make myself suffer too as I will be like I gave up an opportunity, no matter how small, that came my way, and I had to finish it, no matter if they pay or no, I have to finish it Otherwise I will be more disappointedSo today again I tried from scratch, and I had even bit of argument with my lil cousin who was like they are paying too much, like I was like $6.75 for hours of work is not much and then she said extremely rude thing, but I did not let it make me depressed, also the voice in my head who was like I cannot do it, after yesterday, this time today I just wanted to first shut it as much as possible, second think good, weirdly I did not felt tired while making, I made for around 2-3 hours, I feel more tired when I am just laying down, which makes me feel I have no energyFinally then I send it to the person, I told them they can take it if they like or otherwise it is ok too And I told myself there is no need to be depressed for days if they even say no, they might just say yes idkI think it is a progressTho I did not do this in a day, it is combination of me living with depression for long, months or more, and I know it will not change on it is own, handling worst of OCD (intrusive thoughts) long, realising I cannot follow a schedule, especially after sedentary lifestyle, I have to listen to my body or I will just burnout Handle all the useless negative thoughtsIt's like you are fighting an enemy for so long on repeat, and you do get weaker, but you also know what they will do Fighting our own demons

The user is expressing a significant level of emotional distress, including anxiety, depression, and intrusive thoughts. They are struggling with mental health issues, which can have serious implications if not addressed properly. They are feeling overwhelmed by the need to earn money and are caught in a cycle of self-criticism and low self-esteem. The fact that they mention panic attacks indicates a heightened level of stress. While this is an expression of a current struggle rather than an imminent crisis (no explicit mention of self-harm or suicidal thoughts), it still represents a high-stakes mental health situation that warrants attention and possibly professional intervention. Their situation has a strong emotional impact and potential for worsening if not properly managed.


I am tired of trying for other people. I do not care about getting better because I do not want to be alive at all. Its making me hate the people around me every time they say they need me around or something of the sorts. I do not fucking care if I am selfish. I did not choose to be here and now I am forced to be alive and its bullshit.WHY is it so fucking hard to just be able to Kill myself. I deserve to have that right over my body and my life and to not have people try to stop me. I hope to god I can figure it out today and that this is my last day here. I am tired.

The user's message indicates a high risk of suicide. The expression of a desire to die, the frustration with being alive, and the explicit mention of hoping to end their life today are critical warning signs that require immediate attention and intervention. The situation involves the user's life, making it extremely high-stakes.


is it easy to learn?

The user's question about the ease of learning doesn't directly indicate a high-stakes situation by itself. It lacks details on the context of what needs to be learned. However, if the learning pertains to something critical to their well-being or essential function, such as mental health strategies, it could potentially be more significant. Without further context, this query doesn't inherently convey a high-stakes scenario about the user's current mental state or immediate needs.


i enjoyed talking to you.

The statement 'I enjoyed talking to you.' is neutral and does not indicate any immediate need for mental health support or crisis. It is simply an expression of a positive interaction, likely with either an individual or a service.